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Misty Amethyst's back! How r you all?
Now I've been meaning to fix up the grammar and spelling mistakes in all of the last chapters, but I never found the time. Because I rather get the next chapter updated (which didn't really work) than to fix up the previous chapters. BUT I will do it. So keep those 'correcting my mistakes' coming in! They are very much appreciated!
I've just realised that my story is kind of like the O.C with the whole Marissa, Ryan and Oliver thing...if anyone's knows what I'm talking about...lol
So we are up to the S&S moments. Well hopefully! Syaoran HAS to get Sakura back. His just gotta! Now I know a lot of you were outraged about Syaoran getting suspended for 4 weeks! But didn't I tell you that I was going to fix it up? Well if I didn't, 'I'm going to fix it up ok!' lol! Now I purposely made Syaoran get suspended for 4 weeks, because I was going to make something happen. And you'll see that something in this chapter. So read on!
So this chapter is called 'Please forgive me'. I wonder who's saying that? Syaoran? Sakura? Tomyo? Sophie? The principal? ME for not updating fast enough? Maybe it's all of them! (It's most certainly ME!) But of corse it will be around our favourite two. Ah...the cuteness...Anyway! So this is the good bit. You people who actually read these parts (and not just skip all this and go straight to the story...actually I don't mind if you do that. I must be boring...but anyway...)yes...the people who read this bit will get an insight of what's to come. (Oo you lucky people!) So this is how it goes...Syaoran DOESN'T get suspended. And you'll see how it all happens. I won't spoil it. And then Syaoran and Sakura always walk past each other and a... 'thing' goes on between them. Like a look. And blah blah blah...Tomoyo is still a bit protective, but her lovely boyfriend Eriol will step in. Now wait for this. Syaoran and Sakura have a meaningful talk. OOO! Now you gotta see/read that bit! But what is Sakura going to say! Believe me the answer will SHOCK you! Let's just say...this story isn't going to end YET! I mean come on! I have to drag on. Right? I know you hate it. You want Sakura and Syaoran to be together, smack bang like that! But you see in real life. That doesn't really happen does it? So hang in there for me and put up with my awful spelling and writing! But believe me, from now on it should mostly be S&S moments...just not cuddly moments. But they will come!
Now the lyrics, at the end of the story, is Michelle Branch-Goodbye to you. DISCLAIMER! I don't own it at all! (Wish I did though!) So don't steal it! ) Not that you would. I love Michelle Branch! Anyone know who I'm talking about?
Now I'm not sure about this...I need YOUR OPINION on this! Do you think I should stop replying to reviews and just write everyone's name down? OR do you like me replying to your reviews? It does take longer for me to update if I reply...so it's up to you! Tell me WHAT YOU THINK in your review. It would help a lot! Thanks!
Wow...I wrote a lot up there! I would laugh if no one read that bit! But anyway, I'll stop yapping and start going off into my dream land of Tears of Heartbreak.
BUT...here are some beautiful replies...(wow...the list is getting long...um...read the above posts)
Starfires: Yay! Sophie is suspended. We should like make up some kind of tribal dance to this! lol! Yeah Syaoran getting suspended was SO NOT fair! But don't worry...I've planned it all out...mua ha ha ha ha ha! Thanks for reviewing!
meyojojo: Hello! I tried to update this chapter as soon as I could. Sorry for making you wait for ever...well it wouldn't have been for ever ...but yeah. Sorry! I'm trying my best. But I'm glad you like this story. Thanks for reviewing!
azn-blossom08: Sorry for taking so long to update on the last chapter. Sorry! I'm trying my very best. But I do have a life too!...that is slowly dying away...oh...ok you were joking. That's alright then! I was about to start crying. But now I'm happy! You like my story! And it's worth waiting for! Thank you! And I heard ya suggestion about the POV...and I've decided...it's necessary. My stories real deep...so I have to express the different characters point of view. BUT...you can ignore the 'pov' if you want! lol! Thanks for all the nice compliments! Thanks for reviewing!
