It
wasn't meant to happen like this. Never in her years working at
the
White House did she ever expect to be here. She never even
looked
at him romantically before. Sure, she was attracted to him.
But
who wasn't? This night only began because she wanted to prove
her
point. She wanted to show everyone that she was right, and they
were
wrong. She never expected to get here. She never expected
to fall
for him.
Earlier that day
Donna showed up at 7:30AM
with two cups of coffee in her hands. One
for her, and one for
Josh. It had been exactly six months since she
returned to work
after the whole mess in Gaza. At the beginning,
everyone treated
her like a valuable piece of glass. Afraid to move
too quickly
around her or even touch her. Josh made her only work
half days in
the first few months. After that, she decided that she
needed to
stop having everyone tend to her and jump back into work
full
time. Now, everything is back to normal. Almost like nothing
ever
happened.
She put her suitcase and files on her desk and
walked into Josh's
office. Toby was pacing around his desk while
Josh argued with someone on the
phone. Toby looked at Donna and
nodded. She knew it was his small
gesture to say hello. She
offered him coffee, but he passed. She
gave Josh his cup and
walked out, closing the door behind her just
in time for Josh to
begin yelling. CJ was walking over and smiled at
Donna.
"Good morning," CJ walked around to Josh's office door. "Is it safe?"
"I'm not sure. He's on the phone yelling at
someone and Toby is
pacing around nervously."
"Toby
always paces around nervously." CJ joked and leaned
against
Donna's desk. "So, how are you this morning?"
"Tired
as usual. Josh woke me up around two this morning telling me
what
time I needed to be here."
"I told you that you
should have taken more time off just to stay
away from Josh."
CJ smirked.
"Maybe I can fake a relapse."
"He can tell. You're screwed." CJ laughed when Josh's door boltedopen.
"Damn!" Toby snapped as he hit the door.
"I knew I should have
talked to him."
"I did
everything you told me to do. He's an ass, Toby. You would
have
offended him!" Josh snapped back.
"We lost his vote,
I'm assuming." CJ jumped in. "Josh, I told you to
let
Toby deal with this."
"Why is it Toby can do everything, and I can't?"
"Because I'm a bastard
and everyone knows it!" Toby snapped and
stormed off, nearly
pushing Will down when he turned the corner.
"What's up with him?" Will asked.
"He's pissed because he can't
fix something." Josh mumbled. "By the
way, thanks for
the coffee."
"You're welcome." Donna mumbled
back. "I think you're being a little
harsh with Toby."
"No.
He is a bastard." Josh nodded. "I can't seem to win with
him. I
truly thought I had this one in the bag. And now, I have to
spend
the rest of the day worrying if Toby is going to attack me
or
something."
"He won't attack you. He'll just
smack you down every chance he gets
today." Will
mentioned.
"He doesn't like to lose. That's all." Donna defended.
"No one likes to lose, Donna. But Toby
doesn't handle it like the
rest of us." CJ explains. "He
tries to blame someone else, and then
makes their life a living
hell. Except me. He knows I can kick his
ass."
"Well,
I don't know him as well as all of you, but I think you're
being a
little harsh about him. That's all." Donna took a sip of
her
coffee.
"You think Toby is a nice guy?" Josh
asked.
"I think he can be when he wants to be." Donna
shrugged.
"I'll tell you what? If you can make him be
nice for one full day.
I'll bring you coffee and bagels to work
every morning for a month."
Josh laughed.
"That's
a bet." Donna shook his hand and walked down the hall where
Toby
went earlier.
"You don't think she'll win, do you?" Josh hesitated.
"Josh. It's Toby." Will smirked.
"I don't know. Toby does have a soft spot for
attractive women with
long legs." CJ patted Josh on the chest
and walked off laughing.
