Ey! I'm back!

Sorry about the wait, I finished it a week ago, but FanFiction was stuffing up. BUT! It's back to normal now! So on with it...

I got my first FLAME! Like a real full on flame! I feel so sad :( I'm such a bad writer... I suck! I know...but just for all those other reviewers who made me feel special... and wanted me to continue this story, this chapter is dedicated to you!

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Simplicity: Hey! No that wasn't the end! Why did everybody get the idea that this was the end! I would never do that to you guys! And I would never end it without Sakura and Syaoran together! I'm glad you liked the poem. And don't worry...Syaoran and Sakura are gunna go through a twist in this chapter! And they'll be some fluffy bits! And no, it's not the end! And it won't be 4 a while! So stick around! lol Thanx for reviewing!

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: Nice name! lol! I'm glad you found the story heartbreaking! That's the idea! But I didn't want to make you cry! So sorry if I did! I'm so happy that you could feel them at the back of your eyes! OMG! I'm so happy that you could picture it! And I'm going to read Galation Queen! I'm so glad you reviewed! And yes we all love Syaoran, but right now his just a bit...blind! lol And yes...it did take me about three months to update the last chapter...and I'm really sorry about that. I tried my best for this chapter though. And your review did motivate me! All reviews do! lol! Well thanks for reviewing!

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Ok, on with the story!

Tears of Heartbreak
 Chapter 11: Hateful Love

°Sakura's POV°

There was a whole lot of whispering as I entered the room. I looked at my seat and headed straight for it. I saw Tomoyo stand up as I slouched in my seat.

"Hey...you ok?" Tomoyo said kneeling at my desk.

"Fine..." I muttered.

Tomoyo reached out and softly touched my eyes.

"You've been crying," Tomoyo whispered.

"Really?" I said trying to sound shocked. But of course I knew! I knew my eyes were red and puffy. I saw myself in the mirror! I was up until late in my bed...not crying...but just sitting there thinking.

"Sakura, I was worried when you left, I didn't know what to..." Tomoyo said looking worried.

"It's ok Tomoyo," I interrupted. "I'm fine"

I forced a smile on my face.

"But..." Tomoyo started.

"So what is the class all worked up about?" I changed the subject.

Tomoyo sighed.

"Oh just camp," she uttered.

"CAMP!" I said shocked. "So soon!"

"I thought I told you!" Tomoyo said stunned.

"Well I don't even know whose cabin I'm going in!" Sakura yelled. "What day is it?!"

"Sakura it's alright...it's only Wednesday...and about the cabins..." Tomoyo said until I interrupted.

"No! I mean the...the camp!" I whined totally stressing out. "What day is it?"

"Oh don't worry...I mean it's just TOMORROW!" Tomoyo said. "Honestly Sakura! You should read the notices!"

"HOE! TOMORROW!" Sakura gasped.

"And as I was saying! Normally me and you would be in cabins...but...this year the teachers are choosing them," Tomoyo said sadly.

"What?!" I said shocked. "The teachers?!"

"Yeah weird hey?" Tomoyo said. "But, after what happened last camp, with Josie and Rita, I can't blame them."

Josie and Rita were the best of friends before last years camp and after the camp...they were worst enemies. They had a huge fight in the cabins. So now the teachers matched people up.

"This is...so not fair!" I mumbled putting my hands to my face.

"Hey it's ok," Tomoyo said sympathetically. "The cabins are being displayed at the end of the day on the notice board. And I'll come around tonight to help you pack for camp. And it's only the start of the year camp. Only one night, go on Thursday and come back on Friday."

"Thanks," I said smiling.

"But you did remember to bring back the permission slip right?" Tomoyo asked.

"HOE! NO!" I grumbled.

°Syaoran's POV°

'Sakura!'

"SAKURA!" I gasped.

I sat up immediately. I looked around, I was in my room.

'It was just a dream...' I wiped my forehead.

I stood up and walked to my bathroom.

'But...why was it about Sakura?' I wondered.

I splashed water on my face then wiped my face. I glanced at the clock.

'Twelve O'clock...' I thought.

"TWELVE O'CLOCK!" I yelled.

I ran into my closest (A/N It's a walk-in-closest) and chucked on my school uniform. Then I raced downstairs and chucked a piece of toast in my mouth on my way past the kitchen.

"Master Li..." I heard Wei call out but I was out the door already.

