Beginning Note: Hey again! I'm back so soon after being absent for how long? I'm going to my uncle's house (and the beach! The only time this year!!) and I haven't seen him or talked to him in months since he's ALWAYS WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm guessing you can sense some issues there. He works so much that doesn't come over anymore. It was a little bit different when he lived at our house. He's like a second father to me! As I said to my friend, nothing is going to get in my way of spending time with him! Don't worry, I'll write when I'm at the beach. I'd like to "perfect" my tan. snort What tan?! I'm Irish! I burn NOT TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have issues there too. I'm a girl of many issues, sadly enough! I'm really rambling. Not like half of you read this and if you do, you're probably laughing at me. shakes head I guess that can be expected! Oh well! I was afraid to write during first period because I don't know anyone in my class and even if I did, I think that'd be a little awkward. But there's a plus to this year! It wasn't my first miserable first day! My teachers are awesome! Especially my AP History and Honors Physics teachers! My physics teacher gave us the philosophical question that I want to see if any of you can get. There are three frogs sitting on a log. One decides to jump off. How many are left on the log? I'll tell you next chapter! (It's really easy actually.) See ya! (I wonder if all the anger in this chapter says I have some inner issues and problems that I need to work out…)
Chapter 7- Terra: 2nd entry
Dear Journal,
Oh God! Oh God! Oh God! I did it! They hate me! How could they not?! I was- I mean. The night started off nice though. Beast Boy was so sweet and made me a jewelry box. He asked me out on a date! At first, I refused because I knew that it would break his heart. I reconsidered though. I figured I might as well I might as well take him to some of the places I used to call home. I wanted the last time as friends to be somewhat enjoyable. I was so damn jumpy though. I saw Slade everywhere, like he was haunting me. I took Beast Boy to an amusement park that I used to go to before Titans Tower. We rode every ride and it was fun. Well, while it lasted. When we were on the Ferris Wheel, I asked Beast Boy if he would still be my friends if I did something horrible and he promised that he would! He went to kiss me, but Slade decided to appear out of nowhere and he started to fight Beast Boy. When we were in the House of Mirrors, Slade told him. He kept telling me that the Titans weren't my friends. Beast Boy called him a liar and said that there was no way I could be his apprentice. I couldn't stand it anymore so I told him. He looked so hurt. But I don't care! He lied to me! He told me that Slade was right about one thing, that I didn't have any friends. He promised me! I hate him and the other Titans! Beast Boy PROMISED! Slade was right! They were never my friends! They used me! All thy wanted were my powers! I'll kill them all and they won't have to worry about my betrayal of them! They'll be dead! Okay. I need to calm down and free myself of all emotions, except hate and anger. Regret, sadness, love. They're all gone. I don't need them. Not to survive. Good night.
Always,
Terra
Review Comments:
Fred the Mutant Pickle- I'm glad that you think I did a good job with Star. She's so annoying to write just for the fact that she doesn't speak how people speak now. I'm also glad that you thought the changing colors was funny. A random thing that sorta popped into my head. I'm also strangely calm. But actually, earlier, I was off the wall because today was my first day of school (as explained above) and it was good. Writer's block is a natural occurrence in my opinion. It always manages to hit when you're on a roll with writing, like I was. Haha! Not updating kills me too. One of my favorite writers, Linay, hasn't updated in forever, but that's okay. She's allowed to do that since her stories are amazing. Good things come to those who wait, as they always say! I'm surprised that Terra has so many fans. After everything that she's done. Though, I like her. I think she's cool and when she betrayed them, I started yelling at the TV. See you next chapter!
KelseyAlicia- Hey! I read your story and I liked it a lot. I knew it took me a while, but I thought that it was cute. I'm so glad that you like my journals. I hope that you will keep reviewing and that you will continue writing. See you next chapter!
On-thin-ice- Yay! I guess actually trying really hard pays off. Though that's sort of backwards. I worked for almost a year on my other story and got the same amount of reviews for this story as I did True Feelings. This was actually a spontaneous idea I must confess. Who knows? I hope that you will return due to my neglect. I will work hard to produce the next twelve chapters! I've been so busy, I haven't been able to watch the new episode or I forget, or my mom is watching something. My sunburn is all healed! I'm now tan, which is a surprise. I don't think that will last long since I'm going to the beach tomorrow. Oh well. I really appreciate your concern and thanks for asking. I hope yours healed as well as mine did. Sucks being fair-skinned. See you next chapter!
Slayergirl1362- Starfire is a fun chick. I can't believe that just came out of my mouth. That's scary. It's good to like cartoons at any age! My parents are continually telling me that sixteen is too old to watch cartoons and do all fun things that I did when I was smaller, like trick-or-treat. cough Yeah. I still do that, but this year, I have a marching band competition on Halloween. I'm officially offended! No candy this year!!!!!! I'm glad that you liked that chapter and I apologize again for not updating sooner! See you later!
