A/N: HIIIII!!! I'm back again!!! Oh, thank you Hazel-Beka for reviewing my fic so much!!! Im SOOOO glad you like it!!!! :) ::huggles hazel n beak:: Oh.. and just to say.. I probably AM your biggest fan alive! :) ..unless dead ppl read ur fic 2…":) Oh! And please update your 'In Kai's House V2' soonly k? Me wuv dat fic!! :) ::wonders y the hell most of her chapters are in bold and have little square thingies on them:: …I really cant b bothered to sort that out.. ":) So peeps... R&R!!!

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Never-Ending Sadness

Chapter 6

Pond-side Chat (crap title but I cant think of nuttin else ":) )

The morning bought no more pleasure than the night before, Tray and Pilica had left at early sunrise to do some more training (much to Horo-Horo's despise) and had to take the candles with them for the night ahead considering their lantern had been washed down a stream when Tray had been getting a wash in the middle of the night.. Who knows why though.

After they left the power came back on but some of the food in the refrigerator was no good and so Yoh and I had to make a trip to the supermarket, which took ages.

So that was the morning and Yoh had to do more training with Morty tagging along and Amidamaru was just floating around as usual.

It was just Anna and me mostly so I got bored and went to the park and sat down next to the pond.

I threw in a pebble and it landed in the centre with a comforting 'plop'.

Why can't I find him? I thought frustratedly, what if he's here? If he is I cant leave without him... Then there's... Them...

I threw another pebble into the pond, harder this time, a lot harder, a speck of water landed on my cheek as it was thrown up from the impact, ripples ran out from where the stone had landed.

A twig snapped behind me, I tensed, listened and then looked:

No one was there.

I turnt back round to face the pond but kept my eyes and ears open for any sign of movement, there it was again, a rustle, a step and a snap, someone was definatly there.

I turned round and jumped when I thought they were up close, I held up Noyble ready to strike at my viewer.

Just as I was about to connect Noyble with their head I saw it was Anna and had to abort my mission at the last minute, striking a nearby tree instead.

I watched as the bark split and the tree fell apart,

"Quite a strong attack you have there," she praised un-emotionally.

As usual I didn't reply, but just went and sat back down beside the small pool.

She sat down beside me and we both just looked straight ahead without talking for a while, then she turned and looked at me and finally the silence broke.

"So what really happened last night?" She asked, her eyes focused on my every move.

"W-what do you mean?" I sounded offended without intending to.

"You said something about loosing control didn't you? What did you mean?"

"I didn't! I didn't say anything!" I protested defensively,

"Look, the reason I know these things is because I am a Spirit Medium, and I can read minds, why did you say- well, think that?"

"None of your business!" I snapped, suddenly angry at the fact that she had the power to read my mind the whole time I'd been with her.

"So then I take it your not going to tell me how you got those scars either?"

My face turnt bright red, I felt angry but at the same time sadness flooded my system.

I realised I was close to tears.

"No," I whispered through clenched teeth, "No I'm not... You don't want nor need to know."

"Parents?"

"MY PARENTS HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT!" I yelled, once again tears were on the edge of falling, I have to get away from here! I can't stay here!

"No! Please... Don't go... We can help you!"

"I don't need any help!" I cried angrily, then, blinded by my sudden burst of emotions yelled, "I don't need help controlling my powers and I don't need help finding him so just leave me alone!"

I knew I was getting to emotionally involved in everything and just wanted to leave, to get out of the same town as my enemies, but the little voice interfered and told me to stay, to stay and fulfil my destiny, to stay and fight my fears to be rid of them for good.

I needed some time alone and ran off into the park, leaving Anna behind and not stopping until I was at the swings.

I sat on one of the black swings and stared at the ground.

Autumn leaves danced around me, blown by the playful wind, how I wished I could go with them, to wherever the wind took them, but I couldn't, I had a mission to fulfil and couldn't…

No...

Wouldn't stop until it was done.

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A/N: Sooooooo… Like it? I know the chapter titles crap and all it's just that in the actual document I have REALLY long chapters, each ranging from 15 – 30 pages long ::sighs:: so I have to shorten them for fanfiction. (Ok, so there not extremely long, but to the peeps on FF they might be.) So, R&R PEEPS!!!!! :) (Oh, and please tell me if you like this or the bold writing better, or would you prefer it if I did my A/N's and titles in bold and the actual story in this font, review or email me with your ideas please! :) )