Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters, no matter how hard I pray, lol. Song by Avril Lavigne.

Hermione clutched her little black purse to her. It held nothing, kind of like the nothing she had. She couldn't believe it. He was gone. The one man who had understood her, listened to her. And now he was really gone. She stared at the ground, unable to look anyone in the eyes.

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

Life just happens, and like that, it ends. Hermione…she was still trying to grasp it, understand what happened. But she was failing.

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Nah nah la la la nah nah

She felt like she should be there, six feet under, with him. There was no one left to care for her anyways. Her love was gone. A solitary tear snaked its way onto her dress, freezing in the harsh January air.

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

She would never get to see him again. The decrepit tree next to his gravestone taunted her. She cried, thousands of soft tears rolling down her cheeks. She made no sound. This was the crying where it hurts even to breathe. Where you just want everything to end, for all the pain to go away.

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

She looked up at the sad faces all dressed in black that were closing in on her. None of them knew him like she knew him. None of those people felt the love for him that she did, that she thought about for endless nights when she couldn't sleep. And of course he loved her too. Even in his death, she still loved him. She loved him so much it hurt, hurt to think, hurt to breathe, hurt to live.

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

She didn't care what these people thought. She dropped to the cold hard ground and just sobbed. Cried a river of tears until nothing came out. She felt the stares of the other people. 'Fuck them,' she thought. This hurt too damn much.

Now you're gone, now you're gone

There you go, there you go

Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The beautiful black coffin was lowered into the ground. There was no turning back now. He was really gone. Around her, Hermione registered the sounds of sniffles and sobs, but was not paying attention. He was gone. 'My god…' Hermione whispered to herself.


The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it wont be the same

The day you slipped away

Was the day that I found it won't be the same oooh...

They all said their goodbyes, tossing dirt onto the perfect coffin as he was buried. Hermione stayed in the graveyard long after everyone had left, just staring at the grave. She lie down on the fresh dirt and let more tears come. She placed her hand tenderly on the engravings.

Nah nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah

I miss you

"I miss you, Harry."