Hey! I'm back!
Apologies for the long wait! But I hope you understand that at the end of the year, I have tests, exams and a whole lot of homework. But now its finished so I can just sit down and write my heart out. Well let's hope it actually doesn't come out.
Now I told you DO NOT miss this chapter, because this is going to be the second last chapter for Tears of Heartbreak. That's right! Next chapter is the FINAL CHAPTER for this story. Oh I'm going to miss you guys! But don't worry, I already have another story swarming in my head which I'll release probably early next year.
Now I'm heading off to Malaysia on December the 20th and I won't be back till January the 10th. So I'm not sure if I'll be able to get my hands on a computer. But I'll try my best to get the next chapter updated!
So this is a DO NOT miss chapter. It's about…nah, I won't give it away! Just read on! lol!
Now I got another song by Michelle Branch in this chapter. You just got to love her! And if you want to listen to the songs just download it. They're really good! The one in this chapter is called 'Everywhere' and you know what's coming. DISCLAIMER! I don't own any of the songs or lyrics! (But I do have the CD lol!)
I've decided to reply to the reviews for the rest of this story. But maybe in my next story, you'll need to write in your review that you would like a reply to it. Oh something like that. Thank you to Kristin for the idea.
Here are some great replies to my lovely reviewers:
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Ok, that took long! lol! Now enough wait! On with the story!
Tears of Heartbreak
Chapter 15: I Love You
°Sakura's POV°
So here I am in my bedroom. Do you know that feeling where you just took a risk and your not sure if it did you good or if it did you way bad? Well I'm feeling that right now. But only time can tell. I heard my door open as I was just about to shut my eyes.
"Hey what about that shopping we were meant to do after school!" Tomoyo's familiar voice rang into my ears.
I got up immediately.
"Oh no! I'm so sorry Tomoyo!" I said quickly running to my closest and grabbing my clothes. "I forgot!"
"Don't worry!" Tomoyo said in her usual calm voice, "I knew you would forget, so I didn't get ready until an hour later."
"Oh ok..." I mumbled as I walked to my bathroom and shut the door.
"Sakura, you ok?" Tomoyo's voice ran out.
"Um..."I said as my mind thought... 'Yes, I'm fine!'...but no...this is my bestfriend we're talking about. "No, everything isn't ok!"
"Yeah, I already could tell," Tomoyo said.
Told you so.
"Well I talked to him," I said. Now normally the person would go 'Talked to who?' But Tomoyo knows me inside out.
"Oh ok," Tomoyo said from the other side of the door, paying full attention. "And..."
"And we talked," I said as I slid a top on.
"Sakura, this is not a joking situation," I heard Tomoyo's impatient voice.
"I know," I said quietly.
"Well let me help you out," Tomoyo suggested. "Did you forgive him?"
"Well...yes," I answered.
"Does he know?" She asked again.
"Yes," I answered shortly.
"Are you still friends?" Tomoyo asked in a serious quiet tone.
"I...don't know..." I answered as I put on my skirt.
"You don't know?" Tomoyo wondered aloud.
"Well it's hard to explain...you see...I," I thought frantically, "Because the awkwardness, it was hard...he being...my best boy that's a friend and ...I mean ex boyfriend...no...not a boyfriend at all..."
I slowly slid my back against the wall as I sat down on the cold tiled floor. I felt hot tears burn my cheeks.
"Sakura...?" Tomoyo said softly.
She slowly opened the door and peered in.
"I'm sorry Tomoyo," I cried, "I'm trying to be strong...I'm trying...so hard."
Tomoyo sat next to me as I felt her warm hand touch mine.
"You have to be strong, but that doesn't mean not letting it out," Tomoyo whispered.
"I just...I miss him so much already..." I said softly.
My head was confused, my cheeks were stained and my heart was broken. I shivered slightly. How could something so important to you, be lost so easily.
"I just want everything to go back to how it was..." I mumbled.
"You know what..." Tomoyo suggested, "I think this calls for ice-cream."
I looked up at her as she held her handout to help me up. I took her hand as she helped me up.
°Syaoran's POV°
I was out of this world. Someone...I'm not sure who it was, was talking...but his voice was faded...I smelt cherry blossoms...sakura trees...sakura.
"Syaoran!" I heard the voice yell.
I snapped out and looked at the boy next to me.
"Eriol?!" I gasped as I realised I was facing him. "What are you doing here?"
"Syaoran, I met you at the Coffee Shop and then was decided to walk together to the shopping center!" Eriol said amused but impatiently.
"You did?" I asked. I didn't remember any of this. Wasn't Eriol not talking to me?
"Well I'm here now," Eriol said smiling. "Now I needed to talk to you about something and please pay attention."