Donna walked into the Communications
office and noticed the madness
that was happening in there. She
saw Ginger and Bonnie attacking the
fax machine because it was
eating their papers. Ed and Larry were
arguing over some speech
they were holding. And people were moving
in and out quickly. She
moved her way through everyone and gets to
Toby's open door. She
looks in and sees Rina hovering over Toby
while he's reading
something to her. Donna looks at the outfit Rina
is wearing and
pretends to cough, gaining their attention.
"What does
Josh want now?" Toby asked as Rina moved to the side of
his
desk, looking at Donna.
"Can I help you?" Rina asks.
"Yeah, I need to talk to Toby alone for a few minutes."
"Mr. Ziegler is busy working on the..."
"It's fine." Toby interrupted her as
he tries to look for a paper on
his cluttered desk. Rina looked
back at Toby then back to Donna.
"Okay. But remember you
have staff in ten minutes." Rina said while
walking out of
his office. Donna shut the door behind her and looked
over at
Toby. He was tossing papers everywhere and had a pissed off
look
on his face. She felt a pit in her stomach and then she
suddenly
forgot why she was there. Toby looked over at her and
shrugged as
if to say, what do you want?
Donna tried to speak, but nothing came out. She was scared. Morescared than she had ever been. What the hell was she doing?
"Donna, are you okay?" Toby
asked in a tender, sincere tone. It
shocked Donna, who looked over
at him confused. Did he just ask if
she was okay? Was she okay?
"Donna?" he says her name again, and
again it was tender
like. She looked around and thought she might
pass out. What the
hell was going on? She moved over to his couch
and sat down. Toby
had a glass of water on his desk, and he brought
it over to her.
He sat next to her and put his arm around her
shoulder while she
took a drink of the water. He was patting her
shoulder. "Are
you thinking about Gaza?" He asked. Where the hell
did that
question come from, she though. "Do you need me to
get
Josh?"
"No!" She said loud and quickly,
which startled him. Finally, she
was able to speak, and she yells.
Nice move. She puts the water on
the table in from of her and
looks over at Toby. She finally
realizes how close he is to her.
When she turns her head, she can
feel his breath on her face. He
realizes it to, and moves back,
letting go of her shoulder. She
smiles nervously while he stands up
and moves over to lean on his
desk.
"Sorry I yelled at you," Donna said, a lot
quieter and calmer. She
watches as Toby laughs a little, which is
unusual. She notices the
dimples that rise from his cheeks when he
smiles, she thinks to
herself if she ever noticed them before.
Apparently not.
"It's okay, I'm use to having women yell
no at me." Was that a joke?
Did Toby Ziegler just make a
joke? She can't tell, he looks like he
might have said a joke. But
how does one know when it comes to Toby
Ziegler. She laughs
anyway, and he laughs back. "Now, are you okay?"
"I'm fine. I just got into a panic mode for a second." She mentioned.
"So I noticed. Are you sure you don't want me to get Josh for you?"
"I'm sure." She smiled.
"Okay." Toby smiles reassuringly at her. "So
what can I do for you
now that you got my attention?"
"Josh and Will both think you're a bastard."
"Tell me
something I don't know." Toby sits down at his desk.
"I
told them you weren't, and they bet me you couldn't be nice for
one
full day."
"Wait. First, they're telling you that
I'm a bastard. Then, you
defend me saying you think I could be
nice for a full day?"
"Yes."
"Donna,
as much as I appreciate you defending me. You DO know me,
and you
DO know I can't be nice for a full day."
"I think you can."
"Why?"
"Because you're
being nice to me right now, and I don't think you're
trying too
hard at all."
Was she flirting with him? Because that
last sentence came out awful
flirty.
"Well, I have a
weakness when it comes to attractive women with long
legs."
Toby smiles.
Okay, is he flirting with her? Because that came
out awful flirty
too. He's smiling again. Damn, he is
cute.
"Listen. The bet is for him to bring me coffee and
bagels to work
for a whole month. Can you help me out and be nice
for one full day.
I think you can do it. Just image everyone you
talk to as an
attractive woman with long legs."
"You
want me to picture the President as a sexy woman with long
legs?
Toby smiles again. "If it will get you free coffee
and
breakfast, sure."
