Here's chapter three...and I kno the second 1 wuz sad...I think this one is, 2.
Ne way, from here on, tensions will be high...
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A Week Later:
Libby:
Cindy's funeral was heavy.
Jimmy didn't talk much at all: what was there really to say? But I could tell from his eyes that he was undoubtedly taking the blame for the whole thing.
Tears streamed down my face as I stood at Cindy's grave with him. His shoulders were heaving and I placed my hands on them. "Why did she do it?" I looked down...did I have the answer? "I don't know...but I do know that she loved you that much to do it."
Jimmy knealt down sobbing his heart out. "It wasn't worth it. Not at all!" I could tell he needed some time alone, so I stood up, and left Jimmy to take in what he had lost.
The love of his life...my best friend...
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Jimmy:
I sat on my legs at Cindy's gravecompletely at a loss. Why she killed herself for me was absolutely a mystery. Even if she DID do it out of love.
Sucking in my breath, I angrily whispered, "You're so stupid, Cin. Why in God's name did you kill yourself! I wasn't worth your life! How do you expect MEME! to live without you!" I stopped to take a breather.
I took my index finger, placed it on her headstone, and traced her name on it. "I loved you. You were all I could think about. Now you're gone. We were supposed to be together. Now you ruined it all. But I still love you."
I stood up, stared at her name one more time and said, "Sweet dreams, my Angel."
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Sheen:
If you didn't know Libby well, you wouldn't know how upset she could be.
I saw her walk away from Jimmy and come walking towards me with her head down. I knew she was trying to hide her tears. But when she reached me...she lost it all. "Libby, Libby...come on. It'll be okay." She buried her tear-stained face in my shoulder. "I lost my best friend for the boy she loved." I thought a minute. "But wouldn't you have done that for me?" She lifted her head and nodded. "I guess so. Maybe; yes."
I held her once again and told her, "Don't worry...you'll be fine." I was surprised when she said, "I'm more worried about Jimmy than about myself."
Honestly, I was too...
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That's it! (4 this chptr neway)!
I am trying to find ways in making it longer for you guys, and let's just get this cleared upI do NOT hate Cindy...okay? Okay.
Forever,
Jimsgurl