Darkness and Inspiration
Tea
Kohari: Yay! I didn't have to think it up at 4:30 in the morning! It came to me yesterday afternoon just after I wrote Yugi-n-Yami's convo. Anywho, I hope you like this one. Next chappie: Mokuba! Remember, this is inside Tea's mind.
Oh, man. What time is it? 3:00 a.m. Crap. And knowing me, I won't be able to get back to sleep. Oh, well. I guess I could always just go ahead and get ready for school. Great. Darn shoes. Why'd I get Mom to buy me so many pairs?
The mirror. Why does it make me look so fat? In fact, mirrors don't really make you see yourself the way other people see you. You still have to reverse it.
Oh, no. Curls'll never do. What would Yugi like? Yugi. Why'm I thinking of Yugi? (shakes head) Shake it off, Tea. Stop thinking impossible thoughts. I'll just leave my hair down, like always. A few ribbons might look cute. But what color? I should probably get dressed first, huh?
Great, I'm talking to myself. Tea, you are so los ing it. (opens closet door) Gotta work on that. Now, what should I wear? The uniform, duh. What'm I thinking? Where's your brain, girl? It's Friday, not Saturday. Tomorrow's a half-day, thank God (in America, schools don't open on Friday, but we're talking Japan, where they have 1/2 days Saturdays, in case no one knew). Maybe I should enter the exchange student program like Dad wanted.
I so do not look good in blue. I think the color's ugly, personally. Most think it's pretty, but for some reason, it makes me look fat. I need a diet. What'd you think, Yugi? Oh, God. Yugi again. Stop it, stop it, stop it (smacking forehead against wall for each "stop it")!
I'm fine, Mom!
I hate white, too. Makes my teeth look yellow. Like I smoke or something. I feel sorry for the people whose teeth look yellow anyway.
Yugi. What does he think I look great in? I saw him look at me in a hypnotizec way on our date, but then again, it was Yami, not Yugi, right? So does that mean I love Yami, and not Yugi?
No! I don't love anyone! I don't! I don't! I don't!
Do I?
Who can blame me? Yugi's smart, sensitive...a spectacular duelist, sweet...
Oh, Tea, what are you doing?! You aren't in love! You can't be! You're too young! You're only a sophomore!
But then, there have been people who've married childhood friends. And Yugi's not even a childhood friend (a/n: Didn't they meet at that restaurant that their freshman year? If I'm wrong, tell me and I'll change it). I've only known him a year. Is that all it takes for someone to fall for someone else?
No! I've fallen for no one! We've been through this, me!
There! Finally got those stupid ribbons in. Hey, they look cute. Will Yugi think so, too?
Yugi, Yugi, Yugi.
Might as well face the music. He's got ya, girl. No matter how much you try to convince yourself, that won't change the fact you're crushing on him.
But should I tell him?
No. I'm just a friend to him, and he's one of the few friends I've got. What if he doesn't feel that way for me? I can't afford to lose him. I can't tell him. I can't make that sacrifice to our friendship.
I know I really should let him know how I feel, but...
Maybe I will tell him...someday. But for now...I think everything'll be just fine if this is a secret between I and me.
(falls asleep, smiling)
Kohari: Sorry it was so short. Anyway, review. And tell me how you'd like for the story to go. Thanx!
Tea
Kohari: Yay! I didn't have to think it up at 4:30 in the morning! It came to me yesterday afternoon just after I wrote Yugi-n-Yami's convo. Anywho, I hope you like this one. Next chappie: Mokuba! Remember, this is inside Tea's mind.
Oh, man. What time is it? 3:00 a.m. Crap. And knowing me, I won't be able to get back to sleep. Oh, well. I guess I could always just go ahead and get ready for school. Great. Darn shoes. Why'd I get Mom to buy me so many pairs?
The mirror. Why does it make me look so fat? In fact, mirrors don't really make you see yourself the way other people see you. You still have to reverse it.
Oh, no. Curls'll never do. What would Yugi like? Yugi. Why'm I thinking of Yugi? (shakes head) Shake it off, Tea. Stop thinking impossible thoughts. I'll just leave my hair down, like always. A few ribbons might look cute. But what color? I should probably get dressed first, huh?
Great, I'm talking to myself. Tea, you are so los ing it. (opens closet door) Gotta work on that. Now, what should I wear? The uniform, duh. What'm I thinking? Where's your brain, girl? It's Friday, not Saturday. Tomorrow's a half-day, thank God (in America, schools don't open on Friday, but we're talking Japan, where they have 1/2 days Saturdays, in case no one knew). Maybe I should enter the exchange student program like Dad wanted.
I so do not look good in blue. I think the color's ugly, personally. Most think it's pretty, but for some reason, it makes me look fat. I need a diet. What'd you think, Yugi? Oh, God. Yugi again. Stop it, stop it, stop it (smacking forehead against wall for each "stop it")!
I'm fine, Mom!
I hate white, too. Makes my teeth look yellow. Like I smoke or something. I feel sorry for the people whose teeth look yellow anyway.
Yugi. What does he think I look great in? I saw him look at me in a hypnotizec way on our date, but then again, it was Yami, not Yugi, right? So does that mean I love Yami, and not Yugi?
No! I don't love anyone! I don't! I don't! I don't!
Do I?
Who can blame me? Yugi's smart, sensitive...a spectacular duelist, sweet...
Oh, Tea, what are you doing?! You aren't in love! You can't be! You're too young! You're only a sophomore!
But then, there have been people who've married childhood friends. And Yugi's not even a childhood friend (a/n: Didn't they meet at that restaurant that their freshman year? If I'm wrong, tell me and I'll change it). I've only known him a year. Is that all it takes for someone to fall for someone else?
No! I've fallen for no one! We've been through this, me!
There! Finally got those stupid ribbons in. Hey, they look cute. Will Yugi think so, too?
Yugi, Yugi, Yugi.
Might as well face the music. He's got ya, girl. No matter how much you try to convince yourself, that won't change the fact you're crushing on him.
But should I tell him?
No. I'm just a friend to him, and he's one of the few friends I've got. What if he doesn't feel that way for me? I can't afford to lose him. I can't tell him. I can't make that sacrifice to our friendship.
I know I really should let him know how I feel, but...
Maybe I will tell him...someday. But for now...I think everything'll be just fine if this is a secret between I and me.
(falls asleep, smiling)
Kohari: Sorry it was so short. Anyway, review. And tell me how you'd like for the story to go. Thanx!
