Hey peeps,

So soz that I havnt been updating please except my apology. I'm just getting off a long writers block that's all. You can also expect me to update the rest of my stories if you are a reader of one of them…im on a very, VERY long writers block for if your not the one but it almost….

GONE!

Hehehe

Disclaimer: My story line my story, not my characters... Unfortunately…;

(Sora POV)

I toke the razor over to my bedroom… I toke out a small tool box from under my bed. I got one of my hammers…and smashed the razor… there were pieces everywhere I tried picking them up but I just got plenty of splinters…damn it was really sharp…I tried walking to the bin to poor them in but stepped on some of the shards…

"Haaahh…" I whimpered quietly in pain trying not to wake Kairi up…I fell landing on the bed…I stared at my foot I could see it glittering in the moonlight cause of the broken shards.

I picked them out carefully… "ouch" damn they were really, really, sharp…

Wish it wasn't like this…it never use to…not until her parents died and had to move in with a foster parent who's never home. He comes home once a week but only at night then disappears the next mourning… but it didn't get that bad until she moved to this new school. Everyday…

Flashback is taking place…NOW!

I remember I was walking around the school yard skipping waiting for school to end. How much I couldn't wait to get home and take Kairi to the special new restaurant that just opened. I walked round behind the building where I usually go because there hung a big tree with a small wooden plank that was hung by rope like a swing fit for two people. Me and Kairi would sit there some times… I turned but not all the way hearing other people there I poked my head around and saw Kairi…with three girls…

One had Red hair…it wasn't as pretty as Kairi's, one had silky blonde hair and one had a beautiful shade of brunette hair. I watched them…

Kairi sat there on the swing holding the ropes for support as the three stood there in front of her. "What do you want?" She asked…

"You know…Kairi…what ever the hell you're name is…" The blonde stepped forward. "When you moved into this school you didn't think we would let you join our club and make you our friend do you now?" Kairi stayed silent… "Oh…you did! That's so sweet…as if…"

The blonde grabbed Kairi's hair and dragged her off the swing and onto the brick wall. Kairi's face banged onto the wall making her fall onto her knees facing away from the girls… I covered my mouth as I gasped…

The red head walked over to her and grabbed her hair and pulled her up so she could look at her face to face…

"What's with the red hair Kai? You trying to copy me…think you can be come popular…get a life Kairi…I mean a better one…" The red hair toke the gum she was chewing from her mouth and stuck in Kairi's hair as she was defenseless. Then the red head hocked up some spit and spat in her face…you could see her nearly puke.

The red hair pulled Kairi's hair and shoved her face into the brick wall pulled her back and shoved her again. She continued on doing this for another 4 times until letting her fall to the floor…the red head turned to leave but turned back to kick Kairi as she let out a moun as her fragile body hit the hard brick wall…the brunette stood forward "C'mon Kairi what are you going to do? Cry? Suicide? Well I hope you do commit suicide cause you'll be doing every one a favor…" At that I was fed up of watching…

I ran up from behind the corner…the girls ran off… WIMPS!

I ran to Kairi she was lying there shaking…speechless…I kneeled down next to her…and lifted her up onto my arms… she bruises on her face and a couple of scars…

"Oh Kairi…" she had been knocked out and I lifted her into my arms and carried her home…

Why does everyone hate her so…? I sighed…she's not ugly…shes very attractive…or do I just have bad taste…Why cant anyone accept her for who she is? I sighed again… the pain she has to go threw…

(Kairi POV)

I woke up from my bed, little droplets of blood was on the bed from where my wrist had been. I sighed I heard rattling from the other room. Could it be a burglar? I stood up and yawned I opened the door and saw Sora "Sora what are you-" I stopped as I saw Sora sitting on the couch with a hammer next to him and broken shards of a razor everywhere, he looked mad…

"Kairi you promised me!" He stood up. "You promised me you wouldn't cut anymore!"

"I'm Sorry-" But he cut her off.

"Sorry? Sorry? IS THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY? I WORRY ABOUT YOU AND ALL YOU DO IS BREAK MY PROMISES? I thought we were best friends…"

"We-" But he wouldn't let me finish. He unexpectedly pushed me down and I fell onto the bed…

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS KAIRI! JUST WASTE YOUR SELF? WHY? IT ISNT GOING TO FIX ANYTHING…" He pushed me hard against the wall connecting to my bed. I got so upset I curled into a ball and tears fell down my eyes…

"I'm Sorry Sora…" I was really sorry…more tears fell…

" Ill see you tomorrow Kai…maybe…" he said slamming the door.

(The next morning in Kairi POV)

I was eating my toast at the table, tears streaming down my eyes from what happened last night. I hear a voice outside my door, I ran up and looked threw the peephole. I saw Sora I was about to open the door when

"Riku!" Sora yelled…who's Riku? A boy slightly taller then Sora came into view, he had silver like hair.

"Hey Sora, you doing anything today…" He asked… I waited for Sora to reply, he had to come to my door for some reason right?

"Umm..." He looked at my door looking like he didn't know what to say… "Nope…"

"Coolies! You want to go down to the café and grab a slurpee?" I watched as he stared at my door again and quickly glancing back at the boy so called 'Riku' I waited for him to say the truth he was here for a reason!

"Yeah sure!" He smiled…

"Really? That's cool, umm…why you up here anyway?" Riku asked…

This was the time say something!

"Uhh…I was just going to…uhh…get a recipe for my mother but she wont mind." I gasped…I knew he was here to see me? Whats going on? I felt like crying…and he says why do I cut…well ill show him…

(At the Café ((Sora POV)) of course)

We stood in front of the counter ordering. I stared at Riku he asked me something but I just wasn't paying attention. His hair as it flickered just past his eyes… his perfect aqua green eyes… his soft lips…I heard a giggle…I looked around no one was staring or laughing…so I just looked at Riku again

"Yes I am talking to you! Sora what flavor do you want?" He asked looking at me weird….

I blushed "Sorry. Ill take just cola thanks."

"ok dokey, one cola and one strawberry and lime…" the man said. He passed us the slurpees. We went to our table.

"Remember you can't spell slurpee without pee…" The clerk said under his breath.

"So Sora, why'd you take so long just to answer me? It was like you were in another world or something…" Riku said looking at me weirdly…

"Ok just felt a little dizzy is all…" I tried to choke out.

"What? You felt a little dizzy staring at me…" Riku blurted out. I had no way to answer this so I just blushed and remained silent… "Sora, you want come over to my house afterwards…" I was about to say yes until for a second I thought I saw Kairi sitting where he was sitting, laughing…laughing and smiling the way she used to be… this time I felt really bad for leaving out on her…

"I…i…I'm sorry Riku…I have to go…" I grabbed me sweater and ran out of there.

Riku just stared at the door…then the slurpee that I had barely drank. "Soon Sora…very soon." He frowned…

Ohh…what is he up to…

Oh my god about the part with the "You cant spell slurpee with out pee…" Well the clerk from 711 said that to me…and freaked me out… :S you wont ever look at a slurpee the same…again…

Ok well I hope you like this chapter very short but still better then nothing. Please remember to review does not matter to me anymore if it is mean.

S2 shelly :P