Ok I know the last chapter had a few things in it I know people don't really like to read however this is a romance drama story so it fits. More sexual content, definitly for those over 16. Also some drinking which I recommned thatyou don't do to forget your problems.

Chapter 32

All I want

Kisty stood in front of the Industrial Illusions building with her arms crossed over her chest. Seto and Katharine were both smirking at Kisty as she stood there with Josh, as a blue car came driving up quickly. A tall young man stepped out of the vehicle and threw Kisty the keys, "Here is your car Kristen just as you asked," he said as Kisty and Josh walked over to it.

Seto glared, "Ronald, since when did you start working for my daughter?" asked Seto now recognizing the young man as a former employee. "The day you fired me, Kisty showed up and offered me a job with better pay too," smirked Ronald.

Kisty smirked, "You see, Seto, I take care of my employees that work under me, perhaps you should do the same," said Kisty with a smirk and then she glared at Katharine, "Well maybe not all of them but I see you have your hands full, night KAIBA!" Kisty looked at Ronald, "Thanks Ronald how is the wife and kids?" asked Kisty.

"They're good Miss Kaiba, thank you for asking," answered Ronald tipping his hat to Kisty, "Have a good evening," he spoke walking away to do his guard duties. Seto looked at Kisty a small smirk crossed his face, 'well at least I didn't turn completely her into me, that was her mother's side showing through there but the show off ness is still present,' he thought but his mouth said something else. "You are caring about your employees, you just cleaned up my payroll by taking my former employees, you're not that original Kristen," he snapped.

Kisty wrinkled her face, "Shut up, Seto, I will see you on Monday, Katharine," she said about to get in to the car. "Kristen Kaiba, at least tell me where I can reach you in case something happens?" asked Seto trying to be a father figure. Kisty sighed and pulled out pen and paper, "This is a cell phone number to one of my many cell phones, it will expire in 24 hours, don't trace it or bug it because it is one that I made, it changes it signal every 48 hours, so don't bother calling trying to find me, night Seto," she said.

Getting into the car, which was still running and drove off like a bat out of hell Kisty was the one driving. Katharine sighed, "Well, looks like those driving lessons at the race track paid off," she said jokily. Seto looked over at Katharine, "OH would you shut up?" he said enraged walking up the street towards where his limo was parked.

"What? I am only stating that you lost control of your daughter," said Katharine walking after him. Seto looked back at Katharine, "You were suppose to keep an eye on her, look at Kisty she is running around and I have no control of her," said Seto stepping inside his limo.

Katharine got in after him and crossed her arms, "Well whose fault is that, if I was you I would tell her the truth of why in the world you gave her that dam test in the first place," she said. Seto glared over at Katharine, "How can I when… oh never mind forget, it lets just get this dinner date over with so we can have some fun," he said with a grin, "I have some stress to be rid of quickly."

Katharine smiled; "I was wondering since you're so tense why don't we just skip dinner and just go to our little hide away for the weekend?" she spoke seductively as she walked her up her hands up Seto's shoulder.

Seto raised an eyebrow, "Horny are we?" he asked. Katharine smirked, "Well what do you expect, I have had a very stress filled day and so do you by your tone, not to mention we didn't get to finish what we started in the boardroom, because of my dam cell phone call I heard Preethi make," she said.

Seto chuckled, "Well then since you put it that way, I say screw dinner," he then picked up a phone, "Roland! Take us to the vacation house on the beach and step on it," ordered Seto. Katharine smiled, she and Seto then began to make out in the back of the limo while Roland drove them out of town to the beach where a little house stood in the middle of nowhere and only had a private beach and trees in the backyard.

Meanwhile Kisty was in the car driving like a crazy crook who just get out of prison, she let her rock music blare over the speakers. Josh figured that Kisty's driving was her way of flushing her anger, so he just sat along for the ride. Kisty pushed the car into fifth gear as she began to speed up hill towards the countryside. The rock music that was blaring over the speakers was Evanescence and Kisty was singing along.

