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GOB: I'm back.
Kai: Hn. You don't seem so thrilled about it, why? Not that I care or anything...
GOB: I'm just going through a really tough time right now. I don't really want to talk about it...
Kai: *frown* OK then. GOB doesn't own Beyblade.
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Thanks You's:
*^~ Kaiswings: Thank you! Especially for actually ANSWERING my questions! And I will make them move around a bit, but not to much, cause that would be hard...
*^~ MasterFranny: YAY! I'm glad you liked that chapter!
*^~ Hiwatari-Gurl: Your friend should think you're crazy! YOU ARE! LMAO! Well, here's the next update!
*^~ Dragonblade: I don't know where sheep is, do you? BAH! S-BAH! And sorry, but they'll be moving around A BIT, but they'll end up heading back to Russia!
*^~ False-Image: YAY! You like fic! Glad you liked my poems!
*^~ Kawii Angel: This update soon enough? I know it takes me a while to update, so I'm really sorry!
*^~ Lychee Fairy: Yay! I know I can always count on you (for more than just reviews!) and I really appreciate it ! HUGS!!!!!!!
*^~ Wateva: Glad you like my fic! Glad you like my stories! GLAD YOU LIKE STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*^~ Demon's-gurl: Well, here's the next chapter, so now you know what happens next!
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GOB: Wow, 44 reviews for just 6 chapters... That's a lot...
Kai: Yeah, I thought you'd only get... none, actually.
GOB: Meanie...
Kai: That's it. Meanie? What kind of comeback is THAT?
GOB: Leave me alone...
Kai: *frowns*
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"Shit shit shit shit shit..." Rei muttered, "WHY CAN'T THINGS EVER GO RIGHT FOR US???"
"Calm down Rei. We all feel frustrated right now," Kenny said, running a hand through his messy brown hair, "We just have to hope that our sincerity will let us get through to Kai, or maybe even vice versa."
"Yeah!," Max said, trying to be enthusiastic, "Who knows? Maybe Kai'll get so pissed off with us, he'll explode, telling us what's been bothering him!"
The others all looked at him, and then, couldn't help laughing, though their laughs were tinted with misery.
"Come on you guys," Rei said, calming down, "Let's go."
"Umm, Rei?" Max asked, glancing around.
"Yah?"
"Where did Tyson go?"
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^* Somewhere Else In The Airport *^
"HI!!! MY NAME IS TYSON!!! HAVE YOU SEEN A GUY NAMED KAI??? TWO TONED BLUE HAIR? WHITE SCARF? CRIMSON EYES? RED ARM GUARDS? COLD PERSONALITY???????"
Yah. Tyson is a complete idiot...
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*^* Back To The Guys That Really Matter ^_^ *^*
"Kai?" Tala asked quietly, while entering the room. He never bothered knocking. Back in the abbey, he and Kai always just barged into each others room, not really caring about 'privacy'. After all, they were in the abbey. Boris and Voltaire made sure to know what was going on all the time.
"Maybe they tried, but come on. Like they EVER knew what we were REALLY up to." Kai said smirking, leaning against the railing on the balcony. Tala shivered slightly as the cool, evening wind blew through the open doors of the balcony.
"How the hell..." Tala muttered, walking towards Kai, wondering how Kai knew what he was thinking.
"I've known you too damn long..." Kai replied, "I still can't tell if that's a good thing... or an extremely bad thing!"
"Shut up Blue Boy."
"Make me Red."
In response, Tala stuck out his tongue.
"Real mature Ivanov!"
"Aren't I?"
"What do you want? You can't have just come here to act like an idiot... or Ian... Or Tyson..."
Tala glared at Kai, then his expression sobered. He sighed and gazed up at the stars. And gasped.
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"But guys! Those people may have seen Kai!!!!!" Tyson wailed as Rei and Max dragged him to the waiting taxi. Kenny was waiting there, with a slight sweatdrop, thinking,
"I bet Kai could get him to stop whining and grow up..."
"Let Me Go!!!" Tyson wailed, trying to escape the grip of his captors.
"He always could..." Kenny added, as an afterthought.
"Hey Tyson!" Max said, struggling with holding onto the bluenettes arm.