SakuraBlossom-550: Yes...poor Syaoran. And nice guess about the principal secretly letting Syaoran, but in real life...I don't think that happens. (Darn teachers!) But there is another plan for Syaoran...and you'll just have to read on. He he he! But you did get a guess right! Syaoran and Sakura WILL talk in this chapter. And that's to each other! OOO It's going to be so good...can't miss it! Thanks for reviewing!
Pinky: Yeah, don't worry about not reading then reviewing straight away. As long as you reviewed already makes you a great reviewer! Yeah sorry for mentioning Sophie again, but I couldn't let her get off so easy. And we might see her again...but that'll be only for like ten seconds. Thank you for loving my story even though there were a lot of mistakes. sweat Oh gosh the best story you ever read in your life. That's really REALLY nice of you to say. Thank you! It means so much to me. And I totally BELIEVE YOU! (Wouldn't want to be killed now would I...)And by the way, I absolutely LOVE long reviews so keep em' coming! Thank you so much for all those beautiful comments. And thank you for reviewing!
cherryblossom88: lol Kill Sophie hey? Nah I'm sorry I can't do that. Some of my reviewers were angry that I even expelled Sophie. They said she didn't deserve it....(but I recon she did!) Anyway, thanks for reviewing!
Bittersweet:Chrysanthemum Dynasty: Nice name! Yes you gotta love the principal; but how bout that 4 week suspension for Syaoran! NO! (But don't worry I'll fix that up!) Thank you for all the mistakes you picked up on. It would be weird reading about Dylan when he just walked out the door. Lol! Anyway I'll fix that up as soon as I update this chapter! Promise! Thank you for all those nice compliments and thanks for reviewing!
dreaming-daidouji: Don't' worry about the not reviewing the past chapters. It doesn't matter. I'm just happy that you reviewed at all! Any thank you for thinking that Sophie is a btch. That was the idea. Thanks for reviewing!
cherrysakura5: lol! Send it to a publisher?! Oh no, I don't think so. That would be so embarrassing! They'd turn me down. But anyway, that was very flattering! I'm glad you love my story! Thanks for reviewing!
maddi: Thank you for all of your reviews. I'm glad you think that Sophie is a slut, that's the idea. I'm glad you like my story and thanks for all the nice compliments. Thanks for reviewing!
zeddy22: I'm glad you like my story and I updated as soon as I could. Thanks for reviewing!
angel fav: I'm glad you liked the last chapter. No I don't think that I'll make Sakura say no...well she might...but then she will change her mind. But that will all be in this story. And then I might think about making a sequel. I don't know, it comes to me as I write. Yeah I didn't really like the bit how Sakura blamed herself too. But I can't really change it now. It would confuse the readers. And plus she didn't really blame herself...she just kind of thought it. (Remember the exclamation mark and the question mark? Or do you just think I'm weird? lol Check chapter 11 out) But thank you anyway for writing your opinion! Thanks for reviewing!
Irene: I know it sucks that Syaoran is suspended for 4 weeks. But didn't I say I was going to fix it up? Well if I didn't, I am! Ok just read on and you'll see why I did it. Thanks for reviewing!
RubyMstar: Um... Syaoran's not getting expelled. His getting suspended for four weeks. But don't worry about it all! I'm going to fix it up in this chapter. Thanks for reviewing!
Newfie Child: I'm glad you love my story. And I will keep it up. Thanks for reviewing!
Xiao-Spiker09: Yeah, if I were Syaoran I would have made Tomoyo move too. But I guess he was kind of unsure and a bit hurt, so maybe he thought he couldn't do it. But don't worry, they WILL get together soon! As for the suspension thing. He didn't hit Sophie. But the teachers all thought he did because they saw him in front of Sakura. But don't worry I did it on purpose and you'll see why in this chapter. I'm glad you love my story. I tried my best to put this chapter up as soon as I could. Thank you for patiently waiting. You started writing because my story? Oh, that is really REALLY kind of you to say that. I'll read your story and review it as soon as fanfic is working again. (For some reason it's not working for me). Thank you for all of those beautiful compliments and thanks for reviewing!