(Note: I do not own this song and I was listening to this song while I was writing this story the lyrics are here to show Kisty's anger and pain she was feeling. Evanescence)

Now I will tell you what I done for you

50 thousand tears I have cried.

Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you

Just one night and you still will not hear me

(I am going under (echo)) do not want you to end this time

I will save my self

Maybe I will wake up for once (wake up for once)

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when I thought, I reached the bottom

I, hi, die, again

I am going under, (I am going under)

Drowning you (drowning you)

I am falling forever (I am falling forever)

I have to break though

I think I am going under

Kisty was singing with the lyrics Josh raised an eyebrow hearing Kisty's voice over the music, he was surprised that her voice was so angelic, yet, sounded as if it had been fueled by her anger. Josh smiled slightly as he saw that Kisty was enjoying herself, with the music, but started to fear for his life as his eye caught the speedometer on the dash.

"Ah, Kisty?" spoke Josh in a slight worried voice, Kisty not taking her eyes off the road and hands on the steering wheel and turning down the music with a button on the wheel with her thumb. "Yes, Josh?" she asked, keeping her eyes on the road.

"How fast are we truly going?" he asked. Kisty laughed, "About 90 mph, why?" she asked. Josh went wide-eyed, "WHAT! Kisty you're speedometer says 110," he said. Kisty glanced down at it she then realized that she was actually 20 mph over her intended speed. "Oops, sorry I sometimes forget how touchy the gas is on this car," she said letting up a bit as the car lowered to about 70 mph in a few moments.

Josh breathed a breath of relief, "Thanks," he said, "you nearly gave me a heart attack." Kisty laughed, "Now who is not trusting?" she said with a smile. Josh smirked at Kisty, "So where are we eating dinner?" he asked holding up the bag of fast food they had picked up a few moments ago. "Sorry if I seem cheap about it but I rather eat some place a little more private like, my place," she said as they drove up a private road.

Josh nodded, "I see, so why there?" he asked. Kisty smiled it was one that she used when she knew that she had the upper hand in the boardroom and she had a trump card up her sleeve, much like her father's trademark smirk that he used when was dueling and winning.

"You will see Josh, don't worry I won't bite," she said with a hiss of venom. For some reason Josh worried about that last comment, he had a feeling that Kisty had more then just dinner and her father on her mind; and then Josh started to make a plan that courted Kisty before they both did something they would regret.

The limo came off the private road and stopped at not a small but not a large house that sat with a beach in the front of it and a few woods in the back. Seto and Katharine stepped out, Roland waited for his orders as he held open the door for Seto. Kaiba turned, "Roland you can go home Miss Hawk and I will be here until tomorrow afternoon," snapped the tall CEO.

Roland nodded and got into the limo and drove away, Katharine and Seto walked towards the medium-sized vacation house that was blue but in the dark of night looked almost black if it was not for the white trim around the windows and porch you would have never thought there was a house there.

Seto looked over at Katharine and swooped her in to his arms, "got you!" he said with a smirk. Katharine let out a laugh as she and Seto started kissing as he carried her up the steps of the porch. Seto walked to the door and put Katharine down, he pulled out a keycard and slid it into the slot, "Shall we?" he asked leading Katharine into the house, she smiled and walked into the house with Seto holding her hand.

They walked into the kitchen, "I have to eat, my stomach is killing me," said Seto walking over to the refrigerator and looking inside. "You and your stomach," said Katharine leaning on a counter that separated the living room from the kitchen. Seto stood up, "Do you want to forget today or would you rather I call Roland to pick up?" snapped Seto.

Katharine rolled her eyes, "Fine just get me a drink, I need alcohol if we are going to do this, again," she said. Seto pulled out some drink mixes, "Very well but your making them, I am cooking, dinner," he snapped. Katharine nodded and began to make the hard alcohol, while Seto pulled out some quick dinners for the microwave, since he was hungry and wanted to eat, now.