"What?" Tyson stopped stock still, causing Max and Rei to nearly trip, and looked at Max with questioning eyes.
"Ever thought of the fact that THEY CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU???? THEY'RE RUSSIAN! THEY SPEAK RUSSIAN!!!!!! BBBBBBBAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! YOU'RE DRIVING ME INSANE!!!!! *Pant* *Pant*" Max exploded.
"Geez Maxie. Lighten up! Stop being such a ... such a... such a... WAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" Tyson started light heartedly, but ended up crying.
"Tyson! What's wrong? If I hurt your feelings, I'm sorry!" Max said worriedly. They didn't need another team member leaving. Heck, they needed all their power and more if they were going to get Kai back!
"*Sniff* No, you didn't *sniff* hurt my feelings Max *sniff*, I just *sniff* remembered *sniff* THAT'S WHAT I USED TO SAY TO Kai!!! WAHHHHH!"
Tyson wailed at the memory, and at the thought he could never tell Kai to lighten up again, never to call him such a wet blanket, never to annoy him again! It was more than he could bare.
"Oh Tyson..." Max said dejectedly, as he, Rei, Kenny, and Tyson, entered the waiting (though none to patiently) taxi cab, and gave the directions to the cab driver, who, through some stroke of luck (the first bit of luck the Bladebreakers, what was left of them, had experienced since Kai disappeared), spoke and understood Japanese.
They drove through the streets of Moscow, looking out the window at the sights.
But what they were really looking for...
was a sight of Kai.
Until then, all they could do was search.
All they could ever do was search.
They never really could talk to him.
Or find him, for that matter.
But this time...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
It would be different.
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"What?" Kai asked Tala, who responded, some what awed,
"I didn't realize what a clear night it was. There're so many stars out..."
Kai smiled slightly, and answered with an,
"I'm not standing here because I want to freeze my ass off, you know."
Tala smirked, and both boys fell silent. Sensing that Kai really needed some time alone, Tala silently slipped away, leaving Kai to the night sky, and bright stars.
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*^ Tala's P.O.V. ^*
(GOB: I know, I know. But believe me! This P.O.V. is important!!! Kai: Yeah right, you just can't think of any better way of writing this part! GOB: Bah... Max: Sheep? Sheep back???)
Man... Sometimes, life really bites. I want to help Kai, I just.. I just don't know how! Some kind of friend I am. Kai was always there for me. I remember, back at the abbey, whenever anyone needed help, Kai was the one we always went to. And with his quick thinking, and ingenious plans, he was always able to make us feel better, or help us out with our problems.
Come to think of it... I don't think anyone ever helped Kai out with a problem, or even knew if he was feeling hurt, or sad... he never liked 'burdening' us, as he put it, with his problems.
But... I always knew...
I don't know how I did, but it seemed like I could always tell when Kai was upset. I'm immensely glad about that, though. I think Kai is too...
No matter what anyone thinks, Kai does NOT like going through all of life alone. He just learned to be like that because of the abbey. Because of Boris...
Because...
Of Voltaire...
^* Out Of P.O.V. But Still With Tala! *^
Tala wandered aimlessly around the hotel, lost in his thoughts. As he waited for an elevator to take him back up to the floor where his room was, he happened to glance out the window, into the drop off zone in front of the hotel.
He then proceeded to freeze in shock.
There were... Max, Kenny, Rei, and Tyson!!!
They had obviously come to look for Kai, and through some sort of extremely twisted fate, they were staying at the very hotel he and Kai were.
Tala knew that Kai was no where near ready to face his ex-teammates.
Ex-teammates... It hurt Tala to think of them like that. He knew, even though Kai would die before admitting it, that the four boneheads had grown on Kai, and that Kai did indeed, except them as friends.
He had to get Kai and get out of the hotel, hell, Russia, as soon as possible.
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*^ Kai's Journal Entry ^*
(GOB: Long chapter, eh? Well, it's almost over, and I've been saving the best for last! JOURNAL ENTRY GOODNESS!!! YAY!!!)
Strange.
It's really quite strange, how a simple clear night, can make everything wrong in life, seem slightly less important.
Note, I said SLIGHTLY. Life still sucks. No, let me correct that, MY life sucks.
