Believe In Me
Chapter 16
Feelings and Emotions
Summary: Nick has a talk with Grissom.
Rating: PG-13/R Language oh and Sara mentions Nick's love-making techniques.
A/N: I don't own anything affiliated with CSI. However, I own a CSI sweatshirt (which I wear almost every Thursday) and season 1-4 on DVD.
"Nick, can I talk to you for a moment"? Grissom asked as he stepped into an empty interrogation room.
"Sure".
Nick sat down across from Grissom but continued to look down.
"Sara's an emotional wreck and living with Catherine and you're angry all the time. What's going on"?
Nick shook his head. He wasn't sure what the heck was going on with himself. All he knew is he hurt the woman he loved and wanted her back in his arms.
"I'm not sure Griss, when Sara gave us the news she was pregnant all I heard was the word sick".
"But, she isn't sick she's going to be just fine".
"I love Sara with all my heart, I promised I would never hurt her and I broke that promise".
"She still loves you very much, and you're all she talked about last night with Catherine".
"Really"?
"Yes, Catherine heard just exactly how it was that Sara fell in love with you and when".
"Ah, man that was between me, Sara and the locker room".
Grissom just laughed.
"So, I heard".
Grissom smiled.
"You make Sara happy, she hasn't been happy in a long time".
Nick nodded and looked at Grissom. They both knew something about Sara that no one else knew but they would never talk about it unless they had to. Grissom knew Nick had saved Sara when she really needed it.
"I'm going to go find Sara and take her home if that's ok"?
"Of course, we're not that busy and shift's almost over anyways". Grissom said.
Little did Nick know but Sara had been listening the whole time.
Tears were streaming down her face as he exited the room.
"Sara"! Nick said startled.
"Hi". She replied quietly.
"Are you ok? Is it the baby"? Nick asked reaching out for her hand.
Sara didn't protest. She loved the feeling of his touch on her.
Sara just leaned into Nick and started to cry harder.
"Sara, I'm sure you being this upset can't be good for the baby. What's wrong"?
"I kicked you out of my life, out of our baby's life and I never wanted to do that. I'm sorry I ran out on you last night and that I upset you".
"You didn't upset me. I was a complete asshole last night, not explaining myself better. You know what else"?
Sara shook her head no.
"I love you Sara Sidle, I will always love you no matter what. I am so sorry that I hurt you. I can't wait to have this baby with you".
Nick put his hand on Sara's stomach gently and felt around for the bump.
"Here it is". Sara said directing his hand to the right side of her stomach.
Nick was getting all teary eyed.
"So, you're not upset about the baby"?
"No, I'm not at all. I'm a little scared and nervous but we did do this together". Nick replied.
"We sure did". Sara said trying not to blush.
"Are you saying that I'm good at making babies"?
"Oh, you're good at a lot of things but you're fabulous in the love making department".
Nick and Sara walked out of the lab hand in hand and went home so he could show her just how much more fabulous than fabulous he could be.