His voice was already starting to sound far away...but the urgency in his voice brought me back.
"Okay," I said as we both sat down at a bench and I focused on him.
"I'm really sorry for ignoring for the past weeks," Eriol said with sincerity, "But that Sophie really had you around her finger."
My eyes went soft.
"Well Eriol..." I started.
"Hear me out first Syaoran," Eriol butted in, which was fine. "I just thought it could bring you back to us...it was my whole crazy idea, Tomoyo and Sakura just helped."
I looked at Eriol, "So it was your plan?"
"Yes," Eriol said without a trace of guilt.
"And why do I get the feeling you seem happy about this?" I asked with a confused look.
"Syaoran my friend," Eriol smiled with a twinkle in his eye, "Love is strongest when it blooms. Everything happens for a reason...so no I don't take back what I decided to do. I'm only saying sorry for having to hurt you in anyway. But you have to remember I'm your friend, and I would always do what's best for you in the long run."
I looked at him with the utmost confused look.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"All in good time my friend," Eriol said smiling, "which actually should be soon!"
I stared at him strangely.
"But the main thing I wanted to ask you is, are we still friends?" Eriol asked me as he held his hand out to me.
I stared then grinned.
"Yeah Eriol, we're still friends," I said as I took his hand and shook it.
"Great!" Eriol said smiling. "I wanted everyone to be on good terms before it happened."
The strange stare came back on my face, "What happened?"
"Syaoran?!" A surprised voice said.
I turned.
°Sakura's POV°
Tomoyo and I were walking to the shopping centers where they had the best ice-creams. My eyes were slightly red and puffy, but wasn't noticeable unless you stared at it.
"So it'll be my treat ok," Tomoyo said smiling.
"Thanks Tomoyo," I said.
"Syaoran?!" Tomoyo gasped.
I quickly looked in the direction she was looking. There was Syaoran and Eriol sitting at a bench staring at us.
"Tomoyo, Sakura!" Eriol called out to us, "Come join us!"
Tomoyo glanced at me.
I took a deep breath and started walking towards them. Tomoyo followed behind me.
"Hey!" Eriol said cheerfully.
"Hi Eriol," I said smiling softly then turned to face Syaoran. "Syaoran."
He slowly nodded at me.
"Well you guys, what you doing here?" Tomoyo said breaking the silence.
"Oh I met up with Syaoran," Eriol said.
Eriol and Tomoyo was doing all the talking. I slowly took my gaze away from Syaoran.
"Um, Syaoran," Tomoyo said in an uncomfortable way. "Can I have a word with you for a second."
"Sure," Syaoran said smiling.
A lump went in my throat.
"Me and Sakura will just be in the store over there," Eriol said pointing.
I followed his lead and walked off with him.
°Syaoran's POV°
"Look Syaoran," Tomoyo started. "I'm sorry..."
"I swear Tomoyo," I smirked, "you and Eriol are so alike."
Tomoyo looked at me in a confused way then smiled, "Don't tell me Eriol already did the whole sorry thing!"
"Yep," I laughed.
"Well I'm doing it again," Tomoyo smiled, "So bare with me."
I nodded.
"I'm sorry for being so hostile to you," Tomoyo started as her smile faded from her lips. "I just, didn't want Sakura to get hurt. When in the end, without you, she got hurt even more."
I was shocked when she said the last sentence.
"I'm sorry for hurting you in any way Syaoran," Tomoyo said sadly.
"Tomoyo, I'm the one who should be saying sorry," I said lightly. "I was just so ...blind. I'm really sorry for hurting you. For hurting Sakura."
"Syaoran it's fine," Tomoyo smiled slightly, "We just missed you so much."
Tomoyo hugged me.
"I missed you guys too," I said as I hugged Tomoyo.
"You know," Tomoyo whispered softly while we were still hugging, "She really does love you."
I opened my eyes wide.
Tomoyo slowly let go of me and smiled. She then ran off to the store Eriol and Sakura were in.
"Come on Syaoran," she called out to me.
I slowly followed her.
°Sakura's POV°
I came out of the store with Eriol as Tomoyo met up with us.
I heard I scream. I turned to face a girl drenched in water.
"Ian, you are so dead!" The girl yelled smiling.
"Only if you can catch me!" A boy said.
The girl threw a water bomb at him as it hit his side.
She ran off after him.
I smiled softly. It reminded me of that day Syaoran and I had detention.
I slowly turned to Syaoran. He was looking at me too. He also was thinking what I was thinking. I smiled. He smiled back.
°Syaoran's POV°
I was sitting in my room and it was late at night. I was lying on my bed thinking. Thinking about Sakura. Something that had become my daily routine. Deep down...I knew...I knew that I never liked her as a friend. I always liked her more than that. But what did it matter now...