"Here drink this," said Katharine putting a shot of hard vodka on the table with a slice of lime. Seto walked over to Katharine and took his shot with the lime and salt on his wrist he took it without a second thought. Katharine smirked, as she took her shot as well, almost exactly like Seto.

This brought an idea to both of them, "You want to play a little drinking game?" asked Katharine. Seto smirked, "If it would help forget today, that's fine," he said walking over the microwave and pulling out the food, "But we eat first," he said. Katharine laughed at Seto, "Fine, but then it the pledge then off with the game and bed," she said.

Kisty drove up the road and finally came to the top of a mountain where a medium sized house stood. Josh looked at the house it was too small to be a vacation house but it was not a small house either, two stories tall and painted to match the woods around it. Kisty shut her car door and walked over to Josh, "Something wrong?" she asked as he looked over the small house.

"No, just I expected bigger from you, that's all," answered Josh. Kisty shook her head, "Now, you know why Seto hasn't found me," she said, "Men! They think size matters to a woman," she said with a laugh walking in front of Josh. They started to walk towards the house when Josh saw something out corner of his eye and turned to see what it was.

The view, which Josh saw was breath taking, he could see the whole city from where he stood. A large plot of land was below him, which had a small mansion with a swimming pool and large backyard. Josh could make out two figures moving into the back yard, he was raven hair color man step out into the backyard and a fair-haired red and blonde-haired woman behind him. Josh thought he knew the two down there, then a big black dog came running towards the people that he was watching.

"Kisty?" spoke Josh, catching her attention; she was in the middle of opening the door to the house. She saw what Josh was about to ask, "That's Mokuba's and Lisa's mansion, they have two sons that are sick tonight, so the dinner was cancelled or I would walk down there and get my dog from them. I told you it took me two mouths to get a place of my own, in other words my little house in the woods, located on Mokuba's land," she said.

Josh turned towards Kisty, "Smart Seto would never thought to look in his brother's backyard," he said. Kisty nodded, "He has gotten close but Kisara some how throws him off the sent," she said. "Probably because she's your dog," Josh laughed; Kisty smiled in the darkness and pulled Josh towards the house.

Once inside the small house Josh could see that Kisty did not need much, she had a flat screen TV, a couch that looked comfortable, a coffee table, and a small kitchen. Josh walked further into the house he saw that Kisty had a kitchen table in a dinning room of course he figured that she sometimes had her Uncle, Aunt and cousins over for dinner. Kisty was in the kitchen putting the fast food on to some plates and putting them in to the microwave to warm them back up.

"Nice, place, where is the bathroom?" asked Josh, Kisty turned to face him in the kitchen. "Down the hall second door to the left, you can't miss it, and oh don't open the medicine cabinet, because it's broken," she said. Josh nodded and headed down the hallway towards the bathroom.

Kisty sighed she couldn't remember the last time she had anyone up at the small house the only one she could recall was when Mokuba was kicked out of the house to avoid the chicken poxes from Lisa and the boys had them.

"Ok your turn, now and this time no cheating," said Seto in drunken tone. Seto was swaying back forth like a drunken man in a bar. Katharine smirked, "But, If I did not know any better, I swear you leg was in the way," she said. Seto smirked, "right ok, one more round then I am going to bed," he said feeling light headed and his joints aching. Katharine decided to play fair, "ok, then one more bottle of vodka and we both go to bed with a round of twister.

"Ok ready?" asked Katharine as Seto and her wobbled to the positions. "Begin," said Seto spinning the spinner, "Right foot blue," he said. Katharine put her foot on blue, "My turn," she said taking the spinner in hand, and spinning it when it stopped, "OH you have to take a shot of vodka, Seto and then put your right hand on red," she laughed. Seto rolled his eyes and took a swig of vodka out of the bottle, then spinning the spinner to find Katharine's next position and taking a swig as well since it was the same hand.