"I AM SO LATE!" I yelled out to nobody.

°Sakura's POV°

'Why should you love him when he doesn't pay attention to you!'

'Why are you thinking about him, when he isn't thinking about you!'

'If he doesn't like you, then why should you like him?!'

'WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HAVING THIS CONVERSATION IN YOUR HEAD ABOUT HIM, WHEN YOU SHOULD JUST GET OVER HIM!'

All these thoughts were running through my head as I blocked out what the English teacher was saying.

'That's right! You don't deserve him Sakura! So get over him!'

'So why give a damn! Go back to your usual self. No crying just smiles! That's the Sakura I know!'

'THAT'S RIGHT!'

"THAT'S RIGHT!" I yelled out.

"Excuse me Miss. Kinomoto! What's right?!" The teacher snapped at me.

Then I realised that I was standing up with my hands on my desk and the whole class was looking at me.

"WELL?" The teacher yelled. "What does it have to do with out topic on grammar?"

"Well...um...you see...ah..." I stuttered.

"OUT WITH IT!" The teacher yelled.

"You see...when you do...a...mistake in grammer...."

I thought in my head about Syaoran.

"You should get over it! I mean why should the comma be upset that the full stop is after it! It doesn't matter if the exclamation mark is with the questions mark! The comma doesn't deserve to be with the exclamation mark...the comma is happy alone! It WAS near the exclamation mark at one time! But things change! The comma can STAY HAPPY! WITH OUT THE EXCLAMATION MARK!" I yelled.

(A/N lol! Think that the comma is Sakura and the exclamation mark is Syaoran and the question mark is Sophie!)

"Ah...Miss...Kinomoto...nice point of view," The teacher said looking shocked.

I slowly sat down as the class did a small round of applause.

'I did NOT just do that...but it's true...'

°°°

"Hey Tomoyo," I grinned.

"Sakura...you ok?" Tomoyo asked being used to Sakura all sad.

"Of coarse I am!" I smiled. "I feel better!"

"You...mean..." Tomoyo stuttered, "You've...gotten over it?"

I grinned.

"Yes!" Tomoyo yelled and hugged me. "Oh I'm so proud of you!"

"Hey...what else could I do?" I smiled.

"Oh this is Sakura back alright!" Tomoyo grinned.

"Hey what's going on?" Eriol came up behind Tomoyo and wrapped his arms around her.

Tomoyo blushed deeply.

"You guys look so cute!" I said. Somewhere inside me wishing that I had a guy. "Are you guys a ... couple?"

"Well are we?" Tomoyo said looking at Eriol.

"Ahem," Eriol said smiling, "Tomoyo will you be my girlfriend?"

Tomoyo grinned the biggest grin I've ever seen, "Yes!"

Then they kissed. I quickly turned around and walked off. I don't know...but I didn't like seeing people kiss!

I was walking to my next class as the bell was about to go.

'Wow that girls hair style was nice'

'Did that guy just glare at me?'

'There goes a guy with nice chestnut hair and amber eyes...'

'SYAORAN!'

I froze on the spot as I looked behind me. Sure enough, that was Syaoran.

'Wow! I just walked past Syaoran without noticing him!...Well until I realised it was him...but he was already behind me!'

"Yes!" I yelled running to my next class, knowing that I'm slowly getting over him.

°Syaoran's POV°

I just walked past Sakura...and she wasn't even looking at me. She just glanced at me...but didn't do that 'quickly look away from me' thing.

I don't know...but it made me feel uneasy...

"Syaoran sweetie!" I heard Sophie call out.

I turned around, "Oh, hey Sophie!"

"Hey camps tomorrow...I soooooo wanna be in the same cabin as you," Sophie said latching onto my arm.

"Oh...too bad we can't choose," I said.

"Yeah...well I have to go to Geography! Bye sweetie!" Sophie said to me hugging me then kissing me on the cheek.

"Bye!" I said continuing to walk to Maths.

I bumped into someone as I started walking.

"Sorry I wasn't..." I started.

"Watch her!" I heard a gruff voice say.

I looked up and saw a tall boy. He had blonde messy hair and dark green eyes.

"Excuse me?" I asked.

"Sophie, she's dangerous! I had her...then she just stepped all over me, chewed me up and tossed me out!" The guy said. "Stay away from her! She's a player!"

"Who are you?! And how do you know Sophie?" I said confused.

'Player!' Was all that went through my head.