Nothing seems to be changing. I'm hiding behind a mask of lies. And no one seems to notice.
I remember the few, very few, times I asked for help, for someone to just listen to me. Instead, I was ignored, locked away on my own. And I did what I needed to in order to survive. I became just that. Alone.
::::::: A sound in the calm
::::::: Falling upon deaf ears
::::::: A twisted problem left unsolved
::::::: A morbid mind creating its own fears
::::::: On the outside
::::::: Trying to look strong and innocent
::::::: But on the inside
::::::: Believing my thoughts are morally wrong
::::::: And trying to keep my heart from total ferment
::::::: Hiding my face
::::::: Behind a mask of lies
::::::: Ugly truth lined with lace
::::::: From behind the curtain I scream the question
::::::: "Why?"
::::::: But unto no one's ears does my one question fall
::::::: Perhaps it is not I who is deaf
::::::: Maybe it is you all.
I need to break away, to find out who I really am. When I look into the mirror, I don't see me.
I see The Kai Hiwatari; The Leader Of The Bladebreaker; The Famous BeyBlader; Grandson Of Voltaire Hiwatari (no really?); Cold, Heartless, Bastard...
But I am none of those. And yet, at the same time, I am all of those. But more.
I am not 'The' Kai Hiwatari.
I am just Kai. That's all I've ever been. All I will ever be.
If that's good enough for me, why isn't it good enough for anyone else?
Why-
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"Kai! WE GOT TO PACK NOW! THE BLADEBREAKERS ARE HERE LOOKING FOR YOU!!!"
Kai shot up and immediately began to pack up his things. He didn't know why the Bladebreakers would bother looking for him, but he knew he wasn't ready to face them.
Not quite yet...
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GOB: YAY! It's done! Phew, this is like 9 pages long! Longest chapter of Depth yet! Now, everyone listen up, check out Bladbreaker On Strike by Me and Lychee Fairy! It's under her account so look it up by name, author, or here's the link! Take out any spaces!
Http:// www. php?storyid= 1692001
Max: Review!
Tala: Review!
Rei: Review!
Kenny: Review!
Tyson: Review!
Kai: Hn...
GOB: I'm back.
Kai: Hn. You don't seem so thrilled about it, why? Not that I care or anything...
GOB: I'm just going through a really tough time right now. I don't really want to talk about it...
Kai: *frown* OK then. GOB doesn't own Beyblade.
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Thanks You's:
*^~ Kaiswings: Thank you! Especially for actually ANSWERING my questions! And I will make them move around a bit, but not to much, cause that would be hard...
*^~ MasterFranny: YAY! I'm glad you liked that chapter!
*^~ Hiwatari-Gurl: Your friend should think you're crazy! YOU ARE! LMAO! Well, here's the next update!
*^~ Dragonblade: I don't know where sheep is, do you? BAH! S-BAH! And sorry, but they'll be moving around A BIT, but they'll end up heading back to Russia!
*^~ False-Image: YAY! You like fic! Glad you liked my poems!
*^~ Kawii Angel: This update soon enough? I know it takes me a while to update, so I'm really sorry!
*^~ Lychee Fairy: Yay! I know I can always count on you (for more than just reviews!) and I really appreciate it ! HUGS!!!!!!!
*^~ Wateva: Glad you like my fic! Glad you like my stories! GLAD YOU LIKE STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*^~ Demon's-gurl: Well, here's the next chapter, so now you know what happens next!
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GOB: Wow, 44 reviews for just 6 chapters... That's a lot...
Kai: Yeah, I thought you'd only get... none, actually.
GOB: Meanie...
Kai: That's it. Meanie? What kind of comeback is THAT?
GOB: Leave me alone...
Kai: *frowns*
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"Shit shit shit shit shit..." Rei muttered, "WHY CAN'T THINGS EVER GO RIGHT FOR US???"
"Calm down Rei. We all feel frustrated right now," Kenny said, running a hand through his messy brown hair, "We just have to hope that our sincerity will let us get through to Kai, or maybe even vice versa."
"Yeah!," Max said, trying to be enthusiastic, "Who knows? Maybe Kai'll get so pissed off with us, he'll explode, telling us what's been bothering him!"
The others all looked at him, and then, couldn't help laughing, though their laughs were tinted with misery.
