Beginning Note: As I sit here in my pajamas and eating pancakes for lunch at 1:52, I just realized that I could post the rest of the chapters this weekend! Yay! I don't have to go anywhere today until 7:30 and I have off on Monday for transition day! WHEEEEEE! I'm very happy about this! And I just posted a chapter not that long ago! Ah! The joys of time! I'll see you all next chapter!

Disclaimer: I don't own the Teen Titans, nor will I ever.

Chapter 14- Beast Boy: 3rd entry

Dear Journal,

Raven fixed my hand as best as she could. It hurts a lot. Heh. It probably was very stupid of me to do that. Then again, I was stupid enough to trust Terra, so what difference does it make? I'm in Terra's room right now. I just keep looking around the room, hoping and wishing for a sign that was she did wasn't real. It was a dream, a figment of my imagination. But I hurt too much for it to be a dream. It's so unfair. How could Terra tear me in two like this? She let Slade take her. It was her choice. I hope she lives with her guilt all her life and when she thinks about what she's done, she squirms. It would only serve her right. I have the jewelry box I made her next to me. I 'm throwing it in the bay when I'm done writing. I don't have the heart to break it. I worked too hard on it. I'll tie a rock to it so I can find it if I want to be reminded of her. I'm going to go. I need a nap because my head and heart hurts.

Beast Boy

Review Comments:

KelseyAlicia- You sound like one of my friends. She says 'girlfriend' a lot. My friend told me about that episode. I haven't been home on Saturdays lately, so I've missed almost all of them. Gr. She's going to tape it for me. Yeah. It has been a long time and I apologize. I think I'll be able to get another chapter up tomorrow because it's only the start of the semester and I'm hoping that my teachers won't give me homework. That would suck. See you next chapter!

Ookami Youkai Ali- Heehee! I love reading your reviews. Does your new pen name mean half wolf demon Ali? I know kami means wolf in Japanese so, I'm a little lost on the rest. Yes. Your profile is quite long and I can't wait to read the one shot that you make. It'll be so much fun! Whee! And I'm glad that you didn't take offence to the biblical referance. See you next chappie!

Fred the Mutant Pickle- I noticed that you three are the only reviewers that came back! SNIFF! Oh well. I guess you can't keep them all. They probably think that my story is still gone. When is the human race not busy? We always have so much to do and not enough time to do it. The way the world works will always remain a mystery. I think I agree with you about Terra. That's why I wrote her doubting herself, but then trying to convince herself that it was the right thing. I'm glad that someone else shares my opinion. I had a few people who completely hated her and was hoping that I wasn't going to make this into a BB/Terra fic. They were so anti-Terra it was scary! I had a hard enough time keeping flames going between characters in my other story that I wasn't about to do anything with this one. Plus I only worked with what I say. Take your time with reviewing and reading. I'm patient. COUGH Just kidding. No. I'll wait for all of you guys to review! See you next chappie!