Mi Mi: lol Dude, Thank you! lol! I'm glad you like my story! Thanks for reviewing!
Momomiya Akihara: Yeah all the other chapters were a lot of angst hey? But yes there is still hope! Thanks for reviewing!
erica6060: Yeah, poor Syaoran! I updated as soon as I could. Hope it wasn't that long! Thanks for reviewing!
xxaznbabexx: I'm glad you loved that chapter and this story. Yup Syaoran WILL get Sakura back...well I hope. And yes Sophie is long gone! Thanks for reviewing!
MeNtOmUnChKiN: lol Hang?! Nah I think expelled will do. I'm glad you loved the last chapter and yes Sophie is out of the picture! YAY! Thanks for reviewing!
sakura tenshi.AnGeL oF lOvE Kill Sophie? Nah I'm sorry. Some of my reviewers are already angry that I expelled her. Sorry! Thanks for reviewing!
angelic-innocence00: I'm excited too! Sakura and Syaoran will get together...pretty soon...! Thanks for reviewing!
cherryblossomprincess12: Yay Sophie's gone! I'm glad you 'wuved' the last chapter! Thanks for reviewing!
SweetStrawberries: Hello! Yeah...four weeks suspension for Syaoran is harsh, especially when he didn't do anything! But that will be a thing of the past soon! I'm so happy you love my story! It means so much to me! Thank you! And thanks for all your wonderful compliments and reviewing!
Kristin: Yes, I recon that the last chapter did do a lot of justice! YAY! But don't worry about Syaoran...I'll fix him up in this chapter! Thanks for reviewing!
sakura.cherryblossom.kinomoto: I updated this chapter as fast as I could. Sorry if it took so long. Thanks for reviewing!
kura52: YAY Sophie is gone! PAR...TAY! Wow thanks for saying you're proud of me...but what had to be done...had to be done! SHE'S GONE! YAY! Kickass story? Wow really?! It kicks ass? AWESOME! Thanks for all your nice compliments, and thanks for reviewing!
Shannon: It's good that you have nothing bad to say about the last chapter. Phew! Thanks for the nice compliments and thanks for reviewing!
LilWolf4ever713: Thanks for all those nice compliments! I'm glad you love my story! Thanks for reviewing!
Tenshi Cherry Blossoms: lol! I could imagine you scrolling down and it didn't go down and your like 'What the?!' lol! Yeah...I wanted to make it look like Syaoran was going to say yes again! But yeah...you saw what happened. Thanks for reviewing!
Stars of Hope: Sorry I had to end the last chapter. lol Aw well...there's this chapter! Um...I give you permission to...um...marry this story ahem And after this story...I don't know...I might write another one. I'm not sure yet. But thanks for reviewing!
FromDayOne: I'm glad you liked the last chapter. Yeah I know that expelling Sophie was a surprise, but I couldn't keep her there. Thanks for reviewing!
animEvivvErz: You were yelling? OMG What have I turned you people into?! lol! God your brother must think you're going mental! lol! Yeah, Syaoran suspended for four weeks is long. But don't worry, I'm fixing that up. And he should get Sakura back...pretty...soon! Thanks for the nice compliments and for reviewing!
forestfairy: YAY! Sophie's expelled! And yeah, it is a bummer that Syaoran is getting suspended for four weeks! But you don't know how close your guess was! See what happens in this chapter! Yeah, I tried to make Sophie's ex's nice but like still can be rebellious. Too bad they had to suffer from Sophie's...slutiness. (Is that a word?) Yeah, I'm glad that you liked the last chapter. Thanks for reviewing!
stephanny: Hello! Speechless? Oh no! My story made someone not talk! lol! I loved your story. And I will e-mail you when I do get any ideas, but I am fresh out. I can't even come up with ideas for my own story! lol! I liked your idea for my story though. But I don't know...I will use it...but I'm not sure if he kisses her. But something like that will happen so thanks! I'm going to read 'If you come softly' as soon as I update this. It sounds good. So I'll check it out! Wow, you don't know how much it means to me when you say this story is your favourite. Thank you so much! And thanks for reviewing!
lilsakli: I'm glad you love this story. And I know that Sophie can be so mean at times. At least now she's gone. Thanks for reviewing!
chikichiki: Yeah, go the principal! And yeah I was going to fix up Syaoran's four week detention in this chapter. You wait and see how. Thanks for reviewing.
