Chapter 6

Inuyasha's dream while he was out of it

( A/N:note,this is a dream that is a memory as well!)

Inu's P.O.V

I sit here,thinking.What is wrong with me? Why am I feeling this way?Why do I get this feeling whenever she comes into view,or smell? Why? What is this?

But I just sit here thinking about my problems.I sit here in the dark.I got my electricity cut off,for attacking her.What the hell did I do? I only attacked her because she was telling me what to do?The feeling didn't like that,but it wouldn't go away! So I had to get her to go away. I did and Naraku punished me.

He's getting more extreme with his punishments.First he'd cut off dinner,and leave me hungry for a night.Now I get nothing for three days,and no lighting..I don't like the dark.When all I can see is dark.I'll never let another soul know,but it's true.I start to freak out some.Like I am now.I don't like this!

But Naraku will never know.But onto his extremeness,one of these days I swear he's gonna pull a Bazooka on me or something!

Now back to this feeling.What could it be?I am wondering this,when I figure it out.It must be... dare I say it... love!

No I can't love her! She doesn't care about me! But she has been nicer to me lately.is it possible that she loves me back?Is it possible that I could have a future with Kikyo!

( A/N: WAIT!111 don't go yet all of you Kagome lovers! I'm not done! )

I decided,i would find out!

I watched as the door opened and the room had light poured into it. And there was kikyo in the door.

"Kikyo",I said,thankful that I didn't have time to turn back,or change my mind.

"What is it 301?",she asked.her voice,I don't know what I felt int hat voice.Not warmth,that's for sure.Her voice was colder than a witches tits in a brass bra!

( A/N:My mom uses that line a lot and i thought I'd use it!)

"I have something I need to tell you,you see the truth is,I love you and i wanna know if you love me too!".

She didn't do anything,just looked back at me.And then she laughed,laughed that cold heartless laugh! Turned,and left me alone in the dark,with her voice ringing in my ears. And then it happened.That day! That terrible day,where my heart was crushed and defenses brought higher than ever before.My hatred for the human race of the people in this laboratory.Where my hatred was truly reborn for the first time since I was brought here at three years old!

( A/N: the day,was the day from the first chappie. The only scene with Inuyasha and Kikyo and Naraku in the beginning! Well this is the part I didn't tell you then! )

After the dart,the one that hit me in the arm,the world started to spin out of control.I fell,well,I tried to. I didn't get to,for she had shot another dart at me.Sure,it was Naraku who shot the first one,but she shot the one through my heart.And it's ironic that that was the most hurt part of my body,physically and emotionally.

Before I went black for a few years,I heard her mummer the most cruel words int he world.

" You pathetic,hopeless,monster.What makes you think that a lady miko of my prominence could ever love a filthy mistake like you! You lovesick fool!".

And then came the icy cold hearted laugh. And then,it was over.