This fic takes place in the near future. Chandler and Monica are married and have been trying to have a baby for about a year. Rachel did move out of Ross's place but they got back together and they are now engaged. Emma is about a year old. Phoebe did break up with Mike and started dating Joey soon after they now live together.

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Title: Angel Of Mine

Rated: PG

Summery: Will Monica's dreams ever come true.

Chapter 2: Shattered Dreams

Monica sighed softly as she sat beside Chandler he held her hand tightly in his. They were waiting for the doctor to return. After a few more months of not conceiving they decided to see a doctor to find out if there's a reason why they couldn't conceive. "I'm scared Chandler what if the doctor tells us we can't have a baby" she whispered. "It will be okay honey" he said giving her hand a gently squeeze. He had the same fear himself but he didn't tell her that.

The doctor walked back in.. She sat down at her desk and looked at the couple in front of her. She loved her job but this part was always the hardest. "Mr. and Mrs. Bing" she started. "I've looked over everything and I'm afraid the news isn't good" She looked at Monica. "Mrs. Bing I'm afraid that the chances of you conceiving a child naturally are slim to none" Monica burst into tears. Chandler wrapped his arms around her as tears filled his eyes too. "So that's...that's it we're never going to have children" he whispered. The doctor sighed softly. "Well while the chance are slime you never know it could happen but I'd consider other options"

"What other options" he asked "Well there's invitro fertilization and surrogacy" she said "If neither of those are an option you want to take there's always adoption" Monica pulled away from Chandler and looked at her. Her eyes red and puffy from crying. "You don't get it do you" she cried. "I don't want somebody else's child I want to have a baby with my husband but I can't, my mom was right I'm a failure" she ran from the room in tears,

The doctor went in her drawer pulling out some pamphlets "Here's some information on the options I've told you about" Chandler took them from her and apologized for Monica's outburst. She said she understood. He thanked her and took off after Monica. After searching for her with no luck he decided to see if she went home. He walked in to their apartment. "Mon, honey" he called to her.

She came out of the bedroom with a suitcase. "I'm sorry Chandler, I'm sorry I'm such a failure" she cried. Chandler took the suitcase from her hand and set it down. He took her over to the sofa. "Monica you're not a failure" he whispered, "I love you so much" he gently brushed a few tears from her cheek. " I had a crush on you for years then after London my crush developed into so much more, and even if we never have a child of our own, you'd never be a failure to me, you'll always be the love of my life" He kissed her softly and pulled her into a hug. "All I want is a baby our baby" she whimpered. "I know" he whispered holding her a little tighter "So do I"

Joey, Phoebe, Ross and Rachel who had Emma in her arms came into the apartment. They saw the suitcase and Chandler and Monica holding each other. "Guys what's going on" Rachel asked. Chandler looked up and saw their four friends standing there. He looked at Monica. Her eyes were fixed on Emma. The one-year-old giggled "Monca" she said reaching out to her aunt. Monica couldn't take it she stood up and ran to her room. Chandler sighed, "I better go check on her" Ross looked at him. "Why is she so upset what did you do to her" he asked. "I...I didn't do anything to her Ross she's upset because she found out the chances of her conceiving a child are slim to none" he spat out.

"What you can't be serious" Rachel whispered. "I wish I wasn't, the doctor said there were some other options and gave us these" He showed them the pamphlets. Phoebe looked at the one about surrogates. She remembered how good it felt when she carried the triplets for Frank and Alice. She looked at Chandler. She saw the sadness in his eyes. She didn't even have to think about it.

"Chandler" she whispered. "I'll do it," she said softly. He looked at her a bit confused "You'll do what Pheebs"

She took a deep breath. "I'll carry your baby, I'll be your surrogate" Chandler was a bit surprised. "What!" he asked. "I did it for Frank and Alice it felt good but doing it for you and Mon would feel great I know how much having a baby means to you guys, I wouldn't be as upset afterwards cause the baby would be living across the hall plus I love you guys so much" Chandler didn't know what to say. "Oh my God Pheebs I can't believe you offered to do that" he hugged her even thought he was pretty sure Monica wouldn't go for the surrogate idea.

"Mon and I haven't discussed what we're going to do yet" Phoebe smiled "Well just remember this womb is for rent" she giggled. Chandler talked to his friends a little more then he went to check on Monica. She was curled up crying into a pillow. He sat down beside. "Mon, sweetie its going to be okay we'll get through this and we will have a baby" She sat up to look at him. "How do you know that Chandler" she cried. "Well for one your brother is proof that doctors can be wrong, remember he's a medical marvel," he said trying to cheer her up.

She smiled a little. "Yeah that's true" He took her hand in his. "Plus get this Phoebe offered to carry our baby" She looked at him. "She did" He nodded "I wouldn't let her thought" she whispered. "Why not" he asked. "Because I'd look at her, her stomach growing with your baby and I...I'd get so upset because I'm the one who's suppose to have your baby" She began to cry again. "It would be our baby Mon you'd be her mother just like Alice is the triplets mom"
Monica sighed softly. "I know" she whimpered "but I've dreamed of carrying a child since I was little it...it would just be too hard to see someone else carrying your child even if it were Phoebe" she whispered "I...I want to have a baby" she cried softly.

Chandler held her in his arms "I know sweetie" he whispered. "You know we could always try in-vitro fertilization" She shook her head "We can't its too expensive" Chandler shook his head "No its not because what we get is worth so much more, our baby" Monica continued to cry. "I know but" He kissed the top of her head. "Its okay honey we don't have to decide right now" She just nodded. Chandler just held her letting her cry knowing there was nothing he could really say or do to make her feel any better.

Chapter 3: Trying...Mon and Chandler try for a baby...coming Soon!