The game continued and eventually Seto and Katharine were tangled up and very drunk finally the vodka bottle was empty as Seto took the last swig of it, with his head between Katharine's legs while she bent over his back with her hand between his legs. Seto took his last chance to win by playfully hitting Katharine with the empty vodka bottle, causing the drunken VP to fall on his back. "AHH, Seto!" she said as she landed on him in a fit of laughter.

Seto rolled over he couldn't remember having such a good time but then again he really couldn't remember anything do to the amount of alcohol in his system. Katharine laughed and moved over to Seto who was lying on the floor now, about to pass out. "Are you ready for the real fun now?" asked Katharine in a seductive voice. Seto raised an eyebrow, "What's real fun?" he laughed.

Katharine stood up and pulled Seto up with her, "before we go to bed the pledge," she said. Seto rolled his eyes, "You make me do this each time you and I spend the night together," he said in a whining tone. Katharine nodded, "Seto, it is a reminder that we are both free, and are nothing more then stress relievers," she said.

Seto sighed, "I, Seto Kaiba am not bound by any action that I may take to Katharine Hawk is nothing more then a toy for me to play with," he said in a drunk tone and the he hiccupped. Katharine, "I, Katharine Hawk, am not bound by emotion or anything else to do what ever I want to Seto Kaiba for the fun of it," she said. The two drunken executives started to laugh historically as if they were both insane. "And to think that Kisty thinks we're having sex together," he laughed.

Katharine looks at Seto, "But we are or at least let us finish our board meeting in the bedroom," she said pulling Seto off the floor where they had fallen laughing. Seto smirked, "I am too tired," he whined sounding a little too drunk he sounded like a little kid right then. Katharine rolled her eyes, "SETO! You are unbelievable," she said giving up on the CEO.

Little did Katharine know that Seto was just playing with her and was waiting for her to say the magic words, which she had, "Oh you have no idea how unbelievable I can be," he said pulling Katharine into a lust-filled kiss. They walked towards the bedroom kissing and striping on the way.

Kisty was slowly eating her cheeseburger; Josh was finishing the last of his French fries. "Umm, Kisty, are you ok?" he asked. Kisty took bite of her food, "Not really," she sighed. Josh and Kisty were sitting at the table eating their food, Kisty just had a sad look in her eyes, and this caused Josh to worry.

"What's wrong or is it taboo to talk about work or your life?" he asked. Kisty shook her head, "Taboo? Josh, are you taking me for a lunatic, I am fine," she said quickly masking the guilty feeling at her soul.

Josh sighed, "You didn't bring me home just to eat, did you?" he asked eating a fry. Kisty nodded, "I just can't turn into him," she whispered putting her food down and walking into the kitchen with the door swinging behind her. Josh looked at the door and got up from the table he figured that she needed a moment.

Kisty stood at the sink looking out the window she could see the ocean in the distance and the Kaiba mansion with its windows darkens. Kisty knew that her father was not home yet or that he was off at some hidden house probably sleeping with Katharine, which causes a sickening feeling in her stomach. "Oh Seto how could you?" she whispered fighting back the tears.

Josh walked to the door, he somehow felt Kisty's pain though the door as if she was calling out for him to save her, a damsel in distress. "I am not him, I am not my father's child, I am a failure," she said loud enough for Josh to hear. Josh walked into the kitchen, he looked at Kisty with her back to him, and she did not notice that he had entered.

Kisty looked down at the sink in front of her, she was trying to keep herself from crying when suddenly she felt two hands on her shoulders, for a moment she thought it was her father but then it sunk in he wasn't there, he was never there anymore, but it was just Josh, the guy came after her. "Kisty?" he spoke softly into her ear. Kisty closed her eyes, "Yes?" she asked. Josh turned Kisty to face him slowly, "Let it go," he said to her with a calm and quiet voice.