"Thanks." Donna
smiles. She doesn't move from her spot on the couch.
He looks at
her with a half grin on his face.
"Is there more?" He asks.
"No." Donna snaps out of it. She stands up
and moves toward the
door. "I'm leaving you now."
"Donna."
He calls out her name.
She feels something go through her body. It
happens everytime she
hears her name come out of his mouth. What
the hell was happening
here? She turns around on the second call
of her name. He still has
a half grin on his face, and his dark
eyes are on her.
"I'll make sure you win the bet. I promise." Toby says.
Donna smiles and walks out. She
takes a deep breath as she leaves
the Bullpen. She notices Josh
waiting by her desk, and she snaps out
of the trance Toby put her
in. She smiles at Josh and tells him the
bet is on. He laughs and
walks back to his office. Donna sits down
and her mind wonders to
Toby again. Why in the hell is she acting
like this?
That Evening
It was Friday, and just like every Friday, they meet
at the local
bar. It's the chance to cool down from the work week,
hang out with
friends, and forget about your lives. Josh and Donna
always arrive
together, and always first. He's dragging his feet
up to the bar as
Donna steps with spunk the whole time. The
regular bartender sees
them and moves down to the end of the bar.
He welcomes them and
makes their regular drinks together.
"What's
wrong with him?" The bartender asks as he collects the
money
from Josh.
"He just lost a bet." Donna
smiles as she takes her drink and moves
over to their normal
booth.
"How did you do it?" Josh asks as he sits
down across from her. "How
in the hell did you get him to be
nice all day?"
"I have my secrets Josh. You better
set your alarm extra early for
the next month." She laughs
and takes a drink. She loves to watch
Josh lose, just because he's
such a bad loser.
Will and Charlie come in next. Most of the
time, they arrive
together. Unless Charlie gets pulled back
because of the President.
They get their drinks and join Josh and
Donna. Donna gleefully tells
them about winning the bet. Will is
amazed, while Charlie
congratulates Donna.
CJ and Toby,
like always, are the last to arrive. Always together.As they walk to
the bar to order they're drinks, CJ brushes against
Toby's leg
with hers. Donna is the only one to see the exchange and
sees the
look on Toby's face. She wonders if they're sleeping
together.
Then she starts thinking why she even cares. She leans
back when
CJ and Toby come over and sit down. Toby is smiling at
Josh, who
is glaring in return.
"So, are you getting Donna's
breakfast order for tomorrow?" Toby
jokes. He looks over at
Donna and winks. Again, her body turns numb.
She starts pinching
her thigh, but it doesn't help. She just smiles.
"How the hell did you last one day?" Josh growled.
"Donna gave me a helpful hint on how to do it."
"Which was?" CJ asks.
"To imagine everyone as a beautiful
woman with long legs." Toby took
a drink.
"I knew
I taught her well." CJ starts laughing and pats Donna on
the
back, causing her to come back into the moment.
Donna looks
over at Toby, and for a moment, everything gets silent.
He looks
over at her, and notices her staring. She tries to turn her
head
away, but nothing moves. She watches as Toby smiles and winks
again
at her. It's all friend like, she thinks. She gets up and
excuses
herself from the booth and goes in the back. She starts
smacking
herself in the head, telling herself to snap out of it.
Someone
walks past her, and gives her a weird look. She finds an
exit and
opens the door, walking out into the alley behind the bar.
She
leans against the wall and takes a few deep breaths. She doesn't
see
the person next her. She moves forward with her hands covering
her
eyes when she runs into him. She screams and jumps back,
nearly
falling. He grabs her arms, holding her up.
"I
followed you. When I saw you walk out here, I thought something
was
wrong." Toby said softly. "Are you sure you're okay?
Because
with this morning, and what just happened, you don't seem
to be
okay."
He's hands are still holding her up. His
grip isn't as tight as it
was when he caught her fall, but she
could feel him. He was close
again. Just like this morning. It was
during this moment, she knew.
