And Love Said No
A/N: This is however many months it takes til the Warped Tour Finishes! This is their last show In Oakland, California. Why? Because I want it to be! Thanx:D
Kaylee's P.O.V.
Finally our last show has come. I wish it lasted longer, I'm afraid I wont see DaveI mean AFI again...
Someone knocked on the door. "COME IN!" I shouted annoyed that someone had interrupted my thoughts.(however crazy that might make me sound). "Is someone gwumpy!" Adam laughed as he walked in. I just glared at him and finished my makeup. Then I cleaned up and turned to Adam. "So?"
"So what?"
"Why are you in here anyway?"
"Uhhh..." Adam's face suddenly went serious and stepped closer. "Well to start, Davey likes you, and I mean REALLY REALLY likes you..." Oh my god! HE DOES HE DOES! Sorry. I'm calm now. I tried not to smile and I didn't trust myself to say anything, so I silently nodded my head instead. I knew the worst was yet to come. Adam continued, "And I know you like him too, but there's one problem."
"And the problem is!" I said, trying not to freak out. Davey was all I ever wanted. WHY THE HELL WAS THERE A PROBLEM!
"...Jade has very um strong feelings for Davey..." Adam finished. NO NO NO! I was freaking out inside WHY ME! WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME? I settled for just staring at Adam blankly. I didn't want him to think Davey liked some psychotic lady (which was what I was acting like at the moment)Then all my anger and confusion was gone replaced by fear and depression. "Then I can't be with Dave..." I said quietly to no one in particular. Before Adam could say anything, the door opened and Deb entered. She was her normal, crazy, happy self ... if that's considered normal. "Hey! It's time for our last show peeps!LETS GO!" she said grabbing me and running out the door and backstage to get ready.
Throughout the entire set I couldn't focus. All I thought about was what Adam had just told me. Now I can't be with Dave. If I do then Jade will hate me, and possibly Davey forever. Then Jade would probably leave the band and it would never be the same. And what about Davey! His best friend and lead guitarist is in love with him, plus there's me. I have ruined AFI!Oh this sucks...
Finally, the set ended. Backstage, we hung out for a few minutes and spoke of our "amazing set". Then I headed back to our change room and changed into my jeans and "HIM Love Metal" T-Shirt. Quickly I slipped outside hoping no one saw me. I just wanted to be ALONE. But of course someone did see me. Lucky me, it was the one person I was dreading to see. Jade. I started to walk down to the beach behind our venue, pretending I hadn't noticed that anyone was there. He followed...
"Uh ... hey Kaylee." Jade said rather awkwardly. He gave me a weak smile.
"Hi, what's up Jade?" I said giving him a smile which I hoped looked more convincing than his.
Didn't work...
"So Adam must have told you..."
"Uh yah. How'd you guess!" I said slightly sarcastically. I was ready to start running. Before I could take off, The Back door opened again and Davey appeared. Jade grabbed me and kissed me! Quickly I pushed him away, but it was too late. Davey stood there stunned for a second. Then, he walked away got in his car and drove. I didn't do anything ...
Jade's P.O.V.
Oh no... What have I done? I don't know why I did it. Maybe because I wanted Davey to think Kay didn't like him. Now he'll hate her, I never wanted this. Now Davey will hate me too. So much for showing Dave I love him...
"Buried Alive By Love"
Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders
And its weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is,
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible
To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murderAnd fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is
I should have told her
Embrace the fire indestructible
To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
Oh, it seems to cry is to know that you're alive
And my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
A deserted soul is gone
A cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile,
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
Buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
A/N: I know my chapters are short. I will try to make them longer in the future. Thanks for reading. PLEASE review. I need feed back if you would like me to continue writing. :D