Peachblossom4416: I'm happy you love my story! I don't mind if it's short. At least you reviewed! Thanks for reviewing!
jisAtsU siLENcE Yeah, poor Syaoran suspended for four weeks?! Don't worry I'll fix it up! I got a plan! Thank you for all your beautiful compliments and thanks for reviewing!
Priestess of Anime Darkness I'm glad you liked my story! Keep reading! Thanks for reviewing!
Emerald Snow: Lol yes it is kind of a lovy dove story! Keep reading and thanks for reviewing!
Starriecat: You liked the revenge? I sure did! But maybe I shouldn't have expelled her...hm...anyway! You did inspire me! And I was kidding! Thank you! Yeah it would have been funny if the principal did say 'Well done!' Lol! But I guess principals aren't really like that. And yup, I'm going to clean it up in this chapter. Boy, it is going to be good, so keep reading! Thanks for reviewing!
fanficpixie: Yay! Everything is cleared up. Well apart from the grudge with Sakura and Syaoran and a bit of Tomoyo, but don't worry, that'll sort itself out! Um...hm...what I'm planning next, I'm not sure if it's going to be good, that's why I get you reviewers to review my story and tell me how I went. :D Yeah, Sophie is good at acting. I would make her into an actress, but that means putting her back in the story and I wouldn't want to do that! Lol! Yeah, I seriously can't wait to write the moment when Sakura and Syaoran talk to realise everything. Oh I hope it's good! Thanks for reviewing!
Awai-umi: Hey I like the thought of exporting Sophie out of Japan. Lol! It's funny! Thanks for reviewing!
LilBlossomKitty: Yay you're back! Hello! I'm glad you like how it's going! Don't worry about not reviewing for a while, I mean at least you reviewed! Lol! Thanks for reviewing!
Stars from Above: All this story in one night?! Wow! Thank you so much for all your beautiful compliments! Thanks for reviewing!
Suppie69: Um, I'm not sure how Sakura's going to feel about Sophie...hm...anyway, thanks for reviewing!
Dragoon-2626: Yay! I'm glad you think this story rules! Thanks! And do you really see the 400 reviews in the distance? I don't see it at all! Lol! Thanks for reviewing!
LittleHikari542: Yes Syaoran did get the worst punishment! But don't worry, I'm going to fix it up in this story. Thank you again for all your beautiful compliments. They are much appreciated! Thanks for reviewing!
sai-chan: I really thought you were saying that I deserved it to ME! But then I realised you meant Sophie. lol. And thank you for reading the bit where I said that I'll fix it up with Syaoran. You won't believe how many complaints I got about that! I wish people would just read! lol ok getting off subject. So yes, thank you reviewing!
smallaznmouse: I'm happy you think this is the best fanfic! That's really nice of you to say! And I'm glad you love this story! Thank you so much! Oh and thanks for reviewing!
Lily20: he he he. Sorry about using the name Sophie when your name is Sophia. Sorry if it offended you in anyway. But yes, she did get what was coming to her. I'm glad you loved the last chapter, I hope this one is just as good. Thanks for reviewing!
Mirokua-Chan: I tried my real hardest to update as soon as I could. I guess that wasn't very good though. And yes, without Sophie, Syaoran and Sakura will rule the whole story...or will they? lol. I'm so sorry again for taking so long. Thanks for reviewing!
Misao Yuy: Yuy...as in Heero Yuy? he he he I love him! Anyway...Yeah, sorry about the shortness for the sadness and guiltness of Sakura and Syaoran. But I tried to move this story long as fast as I could. I'm trying to finish this story before I go on my holidays...which I doubt will happen as it's in one month! lol. But I'm glad you still loved my story! Thanks for reviewing!
