Disclaimer: I own Kasey and Megan
Chapter Four
John arrived at his home in Boston late Friday evening and didn't quite feel the same. He did miss Kasey more then anything but knew that if he wanted her back, he had to change his actions and become a better person.
"What can I do to get Kasey back? You don't know how much I miss her. It doesn't feel the same without her." John said
"Well I know one thing you can do. But I need you to get off your lazy ass in order for you to do it." Torrie Wilson said as she walked into his front hallway entrance and making herself at home.
"Tore, what are you doing here? I didn't mean it like I don't want you here, but I am kinda in a wanting to be by myself mood right now. Sorry if you actually wanted to do something tonight." John said.
"Well, John. I actually wanted to be alone with you tonight. That is if you're up to it. I had something amazing planed for us. I was going to take you on a romantic canoe ride underneath the stars and then have a surprise picnic have set on the other side of the pond. But if you don't feel like going out tonight, I can always cancel the canoe rental. If you don't want me here…" Torrie said
"Wait Tore. You had all this planed for me. How can I ever thank you." John said
"Well you could thank me after we actually did it. Or you know, we could just hang here if you want." Torrie said.
"No let's go out. The fresh air will do me some good." John said
Park
At the park, Torrie led John to the blanket and food located at the edge of the pond. She then had John and herself sit down and relaxes. "John I know how much this hurts you. You know, since you don't have Kasey anymore. I know how you feel when you lose someone that you deeply love." Torrie said.
"Tore, no you don't. You know nothing about what I have gone through since I've lost Kasey. She was my everything, my life, my world. Without her, I feel like I'm nothing. I just want to die right now." John told Torrie
Torrie couldn't put anything into words at that moment and leaned into John a kissed him underneath the stars. John wanted to pull away, but as he was going to, he caught sight of an image in his mind that the person he was kissing was Kasey.
"Torrie, I can't do this. I'm not ready. I'm sorry. I gotta go." John said as he got up to go back to the canoe.
"What's wrong? Did I scare you with that kiss? I mean I thought you were ready to move on from having Kasey leave you like she did. I hope I didn't do anything wrong." Torrie said.
"Torrie, I just need to be by myself right now. I have to think about a lot of things. Can you please take me home?" John said
"Fine. Lets go. I was only trying to help." Torrie said
"The only way your going to help me is if you stay the fuck away." John replied