August 29th Dear diary,
How can I be that Stupid! What do I expect though. I should never have asked Dr. Grey. I mean all I wanted to know is if mutants can sense if new powers are coming out. Of course, it was just out of curiosity I asked this, but then it gets blown WAY out of proportions. You remember how I told you I didn't feel right, like something in the back of my mind. Well, yesterday I decided to do something. During biology I asked Dr. Grey, as sweetly as possible I might add, if it was possible for new mutants to "sense" a secondary mutation. You should have seen the look on her face. She asked me as gently as possible if I felt like new powers may be approaching or something like that. She DEMANDED as gently as she could for me to tell her the symptoms I was feeling. You know it's not like I had a DISEASE! I was just curious. But like I said She blew it way out of proportion. She even got the Professor involved! He asked me what I meant by sensing my new powers. It took me FOREVER to explain that I was just ASKING A SIMPLE QUESTION. Anyway this has been a trying day so I'll cut right here.

August 30th Dear Diary,
If my life wasn't already difficult enough, now Gambit and Bobby are avoiding me like the plague. I mean they've been saying I'm way to moody lately and they really don't want to end up in Dr. Grey's care, which is a first. Honestly it isn't my fault! I don't know what's wrong with me and when I ask everyone starts acting up like whatever is wrong with me will end in sickness or something. I mean I don't really blame them. The last time I had a power manifestation ended, well…. Still, I don't even know if it is new powers. For all I know its just stress and I'll get over it soon. So for now I'll just have to deal with it till then.

August 31st Dear Diary,
This may very well be my last entery. If I ever make it back you'll understand why I left. Sorry, Rouge is ready to go. Wish us Luck.
NIGHTSHADE P.S. Professor if you ever read this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a pain to you and Mr. Summers and the rest of the faculty. I'll never forget what you guys have done for me. I hope that I'll be able to say this to you when I get back. Thanks for everything!