"Come on you guys," Rei said, calming down, "Let's go."
"Umm, Rei?" Max asked, glancing around.
"Yah?"
"Where did Tyson go?"
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^* Somewhere Else In The Airport *^
"HI!!! MY NAME IS TYSON!!! HAVE YOU SEEN A GUY NAMED KAI??? TWO TONED BLUE HAIR? WHITE SCARF? CRIMSON EYES? RED ARM GUARDS? COLD PERSONALITY???????"
Yah. Tyson is a complete idiot...
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*^* Back To The Guys That Really Matter ^_^ *^*
"Kai?" Tala asked quietly, while entering the room. He never bothered knocking. Back in the abbey, he and Kai always just barged into each others room, not really caring about 'privacy'. After all, they were in the abbey. Boris and Voltaire made sure to know what was going on all the time.
"Maybe they tried, but come on. Like they EVER knew what we were REALLY up to." Kai said smirking, leaning against the railing on the balcony. Tala shivered slightly as the cool, evening wind blew through the open doors of the balcony.
"How the hell..." Tala muttered, walking towards Kai, wondering how Kai knew what he was thinking.
"I've known you too damn long..." Kai replied, "I still can't tell if that's a good thing... or an extremely bad thing!"
"Shut up Blue Boy."
"Make me Red."
In response, Tala stuck out his tongue.
"Real mature Ivanov!"
"Aren't I?"
"What do you want? You can't have just come here to act like an idiot... or Ian... Or Tyson..."
Tala glared at Kai, then his expression sobered. He sighed and gazed up at the stars. And gasped.
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"But guys! Those people may have seen Kai!!!!!" Tyson wailed as Rei and Max dragged him to the waiting taxi. Kenny was waiting there, with a slight sweatdrop, thinking,
"I bet Kai could get him to stop whining and grow up..."
"Let Me Go!!!" Tyson wailed, trying to escape the grip of his captors.
"He always could..." Kenny added, as an afterthought.
"Hey Tyson!" Max said, struggling with holding onto the bluenettes arm.
"What?" Tyson stopped stock still, causing Max and Rei to nearly trip, and looked at Max with questioning eyes.
"Ever thought of the fact that THEY CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU???? THEY'RE RUSSIAN! THEY SPEAK RUSSIAN!!!!!! BBBBBBBAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! YOU'RE DRIVING ME INSANE!!!!! *Pant* *Pant*" Max exploded.
"Geez Maxie. Lighten up! Stop being such a ... such a... such a... WAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" Tyson started light heartedly, but ended up crying.
"Tyson! What's wrong? If I hurt your feelings, I'm sorry!" Max said worriedly. They didn't need another team member leaving. Heck, they needed all their power and more if they were going to get Kai back!
"*Sniff* No, you didn't *sniff* hurt my feelings Max *sniff*, I just *sniff* remembered *sniff* THAT'S WHAT I USED TO SAY TO Kai!!! WAHHHHH!"
Tyson wailed at the memory, and at the thought he could never tell Kai to lighten up again, never to call him such a wet blanket, never to annoy him again! It was more than he could bare.
"Oh Tyson..." Max said dejectedly, as he, Rei, Kenny, and Tyson, entered the waiting (though none to patiently) taxi cab, and gave the directions to the cab driver, who, through some stroke of luck (the first bit of luck the Bladebreakers, what was left of them, had experienced since Kai disappeared), spoke and understood Japanese.
They drove through the streets of Moscow, looking out the window at the sights.
But what they were really looking for...
was a sight of Kai.
Until then, all they could do was search.
All they could ever do was search.
They never really could talk to him.
Or find him, for that matter.
But this time...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
It would be different.
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"What?" Kai asked Tala, who responded, some what awed,
"I didn't realize what a clear night it was. There're so many stars out..."
Kai smiled slightly, and answered with an,
"I'm not standing here because I want to freeze my ass off, you know."
Tala smirked, and both boys fell silent. Sensing that Kai really needed some time alone, Tala silently slipped away, leaving Kai to the night sky, and bright stars.
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*^ Tala's P.O.V. ^*
(GOB: I know, I know. But believe me! This P.O.V. is important!!! Kai: Yeah right, you just can't think of any better way of writing this part! GOB: Bah... Max: Sheep? Sheep back???)