Turn it inside out
So I can see
The part of you
That's drifting over me
°Sakura's POV°
"I love you Sakura," Syaoran whispered in my ear.
"You hurt me Syaoran," I whispered softly.
Syaoran slowly wrapped his arms around me, "I will never hurt you again. I would die before I hurt you."
"Syaoran...I'm not sure..." I started.
"Sh..." Syaoran said hugging me tighter, "We're meant to be together."
"...I know," I said silently.
I opened my eyes slowly. It was dark in my room. I blinked a few times. I looked beside me expecting to see Syaoran. But I saw, nothing.
And when I wake
You're never there
But when I sleep
You're everywhere,
You're everywhere
°Syaoran's POV°
I woke up the next morning and looked into the mirror. I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth. I had another dream about Sakura falling off a cliff. I stared in the mirror and noticed a reflection of a photo sitting on my desk. It was a picture of Sakura. I stared at it and shook my head. I was seeing Sakura everywhere.
Just tell me
How I got this far
Just tell me
Why you're here
And who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
°Sakura's POV°
I ran down the street trying to find Touya a good birthday present. It started to rain as soon as I started walking. I was running into each store trying to find a suitable present. His birthday was so soon! I ran past a poster saying 'The Li Charity.' I froze and stared at it.
The Li Charity
Help Lili have a home this Christmas.
I shook my head. I thought it was Li...as in Syaoran Li...I shook my head vigorously as I went back to looking for a present. I ran into Choco Café to get my usual.
"Matt," I called out, "The usual please!"
"Hey what's up pos?" He replied while making the Vanilla-Chocolate Latte.
"Oh nothing big," I muttered as I looked around the café. Then I saw a bunch of messy brown hair.
'Syoaran?!' I gasped in my head.
The boy turned around and he had blue eyes. It wasn't Syaoran.
"I think I'm going crazy," I muttered to myself.
"What's up?" Ol' Bob said smiling as he came out of the kitchen. "You seem to be in a bad mood everytime you come here now. Is it the Latte?"
"No Bob," I smiled slighty, "The Latter is great as usual."
Matt handed me the Latte.
"Thanks," I said as I took it and gave him some money.
"Nah, this one's on me," he said smiling.
"Thanks," I smiled even though I slid some money under the serviette.
I closed my eyes slightly. Then I saw Syaoran.
"Oh my god!" I yelled opening my eyes quickly and grabbing my latte. "I have to go! Sorry!"
I ran out as I heard Matt whisper to Ol' Bob, "You think she's alright?"
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
°Syaoran's POV°
"Hey Syaoran," Sakura said said.
"Yeah?" I answered.
I felt water splash on me as I looked up.
"Sakura," I said slightly nudging her.
"Right, sorry," She said nudging me back.
"Hey!" I said nudging her back harder.
"Right I'm sorry!" She said.
"It's ok," I said putting one arm around her shoulder.
She slowly wrapped her arm around my waist and leaned into me as we walked off into the sunset.
I slightly blushed.
I smiled softly. She always made me feel comfortable in my skin.
I recognise the way
You make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now
The water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain
Away from me
I shook my head as I feel pain wash over me. Something I could never have.'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
°Sakura's POV°
I lay down on my bed. Was it just me...or was I going crazy? I slowly hugged myself as I thought of Syaoran and imagined him hugging me.
And when
I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never
Comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
I slowly opened my eyes.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
°Syaoran's POV°
I looked at Sakura's photo. She is so full of life and love. I stared at her smile. It was a real smile.
'Cause you're
Everywhere to me
And when
I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
°Sakura's POV°
The doorbell rang as I sat up in my bed.
"Syaoran?!" I gasped.
I ran down the stairs and opened it.
"Syaoran..." I started
"Syaoran?" Tomoyo answered back. "Oh Sakura..."
"I meant to say Tomoyo," I said shacking my head.
Tomoyo stared at me, "I just wanted to show you the video tape of your concert remember?"
"Oh yeah," I said inviting her in as we sat at my television.
You're in
Everyone I see
Once Tomoyo pressed played, I saw myself dancing.
After I finished dancing and the curtains closed, the camera went around the whole theatre.
"I just wanted to have shots of the theatre," Tomoyo said laughing as she went to press stop.
So tell me
Do you see me?
I smiled as I looked at the television and saw a flash of amber eyes.
"Tomoyo pause it!" I yelled.
Tomoyo quickly paused it.
"What is it Sakura?" Tomoyo said quickly, "You scared me."
I ran down to her and took the remote from her. I rewound it and then press it in slow motion. Once it hit the man I saw I pressed pause. There was a boy with messy brown hair and amber eyes.
"Syaoran," I gasped.
