Author's Note: We don't have practice today so I decided to write the next chapter also about the preview its for chapter twenty, twenty one and I think twenty two. Also I'm really sorry its just that its really hard for me to write a long chapter and I don't know why hope you understand. And please don't forget your review and I have a poll question in the end of this chapter please read and answer it with your reviews. Thank you.
Disclaimer's Note: I don't own Yu Yu Hokusho
RECAP:
Botan found herself lying on a very soft bed. As how she got there she doesn't know, what mattered to her was the feeling and that she have for the man who was on top of her who was kissing and caressing her gently as like she was a very expensive and rare glass that was carved by someone who you can't compare to others with.
Botan's POV
'I know your doing this because you're a man but I'm letting you do this because I love you so much.' Botan thought
'And I promise that what ever consequence that I'll be facing after this, I won't blame you and ask for your help.'
END OF POV
Shuuichi was starting to undress Botan with only one thing on his mind…
Chapter Twenty: God Knows
Botan woke up that morning to find Shuuichi's arms are wrap around her as she nestled in his chest. She remembered very clearly what happened to them last night. She had given everything to him last night, her heart, body soul and virginity. She got out of the bed carefully picking up and wearing the nearest shirt she could find.
Botan went to the bathroom to take a long hot bath before she get ready to leave Shuuichi forever.
Botan's POV'I had given everything to him.' Botan thought as she started to wash her hair "And I'm not neglecting it.' She added as tears started to fall silently
'If your not neglecting it, why are you crying?' a voice on the back of her head said
'It's not because of neglect but…' Botan words trailed off as tears wont stop flowing down her eyes
'But what?'
'But because of the pain of leaving him.'
'I always told you not to do anything that will make leaving him hard, but did you ever listen? No, instead you go out on a date with him and now you even had sex with him.' The voice said harshly like a mother would do when she found out what her daughter did
'Its not sex, what we did is we made love.' Botan said correcting the voice while crying
'You can't call what you did as making love because both of you don't feel the same way.'
'Stop it! I love Shuuichi and what we did is something I'll always remember and I promise you after this I'll say goodbye.' Botan said and went to dry herself up.
END OF POVBotan was wearing the clothes she had worn yesterday and was now sitting in a small coffee table of the hotel. She had just finish putting a light lipstick and brushing her hair. She was now holding a pen and a piece of paper she found on top of the coffee table a while ago. Botan look at the blank paper as she try to write a goodbye letter or note to Shuuichi.
Dear Shuuichi,
I would like to thank you for showing me the life I can never have. Now that the contract is over and Mr. Johnson is now leaving any day now I'm leaving as well. About the amount of money you'll pay me for pretending, I don't want it for you given me enough already. I'm returning both rings to you. The wedding ring and the engagement ring for you to give it to the one you intended to be with. I'm also leaving the clothes you bought me behind; it's all up to you to do what you want to them. I'm leaving and don't even bother to find me (If ever your thinking) and don't ask why for I have my reasons but I hope we'll always be friends.
Yours Sincerely
Botan Furuya
Botan re-read her letter before finally folding it and putting it inside a white envelope and place it on top of the pillow where her head was suppose to rest and on top of the letter she placed both the rings. Botan look at Shuuichi. Oh! how she wanted to kiss him goodbye but its to much of a risk. What if she kiss him and he suddenly woke up. Botan who don't want to wake Shuuichi decided to look at him one last time before she left.
Botan walk out of the street and started to look for a payphone when she saw one just around the corner…
PHONE RINGING"Hello Hiei speaking!" Hiei answered the phone yawning
"Hello Hiei, its me Botan!" Botan said glad that Hiei was home
"Botan, How are you?" Hiei asked now wide-awake
"I'm fine but I need you to pick me up at Minamino Estate." Botan said urgently afraid that Shuuichi had woken up already and was looking for her "You do know where it is right?"
"Yeah I do, I'll be there in about 15 minutes."
"Thanks!" Botan said and put the receiver back to its proper place
Botan took the train to Minamino Estate as it was the fastest way to get there and luckily as she entered the house she didn't run into someone. Botan pack her things quickly and went outside the gate to wait for Hiei who was true to his word arrive exactly 15 minutes.
"Where do you want to go?" Hiei said looking at her after she got into his car
"I'm sorry." Botan said instead as Hiei started to drive in no particular destination
"Sorry for what?" Hiei said confuse
"For suddenly vanishing for about 2 months without you guys knowing." Botan said explaining
"You mean the 2 months your passing as Mr. Shuuichi Minamino's wife?" Hiei asked as she turn to the direction of her house
"How do you know about that?" Botan asked instead shocked and confuse at the same time
"He came and talk to us all about you passing and him paying you."
"And why did he do that?" Botan asked curious
"So we won't worry about you." Hiei simply answer as it was the only logical thing
"What else did he tell you?" Botan asked as if waiting for Hiei to say that Shuuichi told them how much he love her
"Nothing more!" Hiei said and even though Botan expect it, still it hurt her so much "Are you okay?" Hiei added as he saw Botan's reaction
"I'm fine, just tired." Botan answered closing her eyes to let Hiei think that she is really tired
"I'm taking you home." Hiei said softly but she didn't care, what she care about is going home and to be able to cry without holding back her tears that had been threatening to fall
Shuuichi woke up to find the bed next to him is empty so he quickly got up and put on his pants before entering the bathroom thinking that Botan was in there but he was disappointed when he didn't saw her there.
Shuuichi walk out of the bathroom shoulders are heavy and he was thinking about last night when he saw the blood stain on the bed sheet and as if a flash of lightning he remembered Botan crying his name when he had entered her and he also remembered kissing her to take the pain away. After the quick flashback of last night he saw something glittered on top of Botan's pillow that made him approach it and see the rings together with the letter.
Shuuichi took the rings in his hand and stared at the white envelope with hesitation before he finally decided to open and read the content.
Dear Shuuichi,
I would like to thank you for showing me the life I can never have. Now that the contract is over and Mr. Johnson is now leaving any day now I'm leaving as well. About the amount of money you'll pay me for pretending, I don't want it for you given me enough already. I'm returning both rings to you. The wedding ring and the engagement ring for you to give it to the one you intended to be with. I'm also leaving the clothes you bought me behind; it's all up to you to do what you want to them. I'm leaving and don't even bother to find me (If ever your thinking) and don't ask why for I have my reasons but I hope we'll always be friends.
Yours Sincerely
Botan Furuya
After reading the letter Shuuichi didn't know what to feel. His angry because Botan left without saying goodbye and even told him not to look for her, his sad because he might never see her again but he'll do what she ask him to do. He will not look for her but God knows how much he wanted to.
'God I leave everything to you.' Shuuichi thought as he dresses himself and drove toward Minamino Estate.
I will not tell you what Shuuichi's been thinking while undressing Botan but you'll know all about it in the later chapter but for now please answer my poll.
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