Chapter 3: Having to Give Her Up

Stan started to pack his things in his own house. He thought about what Bijou said. He longed for the feeling Bijou had. But he couldn't decide which girl he actually liked. Pashmina was kind. Hannah was cute. Sparkle was cool. Pepper was friendly. And there were other girls who came to mind, too. But Bijou, Stan thought, she's, she's so pretty... Stan sighed. He wasn't sure how to choose. He sat down on his bed. Soon, he fell asleep.

Beginning of Dream-

Stan opened his eyes. He felt like he was in the middle of nowhere, which was probably correct. He looked around. He was in some kind of a blank, white place.

"Where am I?" he asked.

"Hello? Is anyone out there?" he asked. He started to walk around the blank place. Suddenly, he saw someone in the distance.

"Who's there? Can you help me?" he asked. He ran to the the person. But it seemed that no matter how fast he ran he couldn't get to her. Suddenly, the person turned around. It was Pashmina.

"Pashmina! I'm so glad I found you! Do you know where we are?" he asked. She looked at him and walked away.

"Wait! Where are you going? Don't leave!" Stan yelled, but soon Pashmina disappeared. He tried to find her, but he couldn't. Suddenly, he saw a shadow of a person! He ran to her, but again he couldn't reach her.

"Pashmina!" he yelled. Suddenly, the shadow turned into three separate beings.

"Pashmina?" Stan asked. The three people looked at Stan. It was Hannah, Sparkle, and Pepper.

This a description of them as ham-humans:

Pepper- She has brown braids tied with pink elastic bands. She has brown eyes and wears, well, whatever you want her to wear!

Sparkle- She wears her pigtails at the back of her head and they're short like Bijou's. She has black eyes. I picture her wearing a light pink miniskirt with a dark pink tang top.

Hannah- She has straight, short, black hair and her eyes are still how they are when she's a hamster. She wears a white T-shirt with a beige caprees.

"Hannah? Pepper? And Sparkle?" asked Stan confused. The three gave him a look and walked away. Stan was so confused. He didn't know what to do. Suddenly, he saw a beautiful girl in the distance.

"Hey! You out there! Can you help me?" Stan asked. The girl walked to him. Even though she was right next to him, Stan couldn't see this girl's face.

"Only with a clear mind will you be able to see who is truly in your heart." She said.

"What? Listen, I just want to get out of here." Said Stan. The girl took his hand and flew up into the whiteness.

End of Dream-

Suddenly, Stan woke up. He was very confused about his dream. He stood up. Then, he saw something on his dresser that wasn't there before. It was a folded piece of paper. Stan picked it up and opened it. There was a picture of a manga wing on it.

"What the?" thought Stan. He suddenly thought about what the mysterious girl had said. Only with a clear mind will you be able to see who is truly in your heart. Stan cleared his mind completely. He said the words in his head: Who is truly in my heart? Suddenly, Bijou flashed into his mind.

"No. No. No. NO!" he yelled. He did it again. Bijou flashed in his mind again.

"No. I can't like her. I just can't. I can't like Bijou. I don't like Bijou. I can't and don't." Stan said. But deep down, he knew that he did like Bijou. He knew.

"What am I going to do? I do love her. I-I-" Stan said but stopped dead at the end of his sentence. I love her... but I- I, I can't believe I love her, he thought.

"No. She loves Hamtaro. I can't get her. I may love her, but she loves Hamtaro. She can be with who she wants and she wants him." Sighed Stan. He couldn't believe that out of all of the girls in the world, he had to like Bijou, the one who loves someone else.

"I have to make sure she doesn't find out I like her. I have to make sure she never knows. If she does, she might give up on Hamtaro for me. And... I don't want to be the one who takes her away from her true love." Said Stan. He knew, even if he didn't want to, he had to let her go. Stan started to pack up again.

what do you think? it wasn't that bad was it? sorry I kind of copied on this chapter! RR please! THANX!