Chapter 3

Nathan's POV

I miss her. Even though it's been six years, nothing has changed at least for me that is.

I still love her, with all of my heart and all of my being. Every game I've played, I played my best hoping that maybe..just maybe she was watching.

Call me a cheater, a liar, two-timing bastard, and I'll tell you, you're right. What I did was disgusting and hurtful, I never meant for it to happen. I was weak; I didn't have the guts to talk to her.

I knew what I did was unforgivable and that what I might be doing right now is crazy. But I heard that she was gonna get married to that spineless singer Chris, so I gotta do this.

I'm gonna do what I was supposed to do six years ago. I'm gonna fight for her. I'll show her just how much I still loved her.

And oh how were still married and that I hadn't signed the divorce papers.

Hey, I still am a cocky bastard

But I had no guarantee that she'll ever take me back. All I know that she can't marry that fiancé of hers, because I know she still loves me too. She might try to deny it but I know she still loves me.

So here I am, on the plane. I have to see her, to touch her and tell her how much I love her.

This was my last chance, and I'm not gonna blow it. God knows, how much I went through. Didn't she know I also suffered?

I suffered because I knew that I was the one who brought her pain. I suffered because she left me without any explanation.

I went nuts when I saw her things gone and she was nowhere in sight. I didn't want to live anymore, but Lucas convinced me to look for her. We never did find her, we searched the city for weeks but we didn't see her so we had to come back to Tree Hill.

And now, I know exactly where she is.

I hope that's a good thing. Now all I gotta do is own up to my mistakes, and hope she'll see the love I still have for her.

My Haley.