Going Sideways
Authors comments: Heya! another fanfic from your one and only, so anyway going on.This is basically how people can just give up on life and how alot of people can get the feeling that nobody loves them and they have a lonely place inside which cant be filled.Also, some of the things in here are a tribute to the band The Used.
Also this is the first FanFiction i have done in a long time thanks to writers block, but there you go. Enjoy: )
His friends should have seen it from the beggining, all of the days he was really screwed up he put a happy face on, but it never got past the fact that he hated life and he could'nt go upward without a fight, he wasnt prepared to fight for it. There was Nathan, Nathan was going past what happened the day he went. Tom was 13, he was happy until the 14 mark his birthday did'nt go smoothly and most of his life had gone out of the window before the SATS. There was no significant mark to show that he had been like it, there were no dagger marks anything like that would be to obvious for any of his friends or the parents to find out. No he wasnt going the east way out admitting it to everyone, he was going for the highway.
He did'nt really know what was wrong properly, maybe it was just love inside which made him go crazy, even though he knew it wasnt love.
"Brothers and sisters, im right here with you,
Cause everyones got one, A story to kill me
Im so apethetic in my resentment, Living, knowing...not"
He finally got to the stage were he couldnt take it no more, he had a problem of depression and his dagger was his excuse, he was at school the whole day trying to make it go away, even though he knew it wouldnt he hessitated. He knew it was abusing himself and it was'nt like he did'nt have anywhere to turn, but it was a choice he made, and a bad one at that.
Authors added comment (to be deleted later): I have added a bit to the story, hope you like it, im gonna give up on this for a little while and think about life, expect the next part of the story to be added in like, a month something like that.