She was falling for him. Why? She
had no idea. But she looked intohis eyes and felt safe for the first
time in her life. She felt as
if she was the only one in the World
to him.
"I'm sorry." Is all she could say.
"You
don't have to apologize to me. You've been through hell this
past
year. Let me get Josh to take you home."
Toby started to
walk toward the door when she grabbed his arm. He
stopped and
looked at her. She didn't know what to say, or what to
do. She
just knew she didn't want Josh anymore. She wanted him. He
looked
at her as if she was going to break. She moved closer to him
and
wrapped her arms around his neck. She hugged him tight. Tighter
than
she's ever hugged anyone. She felt the tears stream down her
cheeks
when he hugged her back. He felt so warm and welcoming to
her. She
wanted more of him, even for just one night.
He broke the
embrace after a few minutes. He didn't move far, just
looked into
her eyes. He moved his hands up, and with his fingers,
wiped the
tears from her face. He cupped her face with his hand and
kept it
there while she looked into his eyes and moved her body
closer to
his. She was surprised when he didn't move. He just kept
his eyes
on hers. His intense look was making her shake. But unlike
this
morning, it wasn't of fear. It was of want, and need. He moved
his
face closer to hers, and she could feel his breath. He stopped
before
their lips met, not wanting to cross the line if all she
wanted
was a friend.
She leaned closer and very softly placed her
lips on his. The kiss
was very soft. When Donna tried to deepen
the kiss, Toby moved back
only slightly. She looked at him,
knowing that she probably stepped
over the boundary. She tried to
walk away, but he was holding her
hands. He didn't let go. He only
looked at her.
"You don't want this." Toby whispered
when she moved closer to him
again. She saw the pain in his eyes
when he said this. He's heart
has been broken so many times
before. She knew he didn't want to
hurt her, and didn't want to be
hurt by her. For the first time, she
knew what she wanted.
"Yes I do." She whispered back.
He was the one to lean in for
the second kiss. When she tried to
deepen it, this time he didn't
move away. She slid her tongue over
his bottom lip and found his
own. She tasted the whisky thatlingered in his mouth. He began to
kiss her back as she pulled him
closer. Her back hit the wall
behind her and she tilted her head for
him to have better access
to her mouth. She heard herself moan
within the kiss.
His
hands moved down to her waist. He was being very gentle with
her.
He pulled her blouse slowly out of her skirt and brushed his
fingers
slightly on her bare skin. Donna moaned again, pulling him
closer
and closer to her body. She didn't want this to end, she
wanted to
be with him right there.
After a few minutes of them battling
with their tongues, Toby moved
back and released his hold on her.
Both were out of breath. Toby
looked at Donna's swollen lips and
made a grunting noise while
tilting his head sideways. Donna knew
he did that when he was
aggravated. She could see how out of
breath he was, and noticed that
she must have pulled his shirt out
of his pants, because he looked
like an unmade bed.
"I'm
sorry." He mumbled as he looked at her with puppy dog eyes.
She
felt her heart sink looking at him, and hearing his words.
The
tension growing by the second, and she felt it.
"I
don't want you to feel sorry." She said softly. "I kissed
you
first."
"But I kissed you back." Toby
said quickly. "I don't want this to be
something we regret in
the morning."
She loved the fact that he was looking out
for her, even though he
wanted to ravish her on the spot. He
didn't want to risk anything,
yet wanted her so badly his teeth
hurt. He was waiting for her to
make her move. If anything would
happen tonight, she was going to
have to be the one to make the
first move. She looked around, as if
she thought someone was
watching them. She smiled and looked back at
Toby.
"Take
me home." She nodded. She saw the reluctancy in his eyes.
She
moved closer to him and grabbed his hands. "I promise
you. This
won't be something I regret in the morning.
They
never went back for their coats, or to tell the rest of them
they
were leaving. They got into his car and, silently, drove back
to
his place. He lived closer then she did, so they decided on
his
place. When they arrived, Toby opened the passenger side door
forher and helped her out of the car. They held hands as they walked
up
to his apartment. He unlocked the door and allowed her in
first.