The young brown haired woman had not a clue what Josh was talking about, "let what go?" she said trying to hold in her emotions in check. "Let him go, he can't control you forever, you're free now," he said. Kisty shook her head, "No I am not Josh he still owns me, as long as he has that stupid contract, I am his, I feel as if I am a slave to him, now" she said. Josh lifted Kisty's head for she was looking at the floor now, "No, he doesn't he never had you, you are who you are Kisty, you're NOT Seto Kaiba," he said.

Kisty pulled away from Josh and looked him dead in the eye, "I am his daughter, I am a Kaiba, and I earned that name Josh. It cost me everything, but I am not about to walk away from what I am," she snapped.

"Walk away from what Kisty? A punishment you did not deserve a sacrifice that was made in vain. He gave you a test that has clipped your life from you or better yet your wings as if he took your soul and handed it to the devil himself. Kisty, he had no right to do this to you, you are a human being, and if you should be fighting anything, you should be fighting for your soul," he said.

Kisty shook her head, "What would you know Josh, you been in New York for TWO damn years, doing what ever you want, living your dream while I been living in a nightmare," she snapped. "Then wake up and take back the dream you once had Kisty! Be what you wanted to be happy," snapped Josh.

Kisty shook her head, "I can't! Josh my dream is to be a singer or famous, with my mother and have a family some day maybe, but she is gone and I am alone I have no one. You don't understand that, you have always had someone to watch you grow up, you had a father at least, even if Bakura and Ryou may have worked you to the bone in that damn graveyard, you still had them, I don't have anyone," she said full rage.

Josh shook his head, "You're wrong about that Bakura and Ryou have not one piece of relation to me, ok, and Duke Devilen is my real father Kisty. The man, would visit what, I know now is my mother's grave never once telling me the truth about who I really am and acting makes me someone else with a better life but I don't though that to the sharks," he shot back.

Kisty was taken back by what Josh said he told her earlier that day that he suspected either Bakura or Ryou but now it was neither of them. She looked at her feet, Josh had won, and now she was admitting defeat she was raising the white surrender flag, Josh stepped over to Kisty and lifted her head to look at him.

"Kisty, there has always been one thing that has kept me going and it was the fact of seeing your sweet angelic face, when you started showing up at that cemetery to visit your mother's grave each week. How you would always cry on your knees, at your mother's grave, blaming yourself, and forcing yourself to keep going. You did not deserve the pain you were putting yourself through; you just kept going on hoping praying that Seto would accept you or better yet some one would. Kisty you got that dream, you got Seto to accept you but at what cost your soul? Nothing is worth that, you are an Angel, if not your father's Princess Angel anymore, then my Angel. You gave me something to dream for, you kept telling me to go for the acting schools, you were a person who lived with her heart not some stupid contracts!" he said looking at her soft blue eyes that seemed empty and cold.

Kisty closed her eyes, she wanted to runaway from Josh, he could see right though her after all these years he still knew, her better then she knew herself. "Josh, I can't live with my heart, I keep breaking it, I don't…." she turned away from him and biting her lip, "I will not let myself become hurt again!" she said enraged breathing hard as if summoning her anger inside her.

"I am not just doing this for me, I am doing it for him, he is my father and if you can't accept what I am then just get out of here," she snapped, not truly realizing what she was saying.

Josh nodded, "You're right, you have changed I guess the Kaibas are a bunch of loners after all, and you need to be like your father. Call me, when the real Kisty Kaiba comes back, the angelic girl I fell for two years ago, the one that was hurt by Jake and kicked his ass for it to the grave, the one that had a heart, and lived with it," he said heading out the door of the kitchen.

Kisty stood there breathing hard her fists at her waist clenched tight. The door closed behind Josh, Josh versioned Kaiba chaining his angel in a cage, he closed eyes wishing he had the key to release Kisty, but he knew the he could not be a hero. All he could do was convince Kisty, to break out those chains and cage that contained her. She would then able to fly to him again one could only hope.