"My name's Dylan, and I was Sophie's boyfriend until yesterday," he said quickly.

(A/N Ok Let's have a list of Sophie's boyfriends! Um...Adam (The guy that she kissed when she was on a date with Syaoran!), Dracin (Her pawn!), Dylan (Her ex), Syaoran (Our sweetie who's being totally used and who SHOULD be with Sakura!) and Adrian (Her so called 'King') Rest assured...there's more! YUCK! I mean I feel disgusting just putting Sophie in this story! But moving on!)

"Wait! How can that be when I'm going out..." I started.

"I have to run!" Dylan said quickly. "Just be aware!"

And with that he ran off! I just stood there.

'What just happened!'

But then I realised that I had to get to Maths.

'I'm gunna be late!'

I ran to my maths class.

°Sakura's POV°

I sat down in my worst subject...Maths! I slumped in a chair by myself, as I didn't know many people in this class.

I notice Syaoran run into the class and grab a seat in front of me.

"Quiet class!" The teacher called out as he walked in.

He started to talk about today's class. I took out my book and started doodling on it. I had no idea what I was drawing!

Then I saw a pencil rolling towards me on the ground. I bent down to pick it up and looked up. Syaoran was looking at me.

"Here you go," I said smiling.

When I gave him back the pencil, I went back to drawing my picture.

'Hm...I need to draw something...nah...maybe I'll write a poem...' I thought. (A/N I almost forgot! For those who asked who wrote the poem in Chapter 10... he he he...that was me. I wrote that poem when I was going through Sakura's stage. But enough bout that...on with the story...)

'WAIT! I just gave Syaoran back his pencil without stuttering or anything!'

I smiled.

°°°

"Hey Sakura," Tomoyo smiled as she walked up to me.

School was finished and I was heading for my locker.

"Hey Tomoyo!" I said feeling better then ever.

Before I knew it, Tomoyo was hugging me.

"I am so glad your back!" She sobbed.

"Tomoyo, it's good to be back," I smiled patting her back.

She let go of me and grinned.

"I'll be at your house at 6pm ok?" She asked.

"Yeah, that's cool...what's with all the people?" I said suddenly looking at a crowd of people at the notice board. Some were angry, some happy and some even crying.

"Oh, I almost forgot!" Tomoyo said hitting her forehead. "Our cabin partner!"

Tomoyo and I pushed our way to the front. As we passed Kaede, she was whining to Minoko.

"Oh! I'm with Takeo!" Kaede whined.

"Girls can be with guys?!" I said alarmed to Tomoyo as we passed them.

"I guess so," Tomoyo said pulling me into the front.

Tomoyo and I looked for our class.

"Here we go!" Tomoyo said pointing to a paper saying 9I.

She scrolled down it until she reached 'Daidouji Tomoyo.'

I heard her squeal the loudest I have ever heard her squeal.

"Oh my god! Sakura! Oh my god!" She screamed.

Everyone was looking at us weirdly.

"Shush Tomoyo," I said getting embarrassed, "What is it?"

She had her hand over her mouth and pointed at her name. And there, right next to her name, was 'Hiiragizawa Eriol'.

"Oh god Tomoyo!" I said rolling my eyes.

"Sakura! This is so great!" Tomoyo said jumping up and down.

"What's so great?" I heard Eriol's voice behind me.

"Eriol!" Tomoyo said rushing up to him and hugging him.

Eriol looked at me amazed and I pointed to his name next to Tomoyo's name.

"Excellent!" Eriol said hugging Tomoyo tightly.

Eriol kissed her on the cheek.

'Cute.' I thought as I looked away and looked back at the board.

'Kinomoto, Sakura,' I thought as I ran my finger down our class.

"Here we go!" I muttered.

"Kinomoto, Sakura and..." My body froze as I gazed at the name I was next to...

'Li, Syaoran!'

°Syaoran's POV°

I was standing next to Sophie as we were looking at the notice board with our cabin partners.

"Well...I'm with," I said looking at my name.

I just stared at it.

"What is it honey?" Sophie asked as she looked herself.

'Kinomoto, Sakura,' I stared.

"What?! KINOMOTO!" Sophie screeched all of a sudden angry.

"Well they...um...must of done a mistake of some sort," I stuttered still trying to get over the fact.

"They must of!" Sophie yelled looking for her name.

"You're with..." I looked.

"Tiato, Dracin," She said. (A/N Her second boyfriend! Yuck....)

