A/N: So, here's chappie 7! R&R PLEASE!!!! (soz, I really cant think of anything to say ":) )
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Never-Ending Sadness
Chapter 7
Thoughts
I sat on the swing all afternoon, thinking… Waiting for something to happen, for something to show me what to do, where to go.
The wind was calmer and was more of a breeze now, there was a recently pleasant smell in the air but although I could not place it exactly, I could have sworn it was sizzling hot dogs.
My hunger growled at me from the pit of my stomach but I wouldn't give in, I couldn't go back to Yoh's place with Anna there, she would surly kick me out like the rest.
They were all alike... Humans... Neither believing nor accepting anything different from them.
I realised I was starting to sound like my enemy and shut the thought out of my mind, but one seemed to stick with me:
Will they reject me like the others?
Or are they different?
The little nagging voice came back, louder than ever, the more I tried to ignore it the more persistent it became.
There's only one way to find out!
One way!
They're good people, not all humans are bad!
"Enough!" I got up from the seat as the anger quickly faded, the voice was silent, "What should I do my guardian? What should I do my friend?"
I closed my eyes as the wind danced around my face and whispered the answer in my ear.
Follow your destiny.
I walked slowly back to the house, taking the long way around as to avoid Anna for the time being.
I never knew being around those who cared was so frustrating and confusing; it was like a nightmare that would never end, a pit of torment I had been thrown into.
When I got to the gate of the house Yoh and Morty were just coming up round the corner behind me, Morty on his little bike and Yoh running with what seemed like a stream of sweat running down his forehead.
"Hey Shin!" Called Yoh, "What's up?"
I turned around and looked at them, "Oh, nothing."
They didn't sound convinced.
"You sure pal because ya seem a little down?" Yoh stopped beside me as Morty came up behind.
"Yeah, you sure you're ok?" Morty put on the brake.
"Sure, why wouldn't I be?"
"Because Anna said to leave you alone for a while and to inform her when you get back, but she said if you get back so care to tell me what it was about?"
Asked Yoh staring at me again.
"No... No not really."
"Ya sure?" Morty spoke up.
"Yeah I'm sure, look I gotta go, see you guys later 'k?"
"OK" they both said in union as Yoh jogged onwards and out of sight with Morty right on his tail.
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A/N: Ok, so this was a REALLY boring chapter, but I figured I should stop it there since the next chapter comes under one category if you know what I mean, I'll try not to do any more boring chapters again, lol. R&R PLEASE!!! :)
