Chapter 3- I was a fool
Ellie's P.O.V.
Here it is the day I have been dreading for the last week, the first day of school. This is the day I have to come face to face with mistake. All I have to do is walk into school and straight to my locker throw my jacket in there and some other things then go.
"Hey Ellie," his voice echoed in my head and I flashed back to everything that went on that night. "Ellie, you there."
"Oh sorry hi," I said casually as if nothing was wrong.
"Sean, I need to talk to you right now." Emma Nelson said to him, he looked at me and then walked away.
I watch them out of the corner of my eye I mean it cant be anything to serious right they are just friends. Then I see her kiss him, oh my gosh he has a girl friend. It's been a week she could be a new girlfriend. No she isn't I have seen them around they are defiantly not a new relationship. I slam my locker and I could feel Sean staring at me so I walk away to home room.
"Hey Ellie have you seen Sean yet?" Ashley said behind me. His name made me freeze up, I got chills up my back I was so sickened by what I just saw.
"Yea I saw Sean I was going to talk to him but he seemed a little busy with his girlfriend." I said pissed off.
"Ellie I am so sorry, he is still with Emma isn't her." When she mentioned that name I became so enraged I didn't even want to think about what was going on.
"Yeah who would have guessed it, besides I am so over this whole thing I mean me and Sean only hooked up once." Mr. Simpson came out and gave us the look like we should be in out seats so we walked in.
The day went by pretty slow through my first 5 classes all I could do was replay that whole night in the garage the kiss, my shirt, his shirt, the bra, the phone. Lunch came around and of course to my luck I banged right into Sean, I looked down and walked away.
I sat down next to Ashley she was looking at Craig so I knew it wouldn't be long before he joined us.
"Hey Craig sit with us I need to ask you something about Sean and Emma, how serious are they." I gave Ashley a look like she should not be asking that question now or ever but she blew it off.
"They are seriously annoying they have been off and on like crazy, I am awaiting the inevitable big break up for good." Craig said looking at me the whole time, I am figuring Sean told him.
"Hey it doesn't bother me at all I am telling you no big deal, we hooked up once at that was it." I said picking at my lunch.
"So that is what went on when you and him went for a walk." Craig said air quoting walk. I guess his best friend was too ashamed to tell him the whole thing that is just great for my self esteem.
Just then I here the lunch door flew open then banged shut Emma walked in looking really pissed. She stood in front of Sean's table grabbed a water bottle and flung water all over Sean.
"I take back what I said to you before, you cheated on me last week at Craig's party, people saw some girl run out of the garage and then you following putting your shirt back on." "How could you Sean we were doing better." Sean started staring at me and then back at her to say something but she cut in. "I don't want to here it we are over for good."
"Well there is that big break up I have been waiting for, thanks Ellie." Craig said smiling. I didn't want to hear it I grabbed my books and ran out.
Craig's P.O.V.
"Wow poor Ellie, I think she liked him." Ashley said and she was probably right but she probably doesn't like him any more.
"Yeah that sucks, Sean said he would keep his hands off." I knew he didn't sound serious when he said he could look and not touch.
"So on a happier note I got this new Ibanez guitar from my mom because my other one broke." Ashley said desperately trying to change the topic.
:"That's cool; maybe I can come over and see it some time." I need to look at new guitars anyway.
"Maybe I could come to your house things are crazy at my house it will be really noisy and stuff." Ashley said.
"Yeah sure bring it over whenever you want." I said "Look I should go see Spinner and see there take on what just went on."
I got up to listen to my friends talk about my best friend and who they think it was. They would probably pick some trashy girl, but oh well I am still interested.
Ellie's P.O.V.
I could hear the café door open again so I turn around to see Sean running towards me. He was probably chasing after his beloved Emma.
"Ellie please stop I have something I have to say." Hearing his voice again made me totally snap
"You know what Sean I have something to say first." "Who do you think you are?" "You had a girlfriend but you hooked up with me any." "Do you know how bad I feel used right now, so whatever you have to say save it because it won't fix it."
"Ellie it wasn't like that I swear it wasn't like that I was going to break up with he I just didn't know how or when." He said that thinking he was going to be forgive but now I feel even more used .
"Oh that makes everything better you used me." I said and starting to walk away from him.
"No I didn't I like you and I think we can work out." He said catching up with me.
"You are so not who I thought you were." I said and walked into the girl's washroom but I could hear him kick the locker.
A few minuets later Emma Nelson walked into the bathroom her eyes filled with tears and I tired not to look at her but she was staring at me with a really big attitude."
"Stay away from my boyfriend Ellie." She said and my head popped up how did she know it was me?
I could deny it "What are you talking about?"
"Don't be stupid and deny it Manny heard you and Sean's conversation stay away from Sean." Emma said getting closer to me.
"I don't want Sean okay you can have him."
" Well obviously you did last night when you fucked him." She said and this is just great people are going to think me and Sean actually had sex.
"I didn't have sex with him and I didn't know he had a girlfriend so you can have him." I wish she would just go away she is so annoying.
"Bull stay away from Sean or you will have to deal with me." After she said that I totally lost it.
"Is that a threat?" I said and she just smiled and shook her head with such attitude I wanted to punch her so bad. "What do you think you can do to me Emma?"
"This." She screamed, made a fist and punched my face. It kind of hurt but it just pissed me off even more.
"Wow Nelson your pretty weak." I said as I threw a punch at her. I could hear kids screaming fight and people gather around us. I go in to hit her again but someone grabs me.
"Stop this now!" Sean screamed and I was sickened to see he was the one holding me back. He started to push me outside and on to the schools lawn.
"What they hell was that?" He screamed at me.
"Don't talk to me and don't you ever touch me again." I said walking back to the school.
"Come one Ellie how can I convince you that I am sorry?" He asked
"You cant because you are not." "You are a scum bag who wanted to use me to get some." I said very proud of myself.
"Not true I am sorry you got hurt, look can we be at least friends because you are a cool chick to talk to and stuff." He said making me want to gag.
"Oh please you want to be friends." I said rolling my eyes.
"Look I can prove to you that I am sorry and then we can take it from there." He said making me confused because this means he want sot be friends so we can some day go out. What ever.
"Whatever I don't see it proving anything at all." I said
"Your not very good at letting people in to your life." Sean said as I started walking back wards.
"Look I have to go." I said walking away but I could hear him say "Bye friend." I turned around and he smirked at me. I shook my head in disapproval His attitude kind of pissed me off but what ever.