I don't know why, but I thought I heard a bit of happiness in her voice, but was quickly covered with disappointment.

"Well let's go talk to the principal," I said to Sophie.

"Oh no...um...I don't think they can do anything," Sophie said quickly, "I mean it's only for one night. So don't worry about it! Um...I have to go! Bye!"

And with that, Sophie ran off.

I just stared after her.

'What was that about? One minute she's all angry, the next she's fine.'

I shook my head in confusion as I looked back at the board. I felt a pair of emerald eyes looking at me. I turned to face them.

Sakura was staring at me with...I don't know...she looked unemotional. But I could see deep in her eyes...a lot of anger, a bit of disappointment and a flicker of...hope. But it quickly vanished as she took one final look at me, turned around and walked off.

°Sakura's POV°

I quickly got out of the crowd. I don't know what I felt. I felt...angry...but relieved. It didn't make sense. I'm over him. I might even hate him! What were the teachers thinking!

"Hey Sakura, who you with?" Tomoyo said from behind me.

I turned around.

"Well...I'm with..." I found it hard to say.

"Syaoran?" Eriol said.

"Um...yes..." I said unsure of my feelings.

Tomoyo gasped.

"Well...go up to the teacher! Complain! You know you and Syaoran don't get along!" Tomoyo said shocked.

"Yeah...I guess you're right," I said heading to the principal's office.

"You sure that's what you want?" Eriol said suddenly.

"Yeah, of coarse!" I said confidently though I felt unsure inside.

"Well...I suggest that you don't change it," Eriol mentioned.

"Why?" Tomoyo asked the question I was going to ask.

"Well everything happens for a reason," he said smiling, "And you're just closing the door to your future if you go and change cabin partners. But then again, it may be destined that you do change cabin partners; so...it's up to you. Think about it...do you want to change cabin partners?"

I thought about what he said.

'If I am truly over Syaoran, then...it shouldn't matter that his my cabin partner...his just another person.'

"I'll stay with my...original partner," I whispered.

°°°

I woke up in the morning and I heaved my luggage into the back of Tomoyo's car.

I got dad to ring the school about my permission slip and everything was all sorted out.

"Have fun Sakura!" Dad said giving me a kiss on my head.

"Stay out of trouble squirt!" Touya muttered.

"You know I won't!" I smiled.

I hopped into Tomoyo's car.

"Got everything?" Tomoyo asked.

"Yes! Thanks to you!" I said smiling. "Thanks for helping last night."

"No problem," Tomoyo said.

As we arrived at school. There was a big bus in front of it. Tomoyo helped me get my entire luggage on the bus and then I helped her.

We hoped on the bus and I forced Tomoyo to sit next to Eriol, so I sat by myself.

When the bus started, I desperately tried to catch up on the sleep I didn't get last night.

Before I knew it, Tomoyo was slightly nudging me.

"We're here," she whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes and gazed at Tomoyo.

"What are you doing in my bedroom Tomoyo?" I said rubbing my eyes.

"You silly dope!" Tomoyo giggled. "We're at camp!"

She pointed out the window as I turned around to face a breathtaking view of the sea.

"Wow..." I whispered.

As everyone got off the bus at the camp site, I grabbed my luggage.

We all gathered on the sand over looking the beach.

"Now quiet!" A teacher yelled as the whole of year 9 went quiet. "I hope you people read the rules of this camp and taken into account the consequences. At eleven o'clock, we'll meet back here."

There were murmurs from the classes.

"We will allocate you and your cabin partner to your cabin," the teacher said looking at a clipboard.

"Now...Otori Takeo and Shirikawa Kaede," Another one of the teachers said. "Cabin one."

The teachers pointed up to a cabin saying one on it.

And as the teacher got to 9I there were only a few of us left.

"Jewel Sophie and Tiato Dracin," the teacher called out, "Cabin forty."

'So Syaoran didn't swap,' I thought in amazement as Sophie and Dracin pulled their luggage into their cabin.

"Daidouji Tomoyo and Hiiragizawa Eriol," the teacher said. "Cabin forty- one."

Tomoyo grabbed her luggage, as did Eriol.

"Kinomoto Sakura and Li Syaoran," the teacher said putting the clipboard away, "Cabin forty-two."

"Hey you're next to us Sakura!" Tomoyo said smiling.

"Yeah," I grinned.

