A/N Wow! an update! I know hard to belive but it's real. I had alot of writers block but it's gone now. I just watched "The Gift." so I wrote these two poems about that episode, mainly Buffy's jump at the end. Hope you like 'em.

I dontt own Buffy...some guy named Joss does. It's very sad. :(

FREE FALL.

Have you ever tried...

To fall...?

Float fast through air...

Thinking what meant something for you...

And what you regretted...?

Wallow in lost memories...

Suddenly... you remember everything...

Every little mistake...

Every good thing you did...

Everyone you loved...

Have you ever tried...

To fall...?

Thought that you lived forever...

But now... now you spin around...

Facing the cold ground...

It's all over...

Lost memories are lost forever...

The one's you loved are gone...

When time comes... they will know...

Before you could hear every little thing...

Before you could see every little star...

Before you could sense the wind...

But now... you can't hear them cry...

You can't see their tears...

You can't sense the sadness in the air...

It's all over...

Was it just a dream...

Imagination...?

Have you ever tried...

To fall...?

REGRETTING

Falling fast

Racing through air

The fall I regretted

The things I believed

The fall that was settled

The ones I deceived

We wish to turn back time

But we can't and we know

We wish to regret our crime

Life must be so

One step back, one step fourth

Silent night, save me please

But it's too late, and you don't care

Hurt me; forget me with so much ease

As I reach the ground

A silent cry

For you to live on

For me to die…