This fic takes place in the near future. Chandler and Monica are married and have been trying to have a baby for about a year. Rachel did move out of Ross's place but they got back together and they are now engaged. Emma is about a year old. Phoebe did break up with Mike and started dating Joey soon after they now live together.

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Title: Angel Of Mine

Rated: PG

Summery: Will Monica's dreams ever come true.

Chapter 3: Trying

Monica sighed sadly as she sat in the park with Rachel. She watched Ben playing with Emma who'd just learned to walk. She saw a young couple walking past them. The woman was visibly pregnant. The man stopped to kiss her then he leaned down and placed a small kiss on her stomach. Monica began to cry. Rachel had seen the couple too. She knew they'd upset her. "Mon, Hun you okay" she asked gently. "No, that should be Chandler and I" she cried. "I know how hard this must be for you" Rachel whispered. "No you don't Rach because you have Emma you have Ross's child I don't have Chandler's child and I probably never will" Monica spat out.

Rachel bit her lip. The mention of her having Ross's child struck a nerve. Just a few days ago she and Ross learned they were expecting another baby. Under normal circumstances Monica would have been the first person she told but now she was afraid telling her would just cause her more upset. Monica noticed how quiet Rachel had become. "What's wrong with you" she questioned. "I umm its...its nothing" she answered. "Come on what is it," she asked. Rachel sighed she knew Monica would find out eventually. "I...I don't know how to tell you" she whispered. "Tell me what" Monica asked. "That I...I'm pregnant" Rachel bit her lip again as she watched her.

Monica looked at her with wide eyes. "I…I " she didn't say anything else she got up and ran from the park. "Mon" Rachel called after her but she was already gone. With in minutes she was home. She waked in and saw Chandler in the kitchen wearing one of her aprons as he cooked something on the stove. She sat down on the sofa and covered her face as she broke down in sobs.
Chandler saw her come in. He watched her sit down and burst into tears. He turned off the stove and went over to the sofa sitting down beside her.

"Mon, honey what is it, what happened" he asked gently. She looked up at him her face streaked with tears. "She's pregnant Chandler!" she cried. "Who's pregnant?" he asked. "Rachel" she said her voice filled with anger, jealousy and sadness. "It's not fair why does she get 2 babies and I don't even get one" she whimpered. She buried her face in his chest as she began to cry again. "Shh its okay Mon you'll get one" he promised. After a few minutes she pulled away. "I know I should be happy, I'm going to be an aunt again but I just can't be happy not now anyway" she whispered.

Chandler hated to see her so unhappy. He'd been thinking about the options the doctor had discussed with them. "Mon" he whispered "I've been thinking and I think we should try in-vitro fertilization" Monica looked at him "But honey that's so expensive" Chandler nodded "I know my internship at the advertising agency isn't bringing in any money and you bring in good money from the restaurant" Monica stopped him. "Yeah but its not enough for this" she whispered. "I know that's why I talked to Joey he said he'd help us pay for it" he answered. She looked at him. "Yeah and what do we gotta do name the baby Joseph Francis Bing"

Chandler laughed "No, we don't have to do anything he's doing it because he loves us Mon and he knows how much having a baby means to us" She felt tears in her eyes again. She stood up and walked to the door. Chandler followed her. She knocked on Joey's door and walked in. Phoebe was sitting on the barcalounger watching TV and Joey was getting a beer from the refrigerator. Monica went over and gave him a quick peck on the lips and pulled him into a hug. Joey grinned "I don't know what I did but tell me so I can do it again" He heard a cough.

He looked over and saw Chandler standing there. "Umm what I uh mean is I umm" Chandler smiled "Its okay Joe" Monica looked at him tears silently ran down her face. "Chandler told me you'd lend us the money we need to try for a baby" Joey smiled. "Oh that" he whispered. "Its nothing I just know how much you want a baby and I know you'll be a great mom and I love you guys" He smiled "Plus I am a soap star so what's a couple thousand dollars" Monica smiled "I love you too Joey" she said hugging him again. She glanced at Phoebe. "Chandler told me you offered to help too Pheebs" She nodded "Yuh huh and my womb is still for rent" Monica laughed a little hugging her. "Thank you Phoebe that means a lot to me" she said.

A couple months had passed. Monica was more depressed. They had tried in- vitro fertilization but it didn't work she didn't become pregnant. She had considered taking Phoebe up on her offer but she knew she'd never be able to handle seeing another woman pregnant with Chandler's baby even if the baby would be theirs. She thought about Rachel a lot. She hadn't talked to her since that afternoon in the park. She did see her briefly a few days ago and she was just beginning to show.

Monica sighed softly as she flipped through the TV channels. She knew she'd have to face the fact that she and Chandler were never going to have a child but deep down she didn't want to give up. Chandler came into the apartment he set his briefcase down and sat down beside her. "Mon" She looked at him he was smiling. "What" she whispered. "I have something to tell you!" She looked at him with curiosity. "What is it" she asked.

Chapter 4: Chandler's News...What is Chandler's news?...Coming Soon!

Authors Note: Hello Children here's the third chapter. This was an old fic of mine which I decided to fix up and update I hope you are all enjoying it!