Alucard's Lament

D.I.S.C.L.A.I.M.E.R: I don't own Hellsing. SO BURN BABY BURN! Alucard I love you. -

What have I done?

I taste blood in my mouth

Not my own but, the blood of others

The blood of all that I have killed

What have I done?

Bloodied snow once white, now red

All the horrid things I have done

Are now falling upon me like a torrent

What have I done?

The screams and cries of children

Who have lost their parents haunt me

It is because of ME after all.

What have I done?

I made her cry

The one that I did not

Ever want to see sully her face

With tears

What have I done?

I held her at my gunpoint

I told her to leave

I told her I hated her

And that I didn't need her

What have I done?

She's gone…dead

By her own hands,

Her own bullet in her head

I said all of those horrible things

But, they were all in vain

And now I curse

this damned eternally immortal body