Ice Dragon52: Wow you read all my story in one go! Cool! And yeah...Syaoran was a bit cold hey? But thanks for reviewing!
Tinaptran: I'm so glad you love my story! I like you thoughts on Sophie. lol! And hey the Lachlan guy might have something to do with this...shush! lol Thank you for all your compliments and thanks reviewing!
Mimi-102: Yeah Sophie did get what she deserved. And about Li, you'll understand if you keep reading. Thank you for reviewing!
crystaleyez: Yeah Sophie got what she deserved! I love pocky! I had one...about a year ago? lol. I'm glad that you love this chapter! And sorry about the late update. I tried to make it shorter...but it didn't really work. lol. Don't worry about reviewing the other chapters. I mean, at least you reviewed once and it means a lot to me. But a review would be good. Thank you for reviewing!
Ms. Sakura Moon: You shed tears?! NO! Damn! lol I didn't write my story for someone to cry! Ah! lol! I'm so glad you love the story! Thank you! I tried to update this chapter as soon as I could for you. Thank you for all the nice compliments and thanks for reviewing!
Enough talk! On with the story!
Tears of Heartbreak
Chapter 14: Please Forgive Me
Sakura's POV
"Oh my god did you hear?!"
"What?"
"Sophie is expelled?!"
"Really?!"
"That's not it!"
"Yeah, I heard that Adrian and Dracin are suspended for three weeks!"
"I thought it was four weeks?"
"Oh no, that was for Syaoran!"
"What?! I know Syaoran is good in his martial arts, but he would never lay a finger on anyone who didn't deserve it."
"That's the thing though, Sophie did deserve it."
"Yeah, I saw Syaoran punch and kick Sophie with my own eyes!"
I was glaring and clenching my hands into a fist without noticing. I turned around in my chair.
"Syaoran never touched Sophie," I yelled for the first time in days.
The girls looked at me shocked.
"He did everything right and just walked away. He never laid a finger on her," I glared at the one who said she saw Syaoran punch and kick Sophie. "Don't make up stupid things you didn't see!"
I turned back around in my chair and folded my arms.
I heard everything that was going around. Stupid things such as Syaoran threatened Sophie with a knife and that Sophie was only trying to help Syaoran. Just the truth that was changed. That was what happened in highschool. But this got me steamed. Syaoran would NEVER hurt anyone. They didn't know Syaoran. They didn't know the Syaoran underneath. The soft Syaoran. They didn't know him at all.
I stood up and walked out of the classroom as I heard the girls whispering again.
As soon as I went out Tomoyo ran into me.
"Sorry Sakura! I didn't see you," Tomoyo said as she looked at me.
"Oh don't worry," I said as nicely as I could. But my voice was cold.
"Sakura I know why you're angry. But you and me know the truth. Ignore everyone else!" Tomoyo said desperately.
"How can I ignore it, when Syaoran is getting suspended for four weeks for nothing!" I yelled as people looked in my direction.
Tomoyo looked at me sadly.
"I just can't sit here and watch," I said as I pushed past Tomoyo.
Tomoyo's POV
I looked at Sakura as she walked off.
"Oh I know you love him Sakura," I said quietly. "But..."
"But what?" A familiar voice said in my ear.
I turned around to face Eriol.
"Tomoyo I know what you did," Eriol said looking deep into my eyes.
"Oh Eriol," I said as I hugged him. "I don't know if I did the right thing. It doesn't feel right. Oh you don't understand..."
"Tomoyo," Eriol said pulling back to look at me. "I understand. You didn't want Sakura to get hurt, so you tried to keep Syaoran as far away as possible from Sakura."
"Eriol, I feel like I did the wrong thing," I mumbled. "I feel like the wicked stepsister."
"No, Tomoyo," Eriol said. "You're the fairy godmother. You are always there for Sakura. But, Sakura has to make her own choices."
"You're right," I said knowing the truth. "But what do I do now?"
