August 16th
Dear Diary,
So there you go, my awesome adventure. Hard to believe, huh? Blows your mind doesn't it. Well, I hate putting a damper on all the excitement but to tell you the truth it wasn't that satisfying. That is it wasn't as satisfying as I would have expected.
Okay, let me explain myself before you get on my case. You see, before all this happened, well. Ever since I've been here the Professor and everyone else tried to drill in us the evil we would have to go up against. I mean they kept trying to show us and teach us how to protect ourselves, and I'm ashamed to admit I fought against it. I mean I was all for control and being able to defend myself when things grew out of hand, but, I guess I never really believed that such cruelty could exist. Boy was I wrong.
Now don't get me wrong. In all the time I traveled around, alone, I did encounter the 'hatred' of mutants. But for me that was all it was. For me it really wasn't anger, it was fear. Fear of something they couldn't understand or change. That's part of the reason I guess, that I believed in what the Professor thought. I know, I know it is kind of wierd since I was...am a victim of the imprint of monster's like the creep. Yet, I guess I've been so young I just didn't want to think those kind of monsters existed.
But now I do. That's what's going lead me to say what I'm about to say right now. I'm not so sure I believe in what the Professor is trying to do, now. SO before you get on my case let me explain my reasoning. I want you to understand that I do want to protect people, mutant and human alike, just the same as the Professor. I want to protect them from monsters like the creep and his creature. The thing is though, I'm not sure if I can! How can I protect a society were they let monsters like that hurt others and just turn a blind eye? I mean what happened to justice! I'm not sure if I can defend something that the people I'm fighting for don't even believe in.
August 17th
Dear Diary,
I've been cooking over what I wrote yesterday, and I think I still need time. It's to bad time isn't something I have a lot of. Dr. Grey cleared us and the Professor is talking to us each one at a time. So far he spoken to everyone but me. I know it's weird but I'm nervous. Don't get me wrong it's not like the Professor is going to hurt me or anything, just the disappointment I've heard from him is not fun to go through. Believe me! Yeah, so I'm just sitting here waiting and waiting. Oh, Mr. Summer's is here so I'll write in you later.
August 20th
Dear Diary,
Wow!