Man... Sometimes, life really bites. I want to help Kai, I just.. I just don't know how! Some kind of friend I am. Kai was always there for me. I remember, back at the abbey, whenever anyone needed help, Kai was the one we always went to. And with his quick thinking, and ingenious plans, he was always able to make us feel better, or help us out with our problems.
Come to think of it... I don't think anyone ever helped Kai out with a problem, or even knew if he was feeling hurt, or sad... he never liked 'burdening' us, as he put it, with his problems.
But... I always knew...
I don't know how I did, but it seemed like I could always tell when Kai was upset. I'm immensely glad about that, though. I think Kai is too...
No matter what anyone thinks, Kai does NOT like going through all of life alone. He just learned to be like that because of the abbey. Because of Boris...
Because...
Of Voltaire...
^* Out Of P.O.V. But Still With Tala! *^
Tala wandered aimlessly around the hotel, lost in his thoughts. As he waited for an elevator to take him back up to the floor where his room was, he happened to glance out the window, into the drop off zone in front of the hotel.
He then proceeded to freeze in shock.
There were... Max, Kenny, Rei, and Tyson!!!
They had obviously come to look for Kai, and through some sort of extremely twisted fate, they were staying at the very hotel he and Kai were.
Tala knew that Kai was no where near ready to face his ex-teammates.
Ex-teammates... It hurt Tala to think of them like that. He knew, even though Kai would die before admitting it, that the four boneheads had grown on Kai, and that Kai did indeed, except them as friends.
He had to get Kai and get out of the hotel, hell, Russia, as soon as possible.
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*^ Kai's Journal Entry ^*
(GOB: Long chapter, eh? Well, it's almost over, and I've been saving the best for last! JOURNAL ENTRY GOODNESS!!! YAY!!!)
Strange.
It's really quite strange, how a simple clear night, can make everything wrong in life, seem slightly less important.
Note, I said SLIGHTLY. Life still sucks. No, let me correct that, MY life sucks.
Nothing seems to be changing. I'm hiding behind a mask of lies. And no one seems to notice.
I remember the few, very few, times I asked for help, for someone to just listen to me. Instead, I was ignored, locked away on my own. And I did what I needed to in order to survive. I became just that. Alone.
::::::: A sound in the calm
::::::: Falling upon deaf ears
::::::: A twisted problem left unsolved
::::::: A morbid mind creating its own fears
::::::: On the outside
::::::: Trying to look strong and innocent
::::::: But on the inside
::::::: Believing my thoughts are morally wrong
::::::: And trying to keep my heart from total ferment
::::::: Hiding my face
::::::: Behind a mask of lies
::::::: Ugly truth lined with lace
::::::: From behind the curtain I scream the question
::::::: "Why?"
::::::: But unto no one's ears does my one question fall
::::::: Perhaps it is not I who is deaf
::::::: Maybe it is you all.
I need to break away, to find out who I really am. When I look into the mirror, I don't see me.
I see The Kai Hiwatari; The Leader Of The Bladebreaker; The Famous BeyBlader; Grandson Of Voltaire Hiwatari (no really?); Cold, Heartless, Bastard...
But I am none of those. And yet, at the same time, I am all of those. But more.
I am not 'The' Kai Hiwatari.
I am just Kai. That's all I've ever been. All I will ever be.
If that's good enough for me, why isn't it good enough for anyone else?
Why-
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"Kai! WE GOT TO PACK NOW! THE BLADEBREAKERS ARE HERE LOOKING FOR YOU!!!"
Kai shot up and immediately began to pack up his things. He didn't know why the Bladebreakers would bother looking for him, but he knew he wasn't ready to face them.
Not quite yet...
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GOB: YAY! It's done! Phew, this is like 9 pages long! Longest chapter of Depth yet! Now, everyone listen up, check out Bladbreaker On Strike by Me and Lychee Fairy! It's under her account so look it up by name, author, or here's the link! Take out any spaces!
Http:// www. php?storyid= 1692001
Max: Review!
Tala: Review!
Rei: Review!
Kenny: Review!
Tyson: Review!
Kai: Hn...