When he shut the door and locked it, he looked back for
Donna. She
was already walking down his hallway. He dropped his
keys on the
floor and followed her.
She had never been in
his apartment before, but she quickly found
his bedroom. Just like
she thought, his bed was unmade. She smiled a
little and turned
around. Toby was standing in his doorway, looking
around at the
mess. He has an apologetic look on his face when he
walked in. He
looked like a little boy. He kicked some of his shirts
out of his
way when he walked over to her.
She placed her hands on his
shoulders and leaned in to kiss him. His
hands were in his
pockets. She smiled within the kiss and opened her
eyes. She
nodded, letting him know it was okay. He slowly took his
hands out
of his pockets and began to unbutton her blouse. She
deepened the
kiss as he continued unbuttoning her blouse. She moaned
within the
kiss, loving the way he tasted. Her phone rings, but they
don't
part. His answer machine goes off and Josh is screaming. He
wants
to know where the hell he went, and if Donna was with him.
Donna
and Toby start laughing and break the kiss. They hear Charlie
yelling
at Josh and then the line goes dead.
"You think he knows?" Toby asks carefully.
"I don't care if he
does." Donna smiles and starts to unbutton his
shirt. They
don't kiss this time, only watch each other.
Toby pushes her
blouse off onto the floor. He looks down at her bra,
then back up
to her eyes. Once she completes, she pushes his shirt
off to the
floor. She then takes his undershirt and pulls it over
his head.
She looked at his bare chest, rubbing her fingers through
his
chest hair. She finds herself quite shocked at how well and fit
he
looks. She starts to unbutton his pants when his phone rings
again.
Both smile, but they don't stop. While unzipping his pants,
CJ
starts screaming on the answer machine. She wants to know why
they
left her with Josh, because now he's drunk and singing show
tunes.
They hear Charlie yell at her, and the phone goes dead.
Toby
unbuttons her skirt, and watches it fall to the floor. Once his
pants
were undone, they hit the floor. Donna smiles at his black
boxer
shorts. He lowers her body onto his bed, and begins kissing
her
stomach. He reaches behind her and unbuckles her bra. He tosses
it
across the room. He looks at her nakedness for a moment, thencups one
breast in his hands. He continues kissing her stomach. He
hears
her moan as he takes her breast in his mouth. Slowly, he
lowers
her panties down her legs. His chest brushes against her sex
and
she moans again. He moves back up her body, kissing almost every
part
of her. She pulls him up and captures his mouth with hers.
Their
tongues go to war again, while she pulls his boxers off with
her
foot. She can feel his erection against her stomach and she
tenses
up. He moves on top of her while she continues kissing him.
He
moves her head up and looks down on her, asking permission
to
continue. She nods and pulls his hips down to meet hers. She
spreads
her legs further apart to allow him better access. He
starts slow,
allowing her to become accustom to his size. He was
much bigger than
anyone she had ever been with. Once he was fully
inside her, she moved
her hips with his and they found a rhythm.
She screamed out his name
louder than she ever though possibly. He
brought her to peaks she
never imagined before. She had her legs
wrapped around him, pulling
him more inside her. He was moaning in
pleasure as he buried his
face into her shoulder. They came
together. He collapsed on top of
her. He went to move, but she
held him there. She didn't want him to
leave her body just
yet.
That night, they made love three times. Exploring their
bodies and
bringing each other to new peaks. And now, after
finally falling
asleep, they lay tangled with each other.
Donna
woke up around 6 that morning. She watched as Toby slept.
Having
the look of contentment in his face. The sheets only covered
his
lower half, and she kisses his stomach. She never thought this
would
ever happen. Not with him. Josh, sure. She had always had a
thing
for Josh, but never thought it would go anywhere. And now, she
lays
here with Toby. In his bed. She's happy, and knows why. She
fell
for Toby Ziegler, and she's never going to look back.
The End
