Beginning Note: Hey all. Yeah. I've been really bad! Wah! Please forgive me! I'm still using the "I've been busy with school," excuse. I have finals this week. Thursday and Friday. Oh boy. And I took SATs on Saturday and played with my marching band in the presidential inauguration. It was one of the coolest things I've ever done. And I've done a lot of cool things! I've played at an AFC Playoff game (Jets vs. Colts) and in NYC at the St. Patrick's Day Parade! But being 10 feet from the president is a different story! Anyway, that's another excuse that I have! I'm going to type the last six entries tonight, I hope. I'm going to try and post as many as I can because I have two stories that I'm working on and I have the sequel to this coming soon! I'll see you guys next chapter!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Teen Titan characters, though it was fun screwing Terra up for my own purposes in this chapter! Heh. Terra lovers are going to kill me when they read that…

Chapter 13- Terra: 3rd entry

Dear Journal,

Another ceiling, a different place. That's not unusual. I will swear my allegiance to Slade soon. I hope it's very soon. I will finally be able to eliminate those Teen Titans. My revenge will be beyond sweet and I will relish in it! I am way past forgiveness and redemption. I can't turn back now. No more doubts. How far have I fallen? How far from grace am I? I'm sure the deepest, darkest corner of Hell is awaiting me when my end comes. I don't how I am able to look at my reflection. Ah! Why do I regret doing what I did?! I shouldn't. They deserved to die after what they did. Don't they? I think I should destroy this journal. I don't want any remnants of my time spent with the Titans. I have no reason to mourn my lost time with them. I have made up my mind. I'm going to burn this after this entry as a way of cutting my ties with former friends. Farwell for the last time.

Always,

Terra

Author's Note: When Terra asks her journal how far from grace she's fallen, she's referring to Adam and Eve's fall from grace. We discussed this in my English class last year when reading A Separate Piece. Sorry if the reference offends anyone. I just want to explain it. Adam and Eve were cast out of the Garden of Eden for their sins, so they fell out of grace. I hope that makes sense for you guys. If not, tell me in your review and I'll try to explain it better!

Review Comments

Fred the Mutant Pickle: Yes! Sequels are fun! I have to start writing it though. Ahem. I had fun having Cyborg rant about the system. You get more of that in the next chapter with him! Wheeeeee! Fun! Yeah… I'm a little hyper! Sorry I didn't update sooner! Major apology! See you next chapter I hope!

KelseyAlicia: I guess I can forgive you for reviewing so late… Haha! I'm just kidding. You should be yelling at me for not updating soon enough! I hope your computer is fixed. I like using my school computers though. The ones I have in my graphics class are the nice Dell flatscreens! Whee! They are so much fun! See you next chappie!

Ali raven: Or Ookami Youkai Ali I should say. Heehee! I totally LOVE the new pen name! Very shick! It's okay about not reviewing. I didn't update, so we're even! Heehee. Raven, CHAPPIE! Whee! My dad just gave me sugar, so I'm even more hyper! Yay for strawberry shortcake! Yummy! And yes, kawaii does mean cute in Japanese. Trying out some Japanese in a story? If you need anymore words, I might be able to help. I too, hope that you have a nice Christmas and New Year. I think you exploding would be very entertaining. I mean, I'll see you next chappie!