A/N: Four drabbles inspired partly by the title to the U2 song, 'Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me'. This is vampire!Snape, which I like for its sexiness not because I'd like it to be canon! A bit weird, a bit melodramatic, but I hope you like!
Hold me…Severus' touch is reassuringly firm. I shiver, but I have asked for this. I have wanted it ever since I discovered his true nature. He takes me in his arms and tells me I'll no longer be the incompetent fop everyone laughs at when they think I'm not looking. I'll no longer be a mere thing for the fickle to gaze at in a false sense of awe. They will never know how false. No, he tells me, I'll be strong, powerful, just like him. It's all I want now. To be like him and to be one with him.
…thrill me…
The touch of his cold hands sends shivers throughout my body. My muscles have tensed in an instinctive fear, though I know he will do all he can to make this as easy as it can be. My heart rate quickens as I feel his breath mingling with my hair, his hands dancing over my face and neck. I hear him growl slightly. I gasp slightly at the thought of what is about to happen – the finality. Finality does not matter so long as I am with him and worthy to be at his side. He will make me worthy.
…kiss me…
I turn to face him. He looks at me intently with cold, piercing eyes. I try not to quiver under his gaze, but I cannot help it. He utters my name, not with mockery, not with pity, but with a devotion I can barely believe. He kisses me passionately and I am sure I feel moisture on his cheek. I know not why he would weep. He warned me of danger, but I refused to listen. I want only to be kindred with him. He does this because he loves me – he would merely kill me if he did not.
..kill me.
His lips move from my mouth to my neck. His tongue flicks at my neck, but before my skin can rise to the sensation I feel searing pain burst from Severus' mouth and spread uncontrollably through my body. I feel warm blood flow down my arm and I hear him moan silently by me. I close my eyes and my heartbeat slows. But through the darkness that envelops me I taste iron in my own mouth. A new energy takes over and a light breaks through, a new kind of life flowing through my veins. I am as he is.