"Tomoyo, you have to let her go. Let her find her path to Syaoran," Eriol said. "Both you and me know that they truly love each other."
Eriol was right, I couldn't just stand in the way of both of them. It was up to Sakura. It was up to Syaoran.
I looked up at Eriol, "You're right."
Sakura's POV
I was angry. I didn't know where my feet where taking me. But I did have an idea.
I opened the door and walked past the office ladies and into the principal's office.
"Oh Sakura, how lovely to see you!" The principal said as he put down some papers.
"Hi, I don't want to be rude but you made a big mistake," I said putting my hands on his desks.
The principal looked at me oddly, "Well go ahead Sakura."
"Syaoran Li did NOT lay a finger on Sophie," I said trying to keep my voice even but it came out as a half yell.
The principal looked shocked. That's when I noticed what I was doing. I was in the principal's office, complaining that he did something wrong.
"Well Sakura, are you sure?" The principal asked. "I had a teacher see him do it."
I looked at him. "Sir, it may have looked like he did, but he didn't. I was there. I was right next to Syaoran. I thought it was unfair and unreasonable to punish him for something he didn't do."
The principal scratched the back of his head.
"Sakura, you are one of my top students. Syaoran as well. Now I know you would never lie, so I am trusting you alright," the principal said.
"Sir, Syaoran never touched Sophie," I confirmed in a strong voice.
"Alright then," the principal said calling in one of the office ladies. "I was kind of hoping that Syaoran didn't do it. He's the best math student I have. Anyway, Wendy, please put Syaoran Li on line one."
The office lady nodded and walked over to the phone on her desk.
"Thank you," I said as I walked out of the office.
I walked down the corridors feeling lighter. But I also felt weighed down. I knew it was coming. I had to make my mind up.
Syaoran's POV
I walked through the school gates heading for the principal's office. I got a phone call saying that he wanted to see me in his office. As I dragged my feet up the stairs the sound echoed in the corridors. Everyone was in class.
I went past the office ladies signalling to them that I had an appointment with the principal. I slowly knocked on the door.
"Come in," I heard the principal's voice say.
I slowly opened the door and walked in.
"You wanted to see me sir," I said a bit unsure. What did I do wrong now?
"Oh yes Syaoran, take a sit boy," the principal said taking off his glasses.
I sat down in one of the cushion seats.
"So how's your first day of suspension?" The principal asked smiling.
I looked at him weirdly, is this what normally happens when you get suspended. I wouldn't know!
"Um...boring I guess," I said unsure, "I'm not really use to it yet."
"Ah...first time of corse," the principal said still smiling. "You know, I was very shocked when I heard from the teacher that you physically abused Sophie. I had to check about four times to see if they got the name right. I never really believed that you did it."
I didn't know why he was telling me this. I also didn't know why I haven't fought back yet and told him what really happened.
"Syaoran do you want to be back in school?" The principal asked.
"Yes," I said confidently.
"Why?" He asked.
I stared at him. Why did I want to go back to school? I thought of Sakura.
"I really need to talk to someone," I said.
"Is there something that you want to tell me that you didn't tell me yesterday?" He asked me.
I thought hard. "Yes."
"What is it?" He said now sitting on the edge of his chair.
"I never touched Sophie," I said.
The principal smiled, "Now Syaoran, why didn't you tell me yesterday?"
I thought of a reason. But I didn't know why. I guess I was...thinking of other things.
"I'm sorry sir, but my mind was on something else," I said.
"Something more important then you being suspended for four weeks?" He asked shocked.
I thought for a while, "Yes. It was more important than that."
The principal looked taken aback but regained posture again, "Well Syaoran, thanks to a lady who told me that you didn't do anything to Sophie; your suspension is cancelled."
I looked at him with shock all over my face.
"You're free to go to your next class," he said smiling.
"But, um...sir, well," I stuttered, "who was the lady?"
"Kinomoto Sakura," he said smiling.
I looked at him.
Sakura?
Sakura's POV
I had a spare period and I was eating my lunch out on the benches. I saw Tomoyo approach me.
