Ah, I remembered

Disclaimer: Okay you know the drill put your hands in the air and read this: X-men not mine, Nightshademine

June 29th

I knew something like this would happen. Remember how I told you that Gambit had a pheromone in his blood stream, and that he was moaning. The pheromone just became a deadly poison. It's shot up Gambit's temperature and made him delirious…. Sorry, he just grabbed my wrist. That's not the end of it though. Dr. Grey started scanning the other boys and found that all of them have been infected by the chemical, including all the male teachers! It's an epidemic, and we still don't know what's causing it. Wait a sec, Gambit's moaning again.

Sorry, the fever is getting worse. Like I said we have an epidemic and more boys are becoming feverish. We've had to move them all to the basement wing. At least we have one good thing on our side, Mr. Logan. He also was affected by the pheromone, but his healing factor has gotten him over it, sort of, he's still very weak. Dr. Grey is trying to isolate the cure and she's asked all the girls to act as her nurses. In fact I'm watching over Gambit and Colossus as I write. I hope she finds it… I don't need to lose these people. Right now Rouge is comforting Bobby and Logan, Jubilee has Pyro, and the list continues. Please, I'm praying Dr. Grey finds the cure and the cause. I'll be right back, Dr. Grey is signaling me.

July 6th

Dear Diary,

I'm in shock; there is no other way to put it. I mean I'm happy but just stunned.

I guess I should fill you in but….

June 7th

Nightshade's diary,

Hello, sorry you don't recognize the hand, Nightshade will write to you soon. My name is Rouge. Nightshade, sigh, poor girl, is in the infirmary getting treatment for her new mutation. Over the past few days her body has been releasing a toxin disguised as pheromones. She's been unintentionally releasing it to all the males in the school. Luckily Logan's body created immunity towards it and Dr. Grey created a vaccine for it. I'm sure your wondering how we found out that it was Nightshade releasing the toxin, well, I'll leave it up to her to explain.

Rouge

June 8th

Dear diary,

I see Rouge did what I asked and put in the slip of paper I asked her to type. Now I see I'm going to have to re-explain the nightmare. At least she told you it was me. Well, the basic truth is that the pheromone has the same 'signature' you could say as my paralyzing agent. Dr. Grey discovered it when she isolated it. I guess I should be happy no one died, don't get me wrong I AM happy no one died it's just, I would have caused it. I'm not sure if I could take that. There was no punishment or anything, in fact everyone was relieved it was all over. But I still worry. I could have killed every guy I know, even some I didn't. Sure all of them are nice to me. Gambit has started to treat me like I'm going to break, though. But still we all resume normal life. HAH! NORMAL! How can anything be normal for me when I nearly killed the people I care most about? You'd probably think I'm going to run, well, your wrong. I have nowhere to run to. But I am going to stop writing in this journal for a while. Bringing back old memories is just too painful.