Chapter 7- can I love?

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Cluelessbutdark: Damn is it that obvious? Oh well enjoy the chapter

Darkest Midnight: ha ha I rock and you love this story yah! Even though it is a short story I think I said that in chapter one oh well I'll stop typing now lol

He had green skin and green hair he… was beastboy. "What? How can you be beastboy? Your good and you stole." I said in shock. "I was undercover to find out what you were planning but I found more" beastboy replied softly I could tell he was nervous. I was so confused the two men I loved were the same person. "No I made this group so you would hate me and I would hate you not lo-like you." I said turning away from him. "But I don't hate you, you can be good you were bad so you could be good." Beastboy said while stroking my hair. "I can't you have to go" "but I …love you" beastboy was even more nervous I could sense it. "But I can't love you" "I told you I could handle anything that happens. It will work" it was true I was about to kiss death why couldn't I kiss him. I turned around and closed my eyes I knew I was going to regret I but I didn't care I wanted to fell loved and I wanted to return that love. I moved in closer stress was building in my body. His warm breath was right next to my lips. Our lips meet and for one brief moment I felt complete and free. I felt his tongue lick my lips and opened my mouth allowing him access. I broke the kiss and opened my eyes. He wasn't on fire, he didn't explode or melt into bones he was perfectly normal. Beastboy smiled "told y-" His words were cut off by him fainting. His veins were sticking out and he looked paler. I didn't set him on fire I poisoned him giving him a slow painful death. At first I cried but I thought of were I could get help. I picked him up and flew out the window. I soon arrived at my destination and smashed threw the window. I didn't care if my lipstick were on beastboys lips and everyone would see my lilac lips all I cared about was getting him help. "What did you do to beastboy?" growled raven. "Nothing he was… I didn't mean to just help him he's been poisoned." I replied. Cyborg, robin and Starfire raced in. "what are you doing here?" shouted robin. "No time to explain just help bb." I flew over to them and handed beastboy to Cyborg. Cyborg raced into another room. "What did you do to friend beastboy?" asked Starfire her eyes were glowing slightly from her anger. "Nothing he did it him self" I replied nearly in tears. "Why would he do something like that?" asked robin his voice wasn't any calmer than before. I explained everything that happened it was slightly embracing to tell them about me and beastboy. "So I didn't mean too" I finished. Cyborg had entered half way through my story and I didn't notice him. "Well good news is I found a cure and bb getting better" said Cyborg happily. I was amazed that he worked so fast. "Is he awake?" I asked nervously. "Not yet…" Cyborg paused in thought for a moment. "I might be able to find a cure so you can be in love" I laughed "good luck I've been trying forever" I said but I really did want him to find a cure, I mean if he could cure beastboy this fast then maybe he could have help me. I guess he knew that because he said "I'll get right on it" I smiled no matter what I did they were being nice to me. I guess it's because beastboy trusted me. I knew Cyborg wouldn't find a cure but it couldn't hurt to hope. "Why we are doing the waiting do you wish to be my friend?" said Starfire. "Umm… I don't know I am evil remember. I tried to steal dangerous stuff and stop time and…" robin cut me off by saying "we don't care you did it so you wouldn't hurt us so in my books that's good." "Oh okay I'll be your friend" I said sarcastically. Starfire thought that I wasn't kidding. She hugged me so tight I thought I was going to explode. I wheezed and robin told Starfire to let go. I dropped to the floor and gasped for air "I have a new friend how glorious" Starfire said flying into the air. "Um…star" I said but raven leaned in and said "just let her have her fun" "I'm going to go see beastboy" I said and walked off not really knowing where I was going. After awhile I found him on a white bed. He looked worse. It was then I realized that he wasn't going to live and if he did someday he would try to kiss me again and I would…someday…kill him. I know what I have to do I must do it for him.

A/N: The next chapter is not said by rose and I know robin would never say "we don't care you did it so you wouldn't hurt us so in my books that's good." But this is my fan fic and I can do what I want see Starfire now has one eye and now it's two again okay to much sugar! P.S. sorry I lied to you Cluelessbutdark but it had to be done for the story not so obvious now is it? Mw-ha-ha-ha I am pure evil and on a sugar high!