Chapter 2 A Lost love
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Lily sat in the car to take her to the airport, she had made sure she had a night flight exactly when Kyle had the night shift and nobody knew when her flight was. She was curled up in the back seat of a taxi and she sighed, trying to forget about the life she could have with Kyle that she was leaving all behind.
"What will we do?" she asked herself
Kyle was doing his rounds, he knew what Lily had planned and knew that she would be on a plane very soon, why would she give him the evening shift as well as his usual shifts for today. He sighed and got back to work, he would call her tomorrow he decided as he turned on the radio.
2 months later
Kyle sighed and sat down on the computer, he had not touched the phone to call Lily at all, and he was going to have to call her soon he missed her so much it hurt. He did send her an e-mail but there was no reply, she probably didn't get it.
He arrived at work that day to a very quiet hospital; a nurse welcomed him and said
"Sloan Kettering requested you to come for aid there has been major emergencies involving both staff and patients" The first thing that came to his mind was 'is Lily OK?' He nodded and left immediately for the airport after grabbing some clothes.
NY
"Taxi!" Kyle yelled outside the airport "Sloan Kettering please" he asked the driver, who nodded and drove off. Kyle had got the airport to drop his luggage off in the hotel room they had booked for him. When the Taxi got there he jumped out after paying the driver and ran inside to the front desk
"Kyle McCarty from St. Michaels Hartford" he said to the lady
"Yes, conference room on the fourth floor please, it is the admin level so there will be people to direct you from there"
"Thank you" He almost ran to the elevator and tapped his foot on the way up. He entered the conference room slightly nervous, would he see Lily there? He couldn't see her; maybe she was injured with some of the other staff.
"Ah, Dr. McCarty nice to see you, you are probably all wondering why we called you here" said a man directing his attention to the rest of the doctors "We are in temporary need for extra help from your hospitals, seeing as we had observed many of your hospitals earlier on this year, we are sorry for the inconvenience but as you probably saw when you entered the building we have been run off our feet here." Kyle barely noticed the chaotic state the hospital was in when he entered, he was to concerned with Lily but now that he thought about it he realised that indeed the hospital was slightly chaotic.
"We thank you for your co operation and hope that you will not be needed for too long, we had a slight fire from one of out prison patients trying to make a diversion while he escaped, he was caught and the fire put out but not without adding smoke inhalation to some of our patients illnesses and injuring many of our staff. Many of them will be returning within the week, others need longer and are currently under our care. Thank you again for your support and you will find your assignments on the board in the common room down the hall and on the level that you will be allocated each day." With that the man left and Kyle sat there slightly confused while all the others rushed to find what they were doing, he followed and found that he was working with another man from Hartford general Hospital called Andrew and quickly introduced himself before they go to work.
"By the way, who was that man?" He asked Andrew
"The head doctor here his name is Kyle as well"
"That must have been hard for Lily" Kyle muttered
"What did you say?"
"Oh, nothing, do you mind if I go to find somebody before I meet in room 5-01?"
"No go ahead meet you in room 5-01"
"Thanks" Kyle wandered the halls of the admin level looking at the door plaques and wondering why the admin level was 4 when there were about 10 levels in this place. Finally he came to a door that read DR. Lily Reddicker he knocked quickly, not expecting anybody to be there but he heard a small
"Come in" He opened the door and saw her back to him so he walked up behind her, wrapping his arms around her, before they had a chance to rest and just before his lips met her neck she screamed quietly in surprise and flung around
"Kyle!" she said, "What are you doing here?"
"I was called for help," she opened her mouth to speak but he stopped her "before you send me out I have to go and work but I still love you, come around to my hotel room tonight" He dropped a piece of paper on her desk a kiss on her forehead and made a quick retreat, Lily ran out the door and hung out the frame, she wanted to call out to him but it was too painful. She shut the door behind her and went back to her desk before she let the memories and tears flood her.
Too soon her break ended and she sighed and go up walking to level five where she was scheduled to work. After an afternoon of avoiding Kyle the clock struck five and she sighed in relief and went back to her dinky office to change. In the elevator on the way down Kyle walked in on level two.
"Lily," He started, before he could say anymore she jumped in
"Kyle please go"
"Not without saying goodbye"
"I can't let you go again, I can't go through that again" The elevator stopped on the ground floor and she went to leave, he followed her our and lightly grasped her wrist,
"Come to the Hotel with me, please" Kyle pleaded
"Ok, but only because you are looking especially pathetic in the middle of the hospital" She took him in her car and went up to his room where everything was waiting for him after a few minutes Kyle spoke
"Lily please say something"
"Why don't you, you wanted me to come here in the first place"
"Did you get my e-mail?"
"Yes"
"I bought you the CD," he said fishing a Delta Goodrem's Mistaken Identity Album out of his bag and handing it to her "Would you like me to play it?" she nodded slowly. He slipped the CD into the player and put it onto the right track and the music began to play
[Delta Goodrem - Last night on earth
It's the last night on earth before
the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
As an
ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times
It's never
enough
No matter how many times I tried to tell to tell you this
is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now
that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow
falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's
the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
A
penny for your thoughts
A picture so it lasts
Let's knock
down the walls of immortality
Your fingers on my skin only you
can hear my fear
Only you can help me heal
I see forever with
you here
It's never enough no matter how many miles stand between us this is love
If tomorrow never comes I want you to
know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If
tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you
like it's the last night on earth
It's never enough
No
it's never enough
(it's never enough)
Oohh
The
afterglow
The horizon line
The shadows fall
Will you
still be mine
Will you still be mine
Will you still be mine I
ask
If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that
I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow falls
asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's the
last night on earth
As the song finished Kyle stopped the player and looked at Lily for the first time since he pressed play and saw tears in her eyes
"I heard that on the radio the night you left in the hospital, I knew you were leaving"
"Oh Kyle…" she said through the tears, he walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her but she pulled away
"Lily baby what's wrong? Please talk to me"
"I'm scared to love you again, it was so hard to let you go," she stood up and walked away Kyle quickly followed and turned her around to face him, he kissed her deeply and wrapped his arms around her. She started to struggle but then she just broke down in his arms sobbing, he thought there was something different about her when he saw her earlier and now he was sure he felt something move, like her stomach poking him but he shrugged it off as just from her sobbing. He walked them over to the sofa and sat them down,
"Shhhhh, It's ok," he whispered while rubbing her back. Her tears calmed but he felt the movement under his hands this time, he looked at her puzzled and then over her shoulder to where his hands were resting on her stomach.
"Oh" she said moving from her comfortable spot to face him "I'm so sorry I didn't tell you earlier but, Oh gosh this is hard..." she trailed off
"It's Ok, you can tell me," he said supportively
"Well you remember that time in the elevator about five weeks before I left…"
"Yes"
"And then when I was sick in the common room"
"Uh, Yeah" said Kyle wondering where this was going
"Well, I'm" she took a deep breath and said "pregnant"
A/N: Well that is a long chapter I think I will leave it there 4 u all to wait 4 tomorrow to find out what happens! Plz don't flame me 4 leaving it there I promise I will add the next chappy 2morro.