Will there be love?

By: lilxcherrytears

Disclamier: still don't own nothing...won't ever own anything...

Author's Note: It's one of those days again...when i should be doing homework...but oh well...screw that...

Chapter 4
Emotion outburst…

Sakura sat on one of the stall, pondering hard.

Is she Syaoran's girlfriend? Fiancée? Wife? She drew up ridiculous thoughts, hoping that her thoughts wouldn't come true. She knew that Syaoran was behind her, but she didn't bother to talk to him.

If he wants to be alone, that's fine with me, she thought. She quickly washed her hands and as she exited the girl's bathroom, she saw Syaoran and the new girl in the math room together…alone… She couldn't help but listen to their conversation.

"Xiao Lang, I…I. missed you a lot." The brown hair girl said to the amber eyes boy in front of her.

"Akina…" her voice cracked. "You've grown," that was the only thing he could think of because there was just way too much things in his mind right now.

"It's been nine years, Syaoran, nine whole years. I waited for you, you know. But you never did come back, so I thought of looking for you. And here you were, all along, in Japan." She looked at his eyes, as tears began to form at her eyes. "Do you know what you put me though, eh? Syaoran-kun?" she cried. Syaoran looked hopelessly at the girl, not sating a word. "I thought I will never see you again! You were everything to me, Syaoran, why did you leave me alone? By myself?" tears steamed down her cheeks, she stepped closely to Syaoran. She let out a sob and that hugged him with all her might. He enveloped him in a greater hug.

Sakura couldn't bear this torture anymore. Having knowing that there would always be something that she doesn't know about Syaoran's past. She suddenly felt left out, jealous, the way Syaoran hugged Akina.

They were together before, she thought and they had been though a lot, he left her when he had to come to Japan for the Clow cards, if it isn't for the Cards, then he wouldn't have to come to Japan and then meet me and they will still be...together…she didn't noticed the tears coming down her eyes until she felt a salty taste on her lips. She couldn't take it anymore, so she went in the bathroom as another round of tears cam crashing by.

Ten minutes later, Syaoran came out of the classroom, with his lunch on his hand and his shirt with tears on it. His minded was blank, he couldn't think straight at all. He walked out of the building without a word not noticing that a crying girl was in the bathroom, feeling betrayed. He walked towards the cherry blossom tree, his eyes on the ground.

"Ha, my cute little descendent, what took you so long?" he looked at Eriol's eyes that glittered in the sun.

"I don't know, maybe someone hide my lunch somewhere so I couldn't find it," he glared at the clow's reincarnation.

"Where's Sakura-chan, Li?" Tomoyo asked. Something much be wrong, she had been gone for more than five minutes. Syaoran frowned,

"What do you mean, where she is, didn't she go to the bathroom like ten minutes ago?"

"Yeah, Li. We thought that she is coming back with you,"

"I didn't see her on my way back," Tomoyo looked at the boy with a worry face,

"What happened to her?" she thought out loud.

'I'll go find her," Syaoran said, worrying about his girlfriend's safety. At the moment, he had forgotten all about his past. He knocked on the bathroom door, knowing that if he couldn't go inside a girl's bathroom, he might as well knocked.

"Ying-Fa? Are you in there?" Syaoran asked, hoping that a sweet angelic voice would answer them.

"Syaoran?" a sad voice answered,

"Yeah, Sakura, what are you doing in there for so long? We're worried about you,"

"Nothing, I'm fine," But the truth, Sakura's not fine at all. Her face was all red and her eye's all puffy. Dried tears were still on her cheeks

. "Give me a second, Syaoran, I'll be right there," her voice doesn't have any emotion to it. He frowns yet again, what's wrong with her? She quickly washes her faces and hope he doesn't notice that she was crying. She opened the door, and put her head down, not wanting to meet his eyes.

"Let's go," she said almost in a hurry.

"Sakura," he grabbed her wrist, and pulled her towards him.

"Look at me," he said. She looked at him, anywhere but his eyes, because if she does, she knew she's going to start brawling again. He knew that she was not meeting his eyes.

"Look at me at my eyes, Sakura,"

"No," she responded,

"Why, Sakura?" Because if I look at you, I know that I'm going to start crying again… She didn't respond.

"Sakura, tell me what is the matter with you?"

"Nothing's wrong with me, let me go, Syaoran," No Syaoran-kun, something is defiantly wrong.

"You avoided me since first period, didn't even notice my existence while we were walking inside the school, you were in the bathroom for ten minutes and now you won't even meet me in they eye," he explained,

"tell me the truth Sakura," A tear escaped her cheek, wanting to wipe it without letting Syaoran see it first, but with no luck. He looked at the tear from her face, followed by a few others.

"Sakura," she shook her head. She pulled herself away from him and stands a few meters away from him.

"Sakura," he called out again, "hey, don't cry," they both stood there without a word.

"Why didn't you tell me?" she whispered.

"About what? Sakura? You're confusing me. Why are you crying?" Why didn't you tell me about her, she thought to her self the girl that you embrace so willingly

"Who is she?" At that moment, everything made sense to the future Li clan leader.

She must have overheard our conversation, which means that he paused, not wanting to think about what she saw. "She...I…we were…" He didn't know what he could say to her, tell her or not. But he knew, neither way is going to break the poor Cherry blossom heart.

"You knew so much about me…but I knew so little about your past…" Sakura cried. "Don't I deserve to know? Why are you keeping so many secrets away from me?" she continued. Syaoran stared at the tearful girl; never had once did Sakura emotion get so wild. Even her aura is wild! Tears continued to stream down her cheeks, "I saw you and her in the classroom, hugging, was she.." she paused, fearing that if she asked, she could get a frightful answer. He knew what she was talking about,

I'm sorry, Saku, "Yeah she was, she was my girlfriend," Then in dismay, Sakura broke down, sobbing like she had never been before.

As you can see...i'm not really a good fanfic writer...so don't sue me if u see millions of mistakes...:)

thanx...lis...crimsonsun...and hitaru...and tokyogirl 12 for reviewing my story...