I picked up my luggage and walked up to our cabin. Tomoyo, Eriol and I were freely talking. But I noticed Syaoran behind us with his luggage. He didn't talk to us he just walked behind us. It felt...weird. I started to feel sorry for him.

As we reached the cabins, Tomoyo walked in hers but then came back out.

"Come into our cabin when you're finished unpacking," Tomoyo said glancing at Syaoran, "Give me a yell is there's any...trouble."

"Yeah...okay," I said smiling.

As Tomoyo closed the door behind her, I looked at our door and opened it. I felt Syaoran right behind me, staring at me. He then walked beside me. I was about to walk in, but Syaoran walked in at the same time as me. So we both pulled back.

"Ah...you go in first," I muttered.

He just looked at me and walked in.

'Great! We can't even get in the door together! How are we supposed to stay in the SAME cabin for a night?!' I thought as I walked in after him.

The cabin was pretty ordinary. We had our own ensuite. There were two single beds and one big closest.

"I'll take this bed," Syaoran said his first words to me.

He chucked his luggage on it and took out a few clothes. I slowly sat on the other bed. Syaoran chose the one closest to the door so I had the inner one. I took out some of my accessories such as shampoo, conditioner and facial cream and put them in the bathroom. I tied my hair up. I heard the door open. I turned around quickly and saw no one. Then I notice Syaoran left.

'Avoiding...typical...' I thought as I sighed.

I lay down on my bed and took a few breaths.

'Sakura, you can make it through this camp!' I thought.

I smiled as I got up and went next door to Tomoyo's.

°°°

They day rolled along. We did activities such as, canoeing in a near by lake, swimming, river walking, surfing, orienteering and high ropes coarse.

I stopped swimming and went with Tomoyo up to my cabin.

"Oh I really need a shower!" Tomoyo whined drenched in seawater. "But Eriol is in the shower!"

"Why don't you just hop in with him?" I asked cheekily.

I felt a pain go through my head as Tomoyo whacked me across the head.

"Ow..." I said rubbing my head.

"You dirty little girl," Tomoyo hissed.

But I could tell that she was blushing even though she was looking away from me.

"Hey I was kidding Tomoyo!" I apoligised. "How bout you have a shower in my room?"

"Fine," Tomoyo said changing her coarse and walking to my cabin.

As we went in, Syaoran came out of the bathroom, rubbing his towel against his wet hair. Wearing his board shorts and topless. Looking very hot if I do say so myself. But he was still a jerk.

He looked at both of us and then walked out of the cabin.

"Oh Sakura," Tomoyo said turning to me, "You sure you don't want to come into our cabin?"

"It's fine Tomoyo! I mean every time I come in, he goes out, just like before," I said smiling. "So I don't really have to put up with him do I?"

"Oh but Sakura, what's going to happen tonight?" She asked going into the bathroom.

I hadn't thought about that. What was going to happen tonight?

°Syaoran's POV°

I walked out of the cabin because I couldn't stand it. I felt the 'old' Syaoran coming back. I felt like charging at them and tickling them to the ground. What I always use to do. But I couldn't, now that I was this Syaoran...I couldn't go back to the other one. But I felt, I felt I didn't know this Syaoran anymore.

'Oh this is too confusing!' I fought in my head.

I wasn't avoiding them; I just walked out of the room every time Sakura walked in and never looked directly at Eriol. That wasn't classified as avoiding or ignoring. I felt I was going to go insane. I sat on one of the benches and tried to dry my hair viciously.

"Hey, you ok?" I heard a voice ask.

I looked up and saw ... Dracin. (A/N You guys think it was Sakura? He he he ...me too...I'm sorry!)

I don't know, but I hated him. I guess it was because he was in the same cabin as Sophie. But I could somehow tell he hated me too. I don't know, but I just always thought that there was something between Dracin and Sophie, I never saw it though. And Sophie would have told me about him...like if he was her ex or something. She would tell me. I know she would.

"Yeah, I'm just frustrated a little," I said putting down my towel knowing my hair was really messy. "What are you doing?"

"Oh I just had some fun with my girlfriend," Dracin said winking.

I felt kind of...disgusted! But relieved at the same time. If Dracin had a girlfriend, then he didn't like Sophie. (A/N STUPID SYAORAN! Dracin's girlfriend IS Sophie! DAH!)

"Well, I was just going to visit my girlfriend," I said smiling.