Spazzfire- Yeah. Once you get the hang of it, it's not bad. But, in general, it's a little difficult. Yep. Honors English did nothing for me! No, in all seriousness. People don't talk like that anymore so it's hard for me at least to write the way she talks. It's easier to say in my head then it sort of makes sense on paper… sort of. You're so lucky that writing her is easy for you. Nyah! You stink! Just kidding! I can't wait to see you next chapter!
Tha fonix freeke- Don't worry about not reviewing right away. I've been busy with a side order of lazy for the moment. And don't bother thanking me for mentioning you. I have fun writing to my reviewers. I make some cool new friend too. It's okay about not liking anime. I mean, my friends don't like Teen Titans so you're allowed to not like anime. Yep band camp was part of my joke, but I really do go to band camp! I play a mellophone, a large trumpet like instrument. Actually, half the crap I say just ends up being funny. It's not always intentional. Har har. I'm glad that you'll be there to rub it in. You always need one of those types of friends. I'm just the queen of modesty. cough I always use no modesty with one of my friends and it's a huge joke between us. Yeah, we're lame! Cyborg's an awesome character! Fun fun! my chemistry teacher had dyslexia. That was the first person I ever personally knew that had dyslexia. Ah. I'm weird with couples. Depends on my mood! You should read my original fic, Unmei no Kodomo or Child of Destiny. I think you'll like it. It's on and I'm still Little Sakura-chan! I might do another Teen Titans fic. I'm not sure yet. I'm so glad that you think my story is good! It makes me so happy! Yep another Terra chappie! And yes, I LOVE long reviews, but you don't need to do a long one, just as long as you come back. See ya!
Dark raven06- Wow! I'm so flattered! I'm so happy to know that you really like my story and that you'd give it 52 thumbs up! Haha! I'm sorry for not updating right away. I've been apologizing to everyone for that because I feel so badly for making everyone wait! I can't wait to see you next chapter!
Ali raven- Welcome back from camp! That's good that you miss camp. I defiantly don't. Band camp so sucks! Only plus was that I got tan, which is rare. Cool! My friend went to a church camp thing. At least, that's what I think it is… I'm going to assume that because I don't remember. I'm glad that you both approved of my job of Starfire and lucky for the boys that you didn't fight. And, girls can always kick a guy's butt. I think it's a known fact! See ya next chapter!
K.C Whitestar- I'm glad that you think my story is interesting and I'm hoping that you will come back for the rest of my story.
Tjm- I'm glad that you liked the story and I can't wait to see you in future chapters. Everyone loves that couple and then others hate it. The world is full of mysteries!
Ali raven- Thanks for the support Raven. So glad you care! Just kidding. I have been a combination of lazy and busy. I've had so many things going on at the same time and then I had to get ready for school. I'm so sorry that I haven't updated and I'm trying! I've also had writer's block, the feared thing for authors. Can't wait to see you next chapter and I will try to start updating at least once a week!
Triumphantpicklej- blushes wow. I don't think I deserve such compliments though I do enjoy them. I'm so glad that you won't abandon me, though I wouldn't blame you if you did. I think I sort of deserve it since I took so long. I'm glad that I'm worth the wait! I'll see you next chapter!
Slayergirl1362- Thank you so much for doing that! It means a lot since I haven't updated and I was afraid that no one was going to come back! I really was scared, if that can be believed. I've been writing my other story and all the other crap that goes on with daily life! I'll see you next chapter!
Clueless90- Yikes! No I do feel lucky! My relatives in Louisiana started at the beginning of August! I'm glad that you're going to come and good luck with school and have fun! See you next chapter!
Titansfan545- Mommy! I'm scared that I'm gonna be beat up now. puts up fists C'mon! I'll take you on! Let's go! Haha! I'll see you next chapter!
Cloud Strife Omega- That's a little scary though it makes me feel good! I'm really happy that you like the story and want me to continue! I'll see you next chapter!
On-thin-ice- cries Everyone is being so supportive! I'm so glad that you too are going to come back. Lucky, lucky person. Ah. School's not that bad, but when you're a junior, you want it to be over so you can be free and go to college. I already have senioritis and I'm not even a senior! And it's not just you. The summer did fly by! When does it not though? Can't wait to see you next chapter!
Dark raven06- I'm so glad that you understand. Writer's block is probably the worst thing that you can get, especially if you are on a roll. Wow! You've been is school for so long! I guess it depends on your classes. I actually think that my first semester is going to be awesome since I have the greatest classes! Thanks for the hug and I'm trying with the writer's block. It sorta disappeared for this chapter but came back for Beast Boy. I was so tired because it was almost 12 and I had my first day of school in the morning. I guess I gave up a little. Oh well! I'll work diligently! On all the honor I am able to possess. Good luck with school and you too take care! See you next chapter!
Ali raven- I feel bad! I'm the one making you frustrated! I really will try! I promise!