A/N I wasn't planning on posting more then one poem here but I guess I'll have to scratch that and post another one anyways. :p Enjoy!
Not That Easy
You say it's all so easy
"Why can't you make up your mind?"
You ask me
It's not as easy, I'm deeper then you'd think
There's more to the decision then you or him
Then black or white, yin or yang
Maybe you don't understand
Put in my position you might
I need time to figure out things
Who I am, what you both mean to me
Maybe you'll call me shallow because of it
"She likes all the attention" you might say
But you can't blame me, I'm human
Everyone loves to be loved
You two were the ones who put me up on this high pedestal
Treated me like a queen
When in reality I don't think I'm all that special
Why did you chose to put me in this position
Why not some other girl who deserves it
How come I'm the one who has to decide who's heart to break?
Now it's my decision
Am I ready to make it?
So now I sit here thinking
Wishing it was as easy as you make it sound
To make this choice, that should be simple
One or the other
You or him
But it's not that easy because I'm not heartless
Despite what you might think, despite what I do
I care about both of you so much more then you'll ever know
I don't understand why in movies and books this looks so easy
You have one true love
One soul mate, one knight in shining armor
Because, honestly it just makes me feel like it should be that easy
That I should know in my heart what to do
Who to chose in real life I don't