"Cool, well see ya," Dracin said getting up and walking towards the beach.

I walked up to Sophie's cabin and knocked on the door.

"Is that you again you hot thing Dra..." Sophie opened the door and looked stunned to see me.

"What you say?" I asked wondering if I heard 'Dra...' or if it was my own imagination.

"I said you hot thing Syaoran!" Sophie said smiling and hugging me.

I smiled, "Hey you want to go for a walk with me on the beach?"

Sophie looked at me weirdly, "How bout we have fun...in here?"

I looked at her carefully, "Your hair is really messed up Soph."

"Oh," She said running to the mirror and brushing out her hair.

"Anyway I was..." I started.

"Oh I almost forgot!" Sophie yelled from the bathroom. "I'm suppose to meet Clerissa at the high ropes coarse!" (A/N Just in case you forgot, Clerissa is a friend of Sophie's from Chapter 8)

"Oh," I said sadly.

"Gotta run!" Sophie called and ran out the door.

I stared helplessly after her. I shook my head and then walked out of her cabin quietly.

°Sakura's POV°

I was walking with Tomoyo back from the dining area after having dinner. At dinner, Eriol was being stupid and balancing two plates on his head and juggling bowls of rice. Until he dropped a bowl of rice and he had to stay back and clean it up.

"Oh, his so funny!" Tomoyo squealed replaying it on her video camera.

"So funny!" I said sarcastically.

Tomoyo pointed the video camera at me and pressed record.

"What do you think Eriol is like Miss. Kinomoto?" Tomoyo asked while giggling.

"Well his really..." I started.

I suddenly heard voices.

Tomoyo dropped her camera so that it was hanging on the strap around her neck.

"Sh..." I said to Tomoyo putting a finger to my lips.

We both went behind a tree and listened.

"Well! Where is she?" I heard a voice that sounded like Dracin's.

"Oh, she's coming...she's just having dessert," I heard a high pitched voice. No doubt, Tricia's! (A/N That's another one of Sophie's friends from Chapter 8)

"Well, I want to see her in our cabin," I heard Dracin say. "I'm bored and I want some fun."

"Well you know she only likes you," Tricia said smiling.

"I know," Dracin said laughing as he went into his cabin.

I leaned my head from behind the tree and saw Tricia still standing there. And then I saw Sal, another one of Sophie's friends, come out from her cabin.

"Dracin is getting suspicious?!" Tricia hissed. "Where is Sophie?"

"She's down on the beach making out with Tom," Sal whispered.

"I thought she broke it off with Tom?!" Tricia said stunned.

Clerissa walked up to them from the beach.

"You guys! Syaoran is heading to the beach!" Clerissa said worried.

My ears pricked up at the sound of his name and Tomoyo grunted.

"Oh, he'll see Sophie and Tom and then we'll be in big trouble!" Sal whined.

"Ok, Clerissa, you run down to the beach and tell Sophie that Syaoran is heading her way," Tricia said quietly looking at Clerissa as she gave a firm nod.

I saw Clerissa run to the beach at full speed.

"Sal, you go and make sure that Dracin stays in the cabin," Tricia said looking at Sal.

"Ok," Sal said walking towards Sophie's cabin but then turned around. "What are you going to do?"

"I saw Adrian near the beach," Tricia said, "I'm going to go distract him."

And with that Tricia ran down to the beach as well and Sal walked into Sophie's cabin. I got out from my hiding spot unable to speak.

Tomoyo too, was looking somewhere far off.

"You ok?" She asked.

"Yeah of course," I said.

'Why wouldn't I be?'

"We have to tell Syaoran," I said starting to go to the beach.

"Sakura!" Tomoyo said grabbing my arm. "He won't listen to you!"

"But he doesn't know what's happening!" I yelled.

"Sakura please, he'll just hurt you again!" Tomoyo pleaded.

"He's still my friend," I whispered.

"Well you're not his friend!" Tomoyo said trying to make it sound not mean. "I'm sorry Sakura, but he has done nothing for you! I don't get it! He has hurt you; caused you pain and you want to help him! Sometimes Sakura, you are just too soft. I wanted to change him too! But he'll just end up hurting you, all of us! So please, just let him be."

I gazed at Tomoyo as I saw tears build in her eyes.

"Ok," I whispered walking to my cabin.

"I'm sorry Sakura," Tomoyo said stopping me.

"No Tomoyo, you're right..." I said quietly.

