Discalimer: Do I NEED to repeat myself. Look at the first few chapters.


August 11th

Dear Diary,

I don't think I've ever seen Rouge so upset. Normally when Logan leaves she'll have this sad look on her face a few days, but she gets over it. This time, however, she's gone all out. The last thing I heard was Ms. Monroe took Rouge to her room and tried to comfort her there. Now I know these next few words will make me seem like an insensitive jerk, but GET OVER IT! Yeesh, I know Rouge and Logan have this "connection", but she's taking it over the limit. I mean its ONE goodbye! And besides if he's so insincere to forget to say goodbye, then forget him. I have the full backing of Jubilee on this one, and we rarely agree on anything.

P.S. To show I care, I'd like to mention that both Kitty and I have agreed to keep an eye on Rouge for a few days.

August 13th

Dear Diary,

Well, I've had a few days to think and I'm pretty sure I was being too harsh in my last entry. Maybe I'm to compassionate, but it breaks my heart seeing Bobby and Gambit trying to comfort Rouge to no avail. I guess I can see why she would be hurt when he didn't say goodbye.

I know she and Logan's connection is based a lot on the fact that she knows him. Oh heck, she was him in her own way. The thing is I think she sees herself as his protector of sorts. Not that the big bad Wolverine needs a protector. But she's someone he can rely on to talk to. And believe me he needs it; those nightmares alone would drive me nuts. I mean… I'll have to tell you later, Mr. Summers just came in.

August 14th

Dear diary,

Okay, I'm not going to beat around the bush. First of all to assist in what I need to say, you need to know a quick thing that's been happening around the school in the past few months. You see the population just got a major boost of people with the X-gene, and that means, you guessed it, an influx of new students. Well, as you can imagine, there's been major rearranging of students. After all, certain powers should not be mixed! Anyway I ended up getting moved to a room next door to Mr. Logan (oh yeah, Kitty got moved there too). It was bad enough waking up from my nightmares before and hearing him mumbling slightly through the wall. At least then I had a thicker wall and Jubilee's radio to dilute the noise. Now I have neither, and honestly I see why Rouge feels for the guy. I mean those dreams are so intense. I'm telling you the truth, I've heard him begging before, and I swear I heard the man scream! That's what sends shivers down my spine. Whatever, happened to him, I think he's the only person who could survive it. And he barely withstood it.

So now I can go and chastise myself for not being compassionate towards him. And I know the guy has had a hard life, but so have I. We all have! He's the one who made it clear that he didn't care to stay at the school, so as far as I'm concerned good riddance.


Author's note: Please don't be angry at Nightshade (OR ME!) for her bad attitude. I'm a big Wolverine fan, and you have to remeber, she's learning a lesson.