Disclaimer: I do not own HP, or any of the other characters in this story except Isabella D. and her family.
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Chapter 4:
(Isabella's POV)
The next morning I got to sleep in because it happened to be the start of the week-end. I decided that I would talk to Lily, and the others about what happened last night first. I needed them to trust me..Sirius and Lily knew my secret. I walked down into the common room and sure enough they were all sitting in the corner by the window whispering to eachother. Remus looked very upset, and Lily looked scared for some reason.
All I heard was Lily saying, "Guys, she deserves to know the truth..she's been our friend for awhile now, and i'm sure she's already suspecting something is wrong."
"Hi Guys! How are you?" I said very loudly, pretending I didn't hear what Lily said, I was too upset to even think about what she had said.
"Hi Izzy! Can we talk to you in private..maybe, up in the boys' dorm in a minute?" said Lily. I saw Remus look frightened, I thought that he was scared of me because of my powers. I started to get upset..either Lily or Sirius told him, and now he was scared of me. I trusted them...they promised me they wouldn't say anything.. I started to lose control of my powers again, I felt very betrayed. The only friends I had betrayed me, and were now scared to death of me now. I heard Lily whisper to Sirius, "Sirius, she's losing control..you need to do something before she hurts someone..I'll take the others upstairs, run and get Dumbledore.."
"Ok.."
Lily grabbed James' hand and called the others, she yelled, "Everyone out of the common room, now!"
Everyone started scrambling out of the portrait. Objects were being hurled everywhere. For some reason, all I wanted to do was cause hurt to another person..I couldn't control myself, I needed to get control of my emotions, and fast...I tried as hard as I could but it wasn't working. All of the sudden, I saw Sirius approaching me, he was ducking and using his wand to avoid the objects. He finally got to me and wrapped his arms around me, in a hug. All of the objects stopping spinning, and fell to the floor. I felt calm again. I started to break down crying on his shoulder.
He held me for what seemed like hours, until he said, "Isabella, why don't you just go upstairs and rest..we'll talk later alright?"
"Why did you tell Remus about me? I trusted you? You betrayed me! Now he and Peter are afraid of me! How could you do that?"
"Isabella, you need to calm down before you lose it again, I know your upset..I didn't say anything about you..Remus is not afraid of you..if anything he's scared that your frightened of him!" he said. What have I done...
"Sirius, what do you mean? You guys didn't say anything about me?" I asked.
"No! We wanted to tell you what happened last night..and i'm sure you've probably already figured it out by now...just listen..we'll talk to you about it later alright?"
"Alright," I said. While he walked be back upstairs I turned to him and said "Sirius, I'm sorry for freaking out on you..it's just I thought you guys had told them about me and I got really upset...and" "Isabella, Dumbledore called Lily and I into his office this morning and told us to stay with you at all times because right now while your powers are devleoping, you are highly sensitive..at least until you can learn to control them..that is.."
"Thanks Sirius..your a great friend.." He looked at me with this look in his eyes..I didn't know what else to say so I just continued to walk upstairs.
Later that afternoon, while I was starting to read ahead for Charms class, Lily and the guys all walked into the room. I sat up but decided to stay silent. "Izzy.." Lily said, "We need to talk to you..you see..Remus..why don't you tell her?"
He looked into my eyes, and said, "Isabella, I am..I am..I am a werewolf..the one you saw last night, to be exact.." I was in shock..Remus is a gentle and loving person, I could never imagine him turning into a beast like that...Oh no! I think he took my silence for my answer because he put his head down and began to slowly leave the room. I quickly got off the bed and ran to him. I gave him a huge hug. I felt him tense at first, but then he returned the hug. I realized that since he had been honest with me..I had better tell them the truth as well.
"Guys, I have something to tell you all too.." They didn't say anything so I continued. "I have these..magical powers..you see, I can see visions, and I can do wandless magic..the bad thing is that I cannot control my powers yet..i'm starting lessons tonight with Dumbledore though.." I put my head down because I didn't want to see their expressions..all of the sudden, they all jumped on me. I have never been so happy, they excepted me for who I was..Peter looked nervous though for some reason..at last after a while of staring at me, he smiled and then mumbled something about needing to go to the bathroom and left the room. For the rest of the afternoon, I played Wizards' Chess against Remus and Sirius..while Lily and James were out on a date. I wasn't sure where Peter went off to though, he should have been back by now..Oh well..I hope Lily's having fun hehehe
Around 5:50 I realized that I had better start heading to Dumbledore's 'Office'. So I headed out the portrait 'door' and began to walk. As I was approaching one of the many staircases, I started to fall for some reason, just in time I managed to grab another stair and hold on..Ahhh a trick stair..oh dear! What am I going to do? I saw Amos walking,
"Amos!" I yelled "Help me!" He ran over toward me and helped me up, I realized how strong he really was.
"Do you play quidditch?" I blurted out.
He smiled at me, "Yea, I'm the seeker for Hufflepuff..captain of the team as well actually..."
Wow! He's hott, and he's athletic..I must be in heaven "Thanks for helping me.."
"Anytime" he said and began to walk away.
"Hey! Would you like to meet me in the library tomorrow to help me catch up on some of the things you guys already learned before I came?" I asked.Where the hell did that come from..me and my stupid mouth..
"Yea, that sounds great..so, tomorrow around...3:00?"
"Sure..3:00..in the library.." I said, and he smiled walked away. Something about his smile made me fell weak in the knees. I couldn't believe I had just actually done that. What had I been thinking? I was going to be late so I walked into Dumbledore's office. He started off by asking me if I had ever been trained by my parents before..I said "Just a little bit.." for the next three hours, he threw objects, and spells at me and I would have to either dodge them, or fling them back at him using my wandless magic. He also told me that he was going to teach me how to keep people from reading my mind, but first we had to master wandless magic. By 9:00 I was ready to eat and go to bed. I said Goodnight, and gave him a hug.
He said "Isabella, Your room in the HeadGirls' tower is set up." I was so excited, now I could see Lily more! As I laid in bed that night for some reason all I could think of was Amos. I needed to find out some things about him. I walked to Lily's room, and knocked.
"Yes?" she said tiredly. "I was wondering how well you know Amos Diggory.." I said.
Lily looked up at me in suprise, "Why?"
"Ummm..hehe well, I think I like him..alright, I'm going to go to the library with him tomorrow, and I wanted to know if he's a nice person..that's all..and why does James not like him? I'm sorry I'm babbling..." Lily suddenly put her hand in front of my mouth to stop me from talking.
"Izzy, calm down! James hates him because he's a seeker..and well because in 4th year he and I dated breifly before I hooked up with James. Amos is a really nice guy, he's a polite gentleman too. I think you two would make a great couple!"
"Alright, thanks Lily!" We both said night to eachother and went to bed.
AN: Please review! I'm sorry if there are some mistakes in this chapter and that is a kinda short, but my computer is broken, so I can't use word. I have to use WordPad on my little sister computer for the time being..sorry!