Tomoyo hugged me tightly.

"Thank you for looking out for me," I said smiling.

I opened my cabin door and walked in.

°Syaoran's POV°

A lot of couples were slowly walking along the beach. I spotted Sophie by herself, so I offered to take her for a walk along the beach. But then only a few minutes into walking on the beach, she started coughing.

"Sorry Syaoran, I think I'm getting a cold," Sophie said sneezing. "I better get back."

"I'll walk you back," I offered a bit disappointed.

"Oh ok," She said smiling.

As we walked back to the cabins, both of us were silent.

"Um...how bout we drop you off first," Sophie said breaking the silence.

"Ok," I said.

When we reached my cabin Sophie stopped.

"It was fun Syaoran," she smiled.

"Um yeah..." I said uneasily. 'We didn't even do anything!' I opened the door.

"Oh wait Syaoran!" Sophie said pulling me back. I turned around.

°Sakura's POV°

I was in bed already, I felt tired though I had a long nap on the bus. I was thinking of what happened.

I was gazing at Syaoran's bed. It was empty.

'Probably with Sophie on the beach,' I thought. I wasn't thinking how sad it was, or how I wished I was her. It was just a plain thought.

I smiled as I looked at his bag with all his clothes neatly folded. Suddenly I heard voices outside our bedroom. I heard the door open as I looked at it. I saw Syaoran there but then he turned back around as her bent down to kiss Sophie. I quickly fluttered my eyes shut as I heard Syaoran close the door.

°Syaoran's POV°

I shut the door quietly and turned around. The room was dimly lit, only the my bed light was on. I looked at Sakura and saw her lying in it, wrapped up in the blanket. I looked at her and was convinced she was sleeping. I smiled softly as I quietly went to my suitcase to get my pajamas out and then walked into the bathroom.

°Normal POV°

As soon as Syaoran walked into the bathroom, Sakura's eyes fluttered open.

'This feels really awkward,' she thought silently to herself.

When Sakura heard the door open to the bathroom, she shut her eyes again.

Syaoran walked to his suitcase. As he placed his clothes in the suitcase, Sakura opened one eye. When Syaoran zipped up his suitcase and turned around, Sakura quickly pretended she was sleeping.

°Syaoran's POV°

I looked at Sakura and could have sworn her eyes were open before.

'God you really need sleep!' A voice in my head said.

I slowly got in my bed and got comfortable. I gazed at Sakura.

'She looks so peaceful,' I thought as I studied her face.

I reached out to shut the light. Then I shuffled uncomfortably in my bed. Then faced Sakura and stared at her. Her face was hard to distinguish in the dark but thanks to a little gap in the curtain, moonlight seeped through casting a silver light over her.

'What are you doing?!' I nasty voice snapped in my head.

'There's no crime in trying to sleep,' a nice angelic voice answered back in my head.

'But staring at it!' The nasty voice yelled back.

'She's...beautiful,' The angelic voice whispered.

I shook my head trying to get these voices out of my head and then continued to stare at her.

°Sakura's POV°

I had my eyes shut, but I knew it! I knew he was looking at me, staring at me. It was down right making me nervous. It made me feel uneasy. I wanted to itch my nose! But if I did, he would know I was awake.

'Can you please stop staring at me!' I voice yelled in my head.

But I could still feel his eyes on me. My breathing started to become uneven.

'Oh damn! His going to find out!' I thought desperately trying to even my breathing.

Then I decided that it was enough. So I slowly turned around pretending and acting as if I was still asleep. It succeeded, now that I was facing the wall and my back to Syaoran. I desperately itched my nose silently.

I heard Syaoran shift in his bed so he was either facing away from me or sleeping straight, facing the ceiling. I heard him give out a sigh as I softly closed my eyes.

°Syaoran's POV°

I saw Sakura turn around so her back was facing me. I don't know, but in that split second I knew that she was awake. I turned uncomfortably to face the ceiling. It was too confusing. It was just too hard to understand, and if you were to understand it, it would still not be understandable. Because it was something that you could feel only in the split second when you realise... that you lost it. The friendship, the fun, the youth and the love. You desperately wanted to change back, but your body wouldn't allow it, you were already changed too much. So it seemed you were wearing a mask everyday, hoping one day for it to break away. It felt like the feeling when you know you just killed someone close to you, but instead you killed your soul, your life and you were to blame.

I softly sighed.

