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And here it finally is! The last chapter of The Diary of Yamato Ishida.

Thanks to:

Kari-HP
Hikari-Sora1
DarkMetalAngel of Destruction
loveangel
killer

Enjoy!

P.S: sorry for the repetitive separations.


Chapter 9: Some say

The clock struck 6 when Taichi really started to worry. Yamato had been gone since morning and he still hadn't come back. Tai felt a bit guilty for making him leave like that and he worried like there was no tomorrow.

He just sat there thinking about the golden blond he had driven away when his sister and two boys entered the house.

"We didn't find him. I'm so sorry Tai." Kari hugged her brother tightly and then headed to the phone to call the others. She had told them all that Matt had left and that he hadn't come back. Everyone was looking for him.

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Yamato just sat on the stairs all day. He wasn't in that nameless neighborhood anymore. He had come back to his old apartment and he just sat there thinking. When he was over the boulevard, he wanted to jump down but he couldn't bring himself to do it. Maybe it was the thought of leaving his one and only relative all alone in this big crazy world.

As he sat there, he thought about leaving this life that had made his suffer so much. And after death, you just become a thought and you'll hopefully be forgotten. He didn't want to be remembered. He got up to leave and that's when he saw his messy brown hair, his hazel eyes and his smooth lips pull up to him.

Yamato got in the car and started crying even more. Taichi kissed him softly and held close to him. His mere presence made Matt forget the pain. He looked up at the brunette, sobbing.

"Hey Chi!"

"Oh Yama… we were so worried. Where have you been all day?"

"I walked all the way here. And then I just sat on the stairs crying. I was thinking…of you and me…of us. I was just thinking how happy I am with you."

They kissed and Yamato stopped himself form saying anything stupid. And that reminded him of that one day when he had invited Tai over and they kissed. The restriction he had to go through not to spill the beans at the wrong time. Well… now was the same and yet it wasn't.

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All the lights were off and Yamato couldn't find his way. He banged his foot on the coffee table and made the jenga tower fall down in an unbearable din.

As soon as Takeru heard the noise, he opened the door to his room slowly and saw Yamato in the now opened light. As he slammed the door, he turned to Daisuke who had a disappointed look yet again.

"They're back. Not tonight. Ok?"

"Not like I have a choice anyway." A grin straight across his face, he laid down on the bed. "If this keeps up, we'll never do it."

As Takeru got dressed, Tai opened the door to tell him he found Yamato and saw him practically naked.

"Oh shit! Sorry, sorry. I didn't mean to. I'm gonna leave now." Tai then ran into his room and jumped on the bed embarrassed.

"What happened? You're blushing." A faint laugh came right after Yamato said this.

"You won't believe what I just saw…. I just saw Tk… in the nude. Ha! He really is your younger twin."

"Shut up!"

A pillow was thrown across the room and Yamato jumped on Tai.

"You know I love you, right? Cause I want you to have the best night you ever had tonight. And I won't take no for an answer."

"Yes?"

A kiss, a tug on their clothes and the boys were right in the action. After a few minutes, they were moaning louder than ever.

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In the other room, Daisuke was irritated as hell. "They get to do it whenever they want and we have to wait to be alone. Do you think they're doing it on purpose? Do you think they enjoy making us hear their "hour of pleasure"? Cause this really is torture."

"Don't worry. We'll do it someday."

"Someday? Well then, I sure hope that day comes soon cause I'm about to explode."

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After the two hour love-fest, the mix of gold and chocolate fell asleep arm in arm. Or at least they were until Yamato got up. He headed for the kitchen and grabbed a piece of paper. Once again, memories of the past came to him. This one was of when he was supposed to leave. And this time, he was leaving as well.

He had a hard time finding a pen but when he found it, he started writing.

'It would be nice if we could put away and throw out everything except what really mattered, but reality is just cruel. In such times, I see you laughing when I close my eyes. Until the time I reach eternal sleep, that smile will have to stay with me without fail. People are all sad. So they go away and forget.

For that which I should love… for that which gives me love, I'll do what I can. Back then when we met, we went the long way and we got hurt didn't we? But as time went by, the hurt turned to bliss and my life with you was an eternal dream. A dream I had while I was awake.

The love I have for you is beyond words and I hate to do this to you once again but I fear I have to. Like I said, people are sad and so they go away and forget. I shall go away but and I will forget. I'll forget the things that hurt but I will never forget you. No matter how hard I might try it's impossible to forget you, my one true love.

Take care of my brother. Take care of Hikari and Daisuke. And of course, take care of yourself.

I loved you. I love. I will love you forever and for eternity.

Goodbye.'

Once he finished writing, he got up and got dressed. He grabbed the car key on his way out and got into the car. He drove until he got to the bridge. It was late so there was almost nobody on the road. Yamato got out of the car and headed for the ledge.

He thought to himself about jumping right then and there.

"Some say that when people jump down, a third of the way down they realize that all their problems are solvable. I guess I'll never find out. I won't give death the chance to take my life away just for me to learn a lesson."

He got back in the car and drove off.

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A tear stained the paper that the blonde had touched the night before. This time, he was gone and it would not be easy to find him.

THE END


So that was the end. And now, I would like to thank everyone who reviewed the story.

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This was matims: matims signing off (for a few weeks)

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