Yeah, um, sorry for taking so long to update! Computer troubles that I can't explain. -sobs- Forgive me!!! At least I updated at all! I could've just deleted this story... then get mugged by my loyal readers because they want more... I'm loved, aren't I? Anyway, here's the part that all of you have waited so long for. I'll try to update sooner!

...I'm lazy. Thank you to all those who have reviewed! Review this one, too, will ya?!

Disclaimer: Why am I putting this? I think it's out of boredom... Anyway, here it is: I DO NOT OWN JOEY OR SETO OR ANYTHING THAT PERTAINS TO YU-GI-OH!!! ...Can you hear me now? lol

Samusa Naraku: Part Three

My heart has raised a bit. The black wings that have covered it, hiding it from view, are beginning to spread open, so that they can return to their original snowy white and fly again. I'm actually cheering up as well. I can finally wear a true smile, but it's never for long. But at least it's not fake. How could this have happened? He wrote me back.

I can't quote from it exactly, since I read it only once, but it said that he wants to wait. I guess I can understand... He wants to sort out how he feels for me. The note didn't say actually how long I must wait... It kind of hurts a little. Great, more waiting. I waited for at least some response from him, and now I must wait longer. It already feels a little depressing, because I haven't a single clue as to when I can stop waiting. And while I wait, he'll continue this heart wretching silent treatment, further putting me in the dark. I won't have a clue as to what his answer will be to me, so I won't know if I'm keeping my hopes up for nothing or not.

Kami... I hope he says that he loves me. Just to hold me in his arms and say those words that'll pull me out of depression forever. No more hurt, no more sadness, no more pain... Only bliss will follow. And I long for that day to come. It seems so far away, though... Like it'll never happen. He'll say that he doesn't love me, and it'll shatter me. I'll feel like I'm nothing to everyone, even to myself. But I guess that's the way I feel now. I sorta hate myself, but I'm not sure why. But then again, it's my fault that he's stopped talking to me. I'd rather be sneered at, called a mutt, then have this silent treatment. At least he acknowledged me back then...

Geez... I'm already jumping to conclusions. Maybe I'm putting myself down for nothing, and he will love me. I'll forget about ever thinking of what would happen if he didn't say that he loved me. Because then he would, and I'd be happy. You know, like in the fairy tales- happily ever after.

I can imagine myself just staring into his eyes, warm, loving, eyes, and just melting into them like nothing. I can imagine that beautiful, heart melting, soft smile upon his lips, just begging for me to kiss them... Gods, I want it do badly! It's tearing me up inside, just daydreaming of it! Damn... now I have this urge to kiss.

All I can do now is lay back in my dark little world, and stare longingly up at that speck of light that's been taunting me for about a week and a half now. I'm expecting Seto's face to appear in that little dot, and he'll rip these cold walls away, letting me bathe in the same warmth that he's in. I'm still stuck, not falling one bit. Just floating in the nothingness that is inside me. And I've halted on my wish to kill myself. No, that idea'll wait. It's still there, but I'm waiting for the outcome of all this. More waiting... I can feel myself curling into a ball in my samusa naraku, so tightly that my legs are starting to hurt. I want all the pain to leave me alone, just go away...

Hurry Seto... Come and help me...

END PART THREE

Geez this is short... But I couldn't think of anything else! T-T Gomen... I'm gonna make the last part extra long, I promise. Yes, you read correctly- Part four will be the last. So... will Joey have a happy ending.... or a sad one...? MUAHAHAHA!!! The outcome is held in my hands!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! ... I've been around JT too long... NEway, I'm gonna go write more to my other angst story now. (Should I put it up on or not...? HMM.....) PLEASE review, k? I wuv you!!!

To those who read my other YGO story, Teian no Kokoro: I'll update it as soon as I can, I promise!!! T-T Plz don't kill me...