"How did this fall apart?" I asked out aloud to no one in a cold whisper as I laid my hand across my eyes.

°Sakura's POV°

My eyelids opened with shock.

'Did I just hear Syaoran talk...or was it just me?' I thought.

It was so quiet that I could hear Syaoran and my breathing. Until I heard a slight chuckle.

"I know you're awake Sakura," he whispered.

I stared at the wall, my eyes open.

"How did this fall apart?" Syaoran said softly.

"What fell apart?" I asked softly, my voice hoarse.

"Us," he said, "Eriol, Tomoyo, you, me."

I was silent for a while.

"We didn't do anything," I said quietly keeping my voice clam, "we tried to help."

"Help what?" Syaoran asked his voice a bit more louder, "what do you guys no that I don't know?!"

"We tried to tell you, you wouldn't listen," I said my voice still barely above a whisper.

"I'm listening now," he said, his voice back down to a whisper.

"I'm afraid it's too late," I said quietly still facing the wall. "Do you like Sophie?"

"Yes," he uttered back.

"Do you ... love her?" I asked.

It was silent.

"Yes," Syaoran whispered though I could tell he was unsure.

"Then, there is nothing to be done," I said, "Love is powerful, I can't help you now."

"Just tell me," Syaoran said his voice rising again.

"Sophie is a four-timing little slut," I said strongly. "She's a bitch beyond the word bitch! She takes pleasure in her selfishness and meanness."

(A/N Sorry about the bad words! But god I hat Sophie! Thanks to everyone who cussed about Sophie in their review! It helped!)

"I wish you would just wake up or snap out of it to realise this!" My voice starting to raise.

It was silent for a few seconds as I caught my breath.

"I hate Sophie so much," I yelled banging my hand on the wall.

°Tomoyo's POV°

I opened my eyes quickly.

"Eriol!" I gasped getting out of his embrace.

"Is it morning?" He mumbled.

"It's Sakura and Syaoran!" I yelled jumping out of the bed and putting on my jacket.

"What?" Eriol said sitting up and putting on his glasses.

"I think that they're having a fight," I said quickly looking for my shoes.

°Syaoran's POV°

I felt numb. It was silent. I was angry, angry at Sakura. But I had this feeling...that it was because she was right.

'What do you mean! She's you're girlfriend!' I thought.

"Don't talk about Sophie like that," I whispered dangerously.

"You asked for it," I heard Sakura whispered.

"You don't know Sophie!" I yelled.

"No, it's YOU who doesn't know Sophie," Sakura yelled back.

"She's my girlfriend!" I said sitting up.

"Oh Syaoran..." I heard her whisper.

°Sakura's POV°

I didn't want to sit up, I didn't want to see his face or I would never bring myself to say this.

"Syaoran," I said, my voice quiet again, "You are in such a big mess and you don't even know it."

"What Sakura?!" I heard him yell behind me. "Tell me what everyone knows! Tell me!"

I stared at the wall.

"I would tell you," I whispered, "But I feel that you're...you're not my friend anymore, I feel I don't know you."

It was silent.

I closed my eyes tightly feeling everything slowly slip away.

Suddenly I heard the rustling of blankets and then I heard the door open and then shut.

I quickly sat up.

"Syaoran...," I said looking at his bed and saw it was empty.

I ran to the window and saw him running down to the beach. I ran to the door and opened it and walked out quickly, my pace growing slower. I gazed at Syaoran as he sat on the sand close to the sea. The sound of the waves somehow soothed me. I stopped about ten metres from him. Just gazing at him. The wind was cold, but steady. I looked at Syaoran gaze out to sea with his knees up and his hands resting on his knees.

Suddenly I heard a cabin door open behind me. I turned around and saw Tomoyo and Eriol at their door. They looked at me then to Syaoran sitting on the beach.

I looked back to Syaoran.

You see...a real friend would right now, be sitting next to him, patting him on the back and saying 'It's alright.' They would hug him tightly telling them what a great friend they are.

But...

I felt Syaoran wasn't my friend. I felt I didn't know him anymore.

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Well this chapter and some of the next chapter are the last Syaoran and Sophie chapters! YES THE LAST! WE'RE KILLING HER OFF! AND I MEAN LITERALLY! lol Nah...I wouldn't wanna kill anyone, she'll still be in the story I think...but not with our gorgeous Syaoran! But yes it's the LAST! cheer cheer yay

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