"Oh hey Tomoyo! I was looking for you, I need to talk to you," I said smiling.
"Well someone looks happier than this morning," Tomoyo said sitting next to me.
"Yeah, I went to the principal to set things right with Syaoran," I said trying to keep my voice normal.
Tomoyo looked at me, "I needed to talk to you too. But you go first."
I looked at her. She looked somehow, worried.
"Well ok," I started, "um...ok...well..."
Tomoyo laughed. "Yeah?"
I smiled but then frowned, "Once Syaoran is back in school, I know his going to want to talk to me, and I just..."
Tomoyo had dread in her eyes, "You just?"
I looked at the ground, "I don't know what to do. I want to forgive him, he's always been good to me...well kind of."
"Kind of?" Tomoyo raised an eyebrow at me.
"Ok...well not lately," I admitted. "But I have to think about our childhood."
Tomoyo nodded as she understood.
"But another part of me doesn't want to forgive him for everything he has done to me, how much he hurt me," I said as I clenched my fists, "Oh Tomoyo! What do I do?"
Tomoyo looked at me intensely.
"I don't know," she whispered.
"What?!" I said shocked. Tomoyo not having any advice! That's really odd!
"Look Sakura, this is what I wanted to talk to you about," Tomoyo said turning to face me. "I always gave you advice but not noticing that they influenced you so much."
I shook my head, "That's not true."
She smiled, "When I told you to get a black fish. What colour fish did you get?"
"Black," I said confused, "But that's not a reason."
"When I advised you to pick maths as a subject, did you pick it?" Tomoyo said smiling.
"Yeah...I did but..."I said trying to explain. "It's useful."
"Sakura you hate maths!" Tomoyo laughed.
I smiled.
Tomoyo looked at me and said more softly, "And when I told you to ignore Syaoran?"
I looked at Tomoyo, "I ignored him."
Tomoyo smiled softly.
"But Tomoyo," I said sadly.
Did this mean that...
"No Sakura," Tomoyo laughed, "I'm not going to desert you!"
I sighed in relief.
"I just think that you should make your own decision," Tomoyo explained. "I'll be here to guide you, but you really have to make your own decisions."
I slowly nodded in understanding.
"Well then 'guide' me to which decision I should make!" I said starting to get frustrated.
I had no idea what to do!
"Ask yourself," Tomoyo said, "Do you want Syaoran as a friend?"
I looked at her.
Syaoran's POV
After I got my books dropped off by Wei, the bell just rang for the next class.
Students packed into the corridors. A few of them who looked at me and whispered to their friends.
I looked at my timetable as I walked. I had a free.
I felt myself bump into someone.
"Oh, sorry!" I said.
Sakura's POV
Someone accidentally bumped into me as I felt all the books I was carrying fall out of my hands onto the ground. I quickly bent down to pick them up as I heard the person saying sorry. (A/N Thank you to Stephanny for the suggestion!)
"It's ok," I said as I picked up more books. "I wasn't looking."
"Here let me help," the person said as he bent down to help me.
Hm...his voice sounds so familiar...
I looked up as he looked up.
"Syaoran?!" I gasped.
"Sakura?!" He gasped.
I felt the air become tense around us. It was almost suffocating me.
I heard the second bell ring as I noticed that the corridor was almost empty.
"Um...I have to get to class," I said grabbing my books from his hands and standing up to leave.
"Wait, Sakura!" I heard him say as he grabbed my wrist forcefully but still in a way lightly.
I turned around trying not to look at him.
"Sakura, I'm so sorry," Syaoran said trying to look at my eyes.
"It wasn't your fault," I said even though I knew that it was partially his fault for being so blind.
"Yes it was. And you know it!" Syaoran said to me still holding my wrist. "I am so very sorry for everything I did."
I looked at him, "Syaoran I really need to get to class."
"Sakura," Syaoran sais desperately, "Please, just hear me out."
I stared at him. "Ok."
Syaoran's POV
It was an awkward moment.
Sakura and I were walking out into the school grounds and there were only a few people out. We sat on a bench under a cherry blossom tree.
