(A/N): Okay, I wrote this story over the past summer. Most other people that I have let read it said it was good, and that's when I found this site. I figured, why not let other people read it and see what they think.

This fic is rated "R" for suicide, romance, and"mild" sexual content in later chapters.

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Complex Emotions

Chapter One

Harry had just gone through the barrier at platform Nine and Three Quarters when he saw Hermione. Harry has had feelings for her ever since first year but had never had enough guts to tell her what those feelings were.

"Would you like to get a compartment together, Harry?" she asked him.

"Sure, but lets hurry!" As they ran into the Hogwarts Express and dived into a compartment, Hermione had just remembered something, she was supposed to find Ron and go to the Prefects Compartment.

"I am really sorry Harry but I have to go and patrol the corridors!"

"That's okay!" said Harry, trying to cover up his anger . . . unsuccessfully. Hermione rushed out of the compartment to patrol the corridors as Harry sat alone, furling with rage. About that time Ginny, Luna, and Neville came in to sit with him.

"What's wrong?" asked Ginny, noticing that something was wrong.

"Nothing, I'm fine!" Harry said hotly.

"I just asked a simple question!" Ginny shot back, getting up to storm out.

"Well, we ought to go . . . change," Neville rang.

"Yeah, were almost there," Luna chimed in.

For some strange reason, Ron and Hermione didn't return like they were supposed to. So Harry changed rather quickly out of anger.

Harry met Ron and Hermione in the Great Hall, but for some odd reason, Hermione was . . . ignoring him and she continued to ignore him throughout the rest of the day!!!

"Wonder what's wrong with Hermione?" Harry asked Ron as they were heading back to the Gryffindor common room.

"You never know about her," Ron replies. When they finally reach the boy's dormitories they both changed into their pajamas and hopped into bed and said their goodnights.

Harry lay awake for several hours having gone to bed so early. Ron had went to sleep during the first hour as determined by his loud snores and, thinking about his true love and trying to figure out why she had been avoiding him, he fell into a dreamy sleep. . . . .

Harry awoke the next morning feeling tired and distraught. He had completely forgotten about Hermione avoiding him . . . for the moment. He hurried and got dressed remembering their schedule for the day: History of Magic

Double Potions

Divination

&

Double DADA

Once Harry got to Binn's classroom he noticed that Hermione was still avoiding him, (this is when he remembered). He went through the whole day bearing Hermione's avoidance to him.

Once back at the common room he finally confronted Hermione.

"What is the deal, Hermione?!?!" Harry shot at her.

"Whatever' do you mean?" she answered back.

"You have been avoiding me for two days straight, what is the matter!" Harry yelled.

"You wouldn't understand!" she said hotly, and at this she marched up to the girl's dormitory, leaving Harry alone in the common room steaming furiously. . . .

When Harry awoke early the next morning he had already forgotten his and Hermione's little "chat". He quickly dressed and ran down the stone steps to the common room. When he got there Ron and Hermione were already there, sitting unusually close on the large, squashy couch.

"Harry, we have something to tell you," Ron chimed up.

"And what would that be?" Harry replied, arms folded.

"Were . . . going steady," Ron said. The whole time Ron said this Hermione seemed increasingly interested in her own shoes, not looking at Harry.

"And how long?" Harry said hotly.

"I asked her at the start of term feast," Ron said guiltily.

Harry couldn't believe it! His best friend was dating his true love! He had enough! He rushed up to the boy's dormitory, grabbed his Firebolt, and rushed out of the common room before anyone could ask questions. Within seconds he was out on the grounds. He mounted his Firebolt and kicked off the ground, flying toward Hogwarts' highest tower. He then got off and sent his Firebolt safely to the ground.

Naturally, Ron and Hermione had followed him outside.

"Harry, what are you doing?" Hermione shouted. By this time a fairly large crowd had accumulated outside, staring curiously at Harry.

"You wouldn't understand!" Harry said mockingly.

"Harry, come down!"

"Yeah, come on Harry!" The whole crowd was shouting

He couldn't back out now, he had to finish it. Harry's mind was full of thoughts but 99 of these thoughts were about . . . . . Hermione! But, with this in mind, he let his feet slip from the roof . . . and . . . . he fell. . .

(A/N): Well, what did you think? Good? Bad? Like I said, the more reviews I get the faster YOU getmore chapters, and no flames.

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