I'm sitting in my room just looking through my photo album. Man there sure are a lot of pictures of me and Lizzie. I mean Miranda was in the pictures too but the majority of the pictures were just me and my best friend Lizzie Maguire. I know I have feelings for her but I just don't want to let it out. There are times when I just want to tell her, where I want to hug her and kiss her, but I guess I'm just a coward huh? No really I am. I mean here we are in our 3rd year of high school and she still doesn't know my true feelings for her. I mean I guess she kinda knew already you know but I guess she's just a coward like me. What am I going to do? Should I tell her the truth tonight? Yeah right how many times have I said the before, about a million? Well tonight is the night, I hope so.
"David," my mother called from outside of my bedroom. "can I come in?"
"Sure," I unlocked my door which I usually do to keep the parents out, you know how it is. "was sup mom?"
"Well," she took a seat on my bed. With the look on her face I already knew what she was going to say. "Honey I want you back by midnight do you understand. And I don't want you drinking is that clear?"
"Mom," I sighed. "C'mon you didn't raised no fool here. Besides it's Miranda whose throwing the party and I promise mother I will be back at 11:30 just to please you, okay?" my mother smiled and left. Well that was easy. My mother was always like that you know. I guess I don't blmae her. She also seemed to like Miranda a whole lot, especially after we went out. Yeah that's right me and Sanchez was a couple. I guess you didn't see that one coming. Well anyways when we were going out it was the happiest days of my life. I miss Miranda to tell you the truth. But I guess our time has come and gone. It was just a bitter end to a perfect relationship. Miranda and I shared a lot of memories together and we both had a lot in common. I mean we both had the same best friend and we both like the same stuff you know. You know to tell you the truth when I first got with Miranda it was funny because she had just broke up with Ethan and I just couldn't get over the fact that Lizzie and I will never be you know. Then one thing led to another and I guess you know the rest. Like I said it was a bitter end to a perfect relationship. What I mean is that I cheated on her, yup that's right. I guess you can't believe it but it's true. I mean I didn't mean too it just happened. You know I didn't actually cared for Miranda, I was just a regular teenage boy just in it to see how far I can get with her you know. But my perception of her changed when I found out that she used to cut her wrist. Yeah I couldn't believe it at first but it's true. So I stayed with her, not because I felt sorry for her but because I wanted too you know. I was in love with her to tell you the truth. Well in the end I cheated on her. I'm really sorry I did that you know because that's not me. I don't cheat. In fact the next day I told her what happened and she just didn't want to hear it. I don't blame her. The following month after we broke up she transfred out of Hillridge High. I never spoken to her in 13 months. You know I really cared about herm for real, but I guess I just didn't feel for her like I feel for Lizzie. With Lizzie it's perfect you know, even though she doesn't know how I feel for her, it's still magical. I love my best friend but the only problem is I don't know how to tell her. Then my telephone rang, I already knew who it was.
"I'm on my way Maguire."