It was awkward. It never used to be awkward.
"You know I'm missing out on a class," Sakura said looking at the tree.
"Yeah, I'm sorry," I said.
It was easier in the corridor. Because I had a feeling that she could run off so I said it all quickly. But now I knew she would sit hear and listen to me, so I kind of thought of what I could say.
"Look, if you're not going to say anything, I really think I should get to class now," Sakura said in a nervous way.
"Oh no...I just don't know where to start," I said slowly getting softer.
She looked at me almost sympathetically but then looked away.
"Sakura," I said trying to get her to look back at me.
She slowly turned to face me when I didn't say anything else.
I looked directly in her emerald eyes.
"I am really sorry," I apologized with all the sincerity in me.
She looked at me with mixed emotions.
"I mean, I ignored you, Tomoyo and Eriol...and I just wouldn't listen when it was so obvious. I turned my back on you guys and I turned into someone I wasn't," I tried to count all the stupid things I did. "And...I just said the meanest things to you. I take all of them back."
I paused.
"I really must have hurt you," I said looking at Sakura.
She looked at me. And if you looked hard enough, you could see tears starting to form in her eyes.
"Yeah, you did," she said.
I looked at her sad face as I felt my body run cold. I really hurt her. I felt guilty as my mouth went dry. I clenched my fist as I hit the table.
Sakura slightly jumped.
Sakura's POV
I looked at him as his eyes seemed to be like cold glass.
"I promised to never hurt you and I just go and do this," he mumbled.
I looked at him sympathetically.
He quickly looked at me. "Sakura, you are the nicest, caring person I know. You just seem to brighten up my day every single time. I don't get how I could ever hurt you. Sakura, you mean so much to me...I'm so sorry!"
He seemed so frustrated.
I slowly leant over and gave him a hug.
"I'm really sorry Sakura," he said as he hugged me tight.
"Syaoran it's ok," I said as I slowly drew back.
"Sakura, I..." Syaoran started.
Syaoran's POV
I stopped mid sentence as I realised what I was going to say. I couldn't say it if she didn't forgive me yet. So I changed it quickly.
"Do you forgive me?" I asked.
She looked at me as her face was mixed with emotions.
"Look Syaoran," she started. "I don't know."
I felt my heart sink.
Sakura's POV
I was trying hard to think of my decision and how I was going to say it.
"I'm not sure...if I can forgive you," I said unsure. "I mean we can still be friends, well we can try...but I don't know, maybe not as close friends as before."
Syaoran looked at me, and it was clear to see that he had disappointment all over his face.
"I'm sorry Syaoran, I just can't trust you," I said even thought it felt wrong. "It's just too awkward between us."
"So does that mean you don't forgive me?" Syaoran said as his voice came back.
"I ...I do. But I just won't be able to forget it," I said sadly.
Why was this all sounding so wrong?
Syaoran looked at me as he seemed to be heartbroken.
"I'm sorry, I really am," I explained, "But it just doesn't feel the same."
Syaoran slowly nodded as he looked away.
"Well...I better go now," I said as I got off the bench and looked at Syaoran.
He was looking at the ground.
I turned around and walked away from him.
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
Syaoran's POV
I slowly looked up as I saw Sakura slowly walk away. Even though she said we could still be friends, I felt that she was walking out of my life. And I knew I was right. I felt like everything we did, all of our friend ship was a waste.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Sakura's POV
I sat down on another bench as far away as I could from Syaoran.
'Is this really what I want?' I asked myself.
I thought of all the good times we had. He really was my hero. But...I just felt I couldn't trust him. It was too awkward.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I felt tears warm my eyes. But I couldn't cry. I've cried too many times.
'I cared for Syaoran...and he hurt me,' I thought.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Syaoran's POV
I couldn't' believe this was happening. The friendship we had for so long, is ending. I didn't' want to believe it. I didn't' want to let go.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
"Sakura..."
Sakura's POV
I laid down on the bench.
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
"Syaoran..."
You're my shooting star...
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