Betrayal part three

DISCLAIMERS- Oh Heavens no I have control over YYH or it's wonderful characters. The song is property of Ms. Bonnie Raitt

Pov changes in the end.

I sit alone in his room the faint smell of flowers permeate the air as the annoy consents drip of the faucet he forgot to turn off all the way pollutes my quietness. I know where he is, I even know what he does despite what he tells me, and yet I still sit here and wait.

"Why?" I whisper

Turn down the lights

Turn down the bed

Turn down these voices

inside my head

Closing my eye as I curl up on his bed hoping the comfort of the sheets will be enough to console me. I stare out the window unmoved from my position and watch the sun disappear behind the mountains. With a sigh and a growling stomach I make my way down stairs. I have no worries about running into his mother because her trust in her son is so deep that she is able to leave him at any given day without worry, and today was one of those days. I make it to my destination, the kitchen. I rummage through the cabinets, nothing. I stand in front of the fridge cool air chilling my body but nothing inside peaking my interest despite my rebellious growling an gurgling stomach. Not even ice cream, but I grab a bowl just in case.

I reach his room and assume my position upon his bed. The darkness is sliced by the cold glow of the street light. Nature sonnet is interrupted by the low hum of a motor and the grinding of rock being crushed. The chrip chrip of an alarm and the perfect slam of a door signalizes he is home. He knows that I am here because I have not masked my ki. His pace is no faster or slow then it normally would have been. He stands in front of the doorway his emerald eyes try their best to catch mine, I won't look.

Here in the dark

in these final hours

I will lay down my heart

And I'll feel the power

but you won't

No, you won't

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

I feel his finger tips on my chin coaxing my head up. He step back and opens up his arms beckoning me to fall in to them. I do. I hold my breath afraid to breath in the aroma that is Kurama afraid his would be tainted by the another. My head leans against his chest I can hear his heart beat and will mine to match it's slow steady pace as he rubs small circle on my back while running his fingers in my ebony hair. I want to breathe him in. I want to breath him in. I do and my fears are realized my hand slowly drop from around his waist. My ear is still pressed to his chest I hear his sigh and the rumble of an explanation delevoping in his chest before it can reach his throat. I place one finger on his lips and shake my head.

"Please."

Lay down with me

Tell me no lies

Just hold me close,

don't patronize

Don't patronize me

I pull him in the direction of the bed, he quickly gets the hint and makes a be line for his bed. He innocently lays down on it patting a spot next to himself motioning me to sit. I sit obediently. He inches towards me and makes short of my three belt and in no time we are flesh to flesh. I need him. I want him. I wrap my leg around his waist pulling him closer. I am open to him and he fills me. My body thrashes in delight. I slam my eyes closed as tears well up in them breaking through the baracade of lashes and lids. They streak down my face moisten his shoulder. He pulls back and looks into my eyes his face is asking a question his mouth doesn't need to voice. I try to stop the tears from falling. They won't stop I can't stop because as I look into his eyes, I never find what I am searching for.

I'll close my eyes

then I won't see

the love you don't feel

when you're holding me

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

You can't make your heart feel

something it won't

I grab the side of his face an press his lips against mine and feast off what is offered to me. He responses by dipping his hips lower again and again the overwhelming effects on my body stimulates and enlightens me to my core. For a brief moment I thought I felt the warmth of love coursing though my body. My heart has finally slowed down and my body is no longer quivering. And the moment is gone.

Morning will come

and I'll do what's right

just give me till then

to give up this fight

and I will give up this fight

The room is quite except for the soft sounds of Kurama's breathing as sleeps. I slide from under his loose embrace. I ready myself for thr rest of my life. I quickly dress saving my kantan for last because it leans impateintly against the wall eside the window. I walk back over to the sleeping kitsune brush his bang away from his face lean down and barely touch my lips to his.

"One day"

I jump up on the window sill and grabing my sword in a effortless feat. I take a deep breath shake my head and lose myself into the breaking morning.

Cause I can't make you love me

if you don't

You can't make your heart feel

something it won't

"Mmmmm" I stretch out hoping to find a resting demon by my side but am not too surprised to fell only cold sheet and a missed damp spot. I fight the laws of morning nature and relucently crawl out of bed to the bathroom. I notice one of my flowers has been cut of neatly and my desk draw is slightly ascrew. I settle in the bathroom glazing into my own relection replay the events of our night. Every sound, every touch, and every look. In the mirror could see the reality of his gaze he wasn't looking at me he was searching my soul but why and for what? I return to my bed and resting on the pillow Hiei has always used is a single rose suronunded by petals of 'forget-me-not's'. A small note lies in the bed of flowers



'Good bye sweet fox.

I have and always will love you.

I only can only pray one day you will truly love me.

Hiei

I let the note flutter back down to the bed and walk over to the window and gaze into the brightening clouds. I twhirl the rose in my fingers.

"So do I, Hiei."

by Bonnie Raitt