RupertGrintKevinClarkObsessed: ::cough:: Gah. Here I am...at home....sick. -- pshaw. So, I will write! I'm probably going to be home for the rest of the week so yea. I'll have mucho time on my hands. I have this thing on my tounge and it hurts when I talk. So im-ing and writing are really my only forms of communication right now. Which kinda sucks. I've also been hacking up a lung all week and congested from here to China. So.....I will write.
The Thoughts of A Deranged Emo Kid, Freddy Jones Chapter 8:
Dear the reason for my lack in homework,
Feh: The only word that can truely express my feelings as of now. I find that word really useful. I mean, its a very universal word! It can be used in pain: FEHH!!! GOD DAMN FOOT! In anger: FEHH I FUCKING HATE YOU! In happiness: I CAN'T FEHING BELIEVE IT!!! In sadness: Feh.....I have no food...::cries:: In confusion: Feh? And in agony: FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I think I have a knack for this "expressing my feelings through words" thing. Whatever that is. But thats what Mrs.Dumbum talked about when she told us about this assignment. I find it pointless only because 1) She's not even gonna read it. And 2) Its a waste of valuable rocking out time.
Fuck. I just wacked my front teeth with my iced tea glass bottle. Pain.
I'm gonna put some more pointless song lyrics in here. From my new My Chemical Romance cd. Here:
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
Trust Me ----- My favorite part for some reason. I just find it so amusing when he goes trust me. I'm sick.
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
I've been addicted to that song for about a week now. That, and Green Day's Boulevard of Broken Dreams. That not so much anymore cause its gotten so mainstream. Kinda like American Idiot. That was a really good song. And Wake Me Up When September Ends was good too. Don't ask me whats up with me and this Emo crap, but lately its been really addicting.
I have a black and blue on my arm. Right above my elbow on the other side of my left arm. I have no clue how the hell I got it.....Maybe it was my cousin....Evil I tell you. Pure evil.
Ohh I forgot to tell you about me and Katie's meeting about our global project.........
Lets just say it went well.
I'm attempting to come on to her a bit more, and I think its working. She's....giggling alot. Its kinda weird to hear Katie giggle. Hopefully, she'll grow out of that. Its scary.
I think i'm gonna ask her on a date or something next band practice. Its really funny how Eleni and Michelle give Katie the evilest looks everytime I say the littlest thing to her. Its like, I can say "Hey Katie! The sky is blue!" and they'd be glaring her down like a dog on a bacon bit. I'm pretty sure she notices too, cause she keeps looking back at them shruging. Like saying "What is your problem?" in girl language.
Girl language......the most evil language in the world. Every other language you can get a translation for....execpt this one. Its the un-translatable language. Known only by woman. Its the most sutle, un-noticable language. They always expect us guys to know it too. Like they nod they're head to one side, kinda like twitching it. I say "What? You have an itch?" Then usually they sigh, get up, and walk away. Leaving me dumbfounded.
I give up on that one dude.
Well, thats my update for today. I know how much you love hearing, well reading, about my wonderful life journal from hell, but I really gotta get some sort of homework done.
Your SO last summer,
Freddy Jonessssss
RupertGrintKevinClarkObsessed: ::cough cough:: ::hack hack:: There! Tee hee. Hope you all like! Ja Bye Bye!
