Chapter 11

Kagome looked around her room.It was small and plain and white.There was a bed in the corner.Not a cot,a real,fluffy,bed with light blue sheets and comforter.

She sighed.The more she looked the more she felt like she was in a box.And that reminded her that she was.She was trapped in a building,with no way out,taking care of weird experiments for money that she couldn't use.

'maybe I should just get myself killed',she thought to herself.

And then she drifted off into and un-easy sleep.

flashback

( A/N:note that everyone of their dreams will be memories )

Kagome's P.O.V

"Mom",I call,as I come to the front door.I was home from school,but there was no sound coming from my house.Weird.Where is everyone?I enter the house.It is dark and gloomy,and I can hear footsteps.

I looked up the hall as I heard a crash. I started to get really scared as my mom screamed.After that nothing much happened until fire and smoke began bellowing form the windows,and then it hit me.My mom had refused my dad sex,and so he lit the house up,killing him,and mom and Sota ans ending my life.Well not really,I was still alive,but there is a difference between living and being alive!

End flashback !

Inuyasha looked around.It was dark.It was silent and dark.No windows no light,all alone,in body and mind. He hated it,it was hell.

His demonic healing ability was kicking in.he felt better kinda.He would in a day or two.This time thought Naraku hadn't beared any expense to try him on a new poison.He would have to figure out what it was.maybe Kagome knew. Oh,wait! When did he start calling her Kagome!She was a stupid girl,the stupid girl,The stupid girl who would one day turn her back on him like everyone else.Who would hate him.he wouldn't let himself fall victim to her kindness and nurturing.Well,if he would let her she would nurture him,but that was besides the point! He wouldn't let himself get hurt.Again.

And then,for some reason,that got him thinking about why he had gotten hurt the first time.

'Simple',he thought,'because I let Kikyo in on too much'.

Flashback

It was another normal day.Inuyasha was sitting in his room.For once he had electricity and lighting.He guessed he hadn't done anything for Naraku to take away that privilege,yet. He was 10,and bored out of his mind.He needed someone to talk to,a friend.face it,10 year olds need friends! But he didn't have any.He had no way to have any.He had been there since he was three and never interacted with anyone but his caretakers! And none of them wanted to be friends. They wanted to get paid,but it was weird! it was like they blamed the experiments for their captivated,as if they expected the experiments to have the freedom they were deprived of.

Inuyasha was looking at the door.It was scratched and dented and all from him.All from his fits of rage,the ones that had gotten him put in here.The same ones from the aching loneliness ans sorrows that corrupted his mind and soul.The same feelings that he hopped to go away in the near future.But his mind told him that that would never happen.And that increased the feeling that he hated so deeply!

He Finlay blinked for the first time that day,as Kikyo entered the room.

"Kikyo",he said brightly,"Whats going on out there?".

"Nothing that concerns you #301",she replied.There was no tone to her voice.

And then she did what she needed to do and went to leave in silence.

"Kikyo",he called out to her,"Don't go! wanna stay and talk? I'm lonely!".

He looked at her pleadingly.

"No",she replied as coldly as ever,"I have a life on the other side,unlike you,and I need to get back to it.I have no time for the likes of you,Hanyou".

And with that she left.

End Flashback

Inuyasha grimaced,not the most happy memory,most of them weren't.

'So why do I ;love her?',he asked himself before he even knew he had done it.

'Because',some little voice in the back of his head told him,'You can't have her,she's too good for you.That's why you want her'.

'But that would mean I don't love her'.

'No shit sherlock.

'Hey,who are you anyways?'

'I'm you conscious'.

'then why am i hearing you now when i could never hear you before?'

'I just switched to Verizon wireless'.

'can you hear me now?' ( conscious )

'Yes'

'good'.

'Whatever cut the crap!'

'Oh okay!'

"This is supposed to be a serious moment!'

'too serious if you ask me"

'Too bad nobody did!'

'Whatever! the point is that now that you can hear me,you don't know why you loved Kikyo! got that?'

'umm...okay'

'kay,later'

'retard'