I glanced at his hands and they were holding a bunch of red roses.
Miss. Kinomoto
Greatest dancer ever.
I'm sorry I couldn't make it to the front.
I smiled...and the smile turned into a grin.
"Tomoyo, I'll be back!" I said running outside in my light green top and pink skirt.
"Sakura! It's pouring rain out there!" I heard her yell as I was outside.
And it was. But I had to find Syaoran.
I started running.
°Syaoran's POV°
I lay in my bed. I didn't want to stay like this for ever. But I felt my heart was empty. The rain was pounding hard on the roof.
°Sakura's POV°
When I reached his house, I was soaking wet and freezing. I ran up to his door and knocked on it.
"Syaoran!" I yelled but the hard rain covered my voice.
"Syaoran!" I yelled. I walked back to the foot path to look at his window. The light was open.
"SYAORAN!" I called out again. I picked up a small rock and threw it as his window.
°Syaoran's POV°
I heard something hit my window. I quickly ran to it. Was it hailing? I looked out of it and saw...Sakura?
She was looking up at me all drenched. Was this another hallucination?
"Syaoran!" I faintly heard her yell over the rain.
Hallucination or not, it was still Sakura.
I ran down stairs and opened the front door.
"Sakura?!" I gasped.
I ran out to her on the road side. I felt my whole body shiver as rain pattered down on me soaking my clothes.
"Syaoran, I'm so sorry," Sakura said in shivering voice.
"Sakura, what are you talking about?" I said reaching an arm out to her.
She ran up to me and grasped my body tightly.
I stared at her and slowly hugged her tightly.
"Syaoran," she whispered slightly putting a hand on my cheek.
I stared at her hair clinging to her forehead and her watery eyes with water clinging to her eyelashes.
"Am I dreaming?" I whispered staring at her.
She smiled slightly, "No."
I felt relief go through my body.
I hugged her, "Sakura, I'm so sorry. I hurt you. I hurt you so badly."
Sakura hugged me back as the rain met the ground around us.
"I know you don't want to be my friend anymore," I whispered, "I know you don't want anything to do with me. But I do. I need you Sakura."
°Sakura's POV°
I hugged Syaoran tightly.
"Syaoran, even if I didn't want to be your friend or have anything to do with you, it would never happen," I said strongly but quietly. "My world is held together by you. If you left, my world crumbles."
Syaoran slightly let go and stared at me.
"As much as I tried to block you out Syaoran," I slightly smiled, "God would not allow me. Because you will always be everywhere to me. I need you too."
"Sakura, I missed you so much," Syaoran whispered. "I missed you more than anything."
"Syaoran, I missed you too," I answered quietly, "I was fooling myself to try and avoid you."
"Did I hurt you," Syaoran said seriously as he let go of me and looked intensely in my eyes.
I stared into his eyes, I couldn't lie, Syaoran knew me too well.
"Yes, you did hurt me," I answered back. "It hurt me so badly to see you with Sophie. Then, without your friendship, it slowly killed me."
Syaoran's eyes turned into glass reflecting amber. His mouth clenched and his eyes blazed.
"I'm sorry Sakura," Syaoran said in an unusual voice.
"Don't be Syaoran," I said hugging him.
"Yes I do!" Syaoran yelled letting go of me.
His eyes were in rage.
"Sakura, I did the one thing that I promised never to do to you!" Syaoran said backing away from me. "I hurt you!"
"Syaoran, my heart will mend," I whispered slowly walking to him.
"No Sakura, I was the one that broke it!" Syaoran yelled as he slowly fell on the ground.
"Syaoran!" I yelled with tears streaming down my face covered by the rain. "It's not broken. If you leave me, it WILL break."
Syaoran looked up at me, his fringe dropping drops of rain and water rolling down his face.
I walked up to him and kneeled down so our eyes met.
"I trust you Syaoran," I whispered. "I know you'll never hurt me again."
Syaoran reached out for my hand as I let him take it.
"I'll never hurt you again," he whispered.
I lent into him as our foreheads touched each others.
"I know," I whispered.
Syaoran gazed at me intently with his sparkling amber eyes.
"I love you Sakura," he whispered.
I stared at him then smiled.
"I love you Syaoran," I whispered back.
"I want to be with you," Syaoran whispered.
"You already are with me," I whispered as I smiled.
Syaoran slowly lent to kiss my cheek. Then he stared at me as I stared at him.
His gaze fell to my lips...
'I wonder what it'd be like kissing Sakura'
'I wonder what it'd be like kissing Syaoran'
His soft lips met mine as we kissed.
The rain softly hitting the ground around us.
WHOA! There we go! Omg! I'm crying! They kissed...TT.....
Well anyway, that took a while to right! Again I apologise for the wait!
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