A/N- My attempt at a songfic. This is an alternate ending for "Only You Sango". How would Miroku have felt if Sango had accepted the proposal…

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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.

Miroku looked at a picture Kagome had taken of Sango. He was truly sad for the first time in his life. He felt Empty inside and he knew why, he missed Sango It was so much fun to be around her. She was kind, she always worried about others. She wasn't in her own little world like Kagome. She was perfect in Miroku's eyes

For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

"Why do I miss her so much? We were only friends." He wondered aloud as he caught up to the others. It had only been five minutes, but to Miroku it seems like an eternity

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

"How can I miss her so much when she even slapped me. She had no respect for me. Or at least she didn't show it. But then again it may have had something to do with me always…


What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?

'Sango, will you ever realize how I feel? And how you feel about me. Sango, I think I love you…'

I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

'I don't know how to feel. I let you go so that you could be happy, but I'm not happy unless you're with me…If you were by my side we could be happy together,' sigh 'But I guess I lost you forever…

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

'If it had been me, and not him, would you have thought that I was joking? Or would you have accepted the proposal and been by my side forever...'


Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

'I guess you never did figure out how I felt. Maybe that's partially my fault for flirting with other women and not taking what we had seriously…'


I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
I'm okay, now

'If only it were as simple to hide the truth from myself, but I know that there is no way I could. sigh I love you Sango'


But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
Trust Me

'Sango, I can't breath without you, and I will never forget you…'

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

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A/N- Well what did you think? Was it okay? Was it shamefully bad? R&R Please!