Auth... Ha gotta Disclaimer: Do I need to keep repeating myself. I own only Nightshad NOT the X-men


June 25th

Dear Diary,

Okay, something is seriously wrong with Gambit and the other boys. I can not go anywhere with out them following me at my heals. It is driving me nuts. And it is getting worse. Today Mr. Logan was looking at me in the weirdest way. I mean I've seen him angry, happy, and whatever else you can think of but I have never seen him like this. I really need to talk to Dr. Grey. But first I have to answer my door.

June 25th continued

Now I am FREAKED. That was Gambit at the door, and he was asking if I wanted to go out with him. I'm sure you'd think I'd be pleased and all, but I'm not. The thing is Gambit has tried this before but only when teasing. Looking at him he was dead serious. And his eyes looked stranger then they normally are. I mean they always looked strange but this time they were unfocused like he had taken something. My first reaction would be to slam the door in his face, but thankfully I asked what was wrong. Oh, I'll have to stop right now Dr. Grey is coming over.

June 26th

Dear Diary,

Gambit has an unknown pheromone in his blood stream. That's why he has been acting weird all week. Oh, I forgot, I need to explain what happened my room. As Gambit was trying to talk to me he suddenly collapsed in my arms. What I mean by collapse is a full on loss of consciousness. The thing is as he did, he looked like he was trying to kiss me. Kitty was the one who found us, or found me trying to shake him awake. I didn't need to say anything since she slid through the floor. A few minutes later Dr. Grey, the Professor, and Mr. Summers arrived. As Dr. Grey worked on Gambit Mr. Summers demanded I tell him what happened. I tried to explain that I hadn't done anything, that all Gambit did was try to talk to me (I didn't tell about what), and that he just passed out. Dr. Grey asked if he looked different in anyway to which I replied, " No more than usual."

Man, was that dumb. Mr. Summers began to get on my case when I hastily added,

" Wait, his eyes looked unfocused." That seemed to snap them back into action. Dr. Grey exchanged a worried look with the Professor and quickly lifted Gambit onto a stretcher using her powers, did I mention Dr. Grey is Telekinetic. Mr. Summers proceeded to demand that I tell him everything again, so as to make sure they got all the details. Suddenly a gruff voice said behind me, " Leave her alone, she won't remember much else. Besides I don't think she wants to talk to you."

Again I am woman enough to admit I leaped a foot in the air. I scurried quickly behind Mr. Summers. Hey, I recognized the voice and I'd rather he get diced first. The great Mr. Logan laughed. " Of course," he said, " You may do better than me."

" What are you doing here, Logan," demanded Mr. Summers looking irritated. Now you have to understand these two hate each other. I think it has something to do with Dr. Grey but that's only from what I've heard.

" Hardly," I said as bravely as I could muster, which was a lot, " I just prefer not worrying about using up my solar regenerative energy, thanks."

Again that was dumb but like my claws going out when I'm nervous, sarcasm comes out when I'm scared. I have the whole package, wouldn't you say. Surprisingly though instead of slicing out the claws Mr. Logan just laughed. I mean really laughed and looked as though he was seeing me for the first time. Which scared me more than when he's angry at me, that I'm use to. Mr. Summers look at me in his usual perturbed look, but thankfully didn't say anything. That's when things got interesting. Logan walked, or should I say stalked towards me. Silently he whispered, " There's no need to be scared, kid."

Yeesh, another weird part of the day. Anyway Dr. Grey said I should go down with her to the lab, you know in case I had whatever is wrong with Gambit. On the way down Logan came with us and I swear the man was staring at every move I wait. Not in that stern teacher way, but in a worried caring way. Let's just say I was glad to be away from him afterwards. In the med lab Dr. Grey immediately set to work scanning Gambit, she also scanned me but couldn't find anything wrong. Even after she got the results back, she still said I had to stay here, but I'm alright with it. Right now I'm just sitting by Gambit. I know now that it was the chemicals in his body were what made him act that way, but I still feel that what's happening might be my fault, sixth sense kind of a thing. Dr. Grey is trying to isolate the cause of this chemical right now so I don't have much too…