THIS FIC HAS BEEN REPOSTED, DUE TO THE DELETION OF MY ACCOUNT.

Yes, that's right my account got deleted. If anybody knows why or how this happened, then please let me know. I had to change my user name, from Miss B 169 to Miss Blaine 169. Actually I think I know why it happened. I had posted up a new fic, about two days ago, and when I checked in today to post another chapter up (for "Two Stand Alone") I was told that my account was deleted.

I think my account got deleted, due to the content of my new fic: "The Dark Side Of The Moon" But I don't think it was really that bad. I've seen fics, which have had content, that has been much worse.

I've re-posted "The Dark Side Of The Moon" but it's under the name Blaine 169. Yeah, I thought I'd open a different account for that fic, this way, if that fic is deleted again, then this account will be safe, and so will "Two Stand Alone". It was a major pain in the ass, re-posting everything up again! Sorry for the mess!

The really sad thing now, is the fact that I have lost all the wonderful reviews that I had gotten. Ahhh, Im SO PISSED OFF!!!

Summary: The first half of this fic, is from Joey's P.O.V (Point Of View) and the second half is from, Seto's P.O.V. Please humour me, when I say that being gay, in this fic, is totally frowned upon by society and that Seto and Joey are the only gay couple, okay?

Joey's P.O.V is very negative. Sure, he loves Seto, but Joey's worried about people finding out about their love and putting a stop to their relationship (People can be very cruel) Joey is also very conflicted in his thoughts. Seto's P.O.V, on the other hand is positive. He's determined to love and protect Joey - No matter what happens. Ahhhh!

I am in NO WAY a homophobe (God, I hope I spelt that right) Im very open minded about things. I just thought that it would be an interesting idea for a fic. Can Love conquer all? I hope so - for Seto and Joey's sake. (And mine too)

The reason why I chose Seto and Joey, is because they are my favourite couple! Joey is as cute as a Puppy and Seto is....hmmm, how can I put it....Sexy as hell! I have no idea why I chose the song "Razorblade Kiss" for this fic. I mean if you listen (or read) the lyrics, then Im sure the guy is singing about death or something, and not about being gay....but I made it (hopefully) fit.

Charecters may be a little O.C.C as many people here like to put it. But living in secrecy with your lover, and experiencing pain can really mature you up! Trust me! Seto is not the CEO in this fic or the cold hearted bastard! He's just a poor boy in love. Oh, and another thing! Gozaburo is alive in this fic!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own the YU-GI-OH! charecters. Nor the song "Razorblade Kiss" by H.I.M (His Infernal Majesty)

This is a Seto and Joey fic, so it will contain yaoi.

Helpful Tips: Everything in brakets are lyrics.

These thoughts are going through Seto and Joey's minds in the morning, while they are lying together in bed. The sexual references are flashbacks to what happened the night before.

Chapter One: Memories of love and Promises.

Joey's P.O.V

Damn, I can't believe that we're doing this. I can't believe that we're getting away with this. Surely we'll be found out sooner or later. Surely the happiness that I have found in my new world with Seto, will come crashing down on me?

(I taste death, in every kiss we share and every sundown seems to be the last we have)

Oh, by Ra, here I am, in his room, on his bed, kissing him.....letting him kiss me. I've spent every single night with him, since we declared our love for each other. This sweet rapture, that I am so caught up in cannot last. Im taking no chances, Im treating each night as if it's our last. I don't want to leave him......I never want to leave him.

(Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end)

Oh Ra, dear Ra, we can't go on like this....his breath....I can feel his sweet breath on me, which makes me realise that this is no dream. It's real, so very real. We will surely be found out if this keeps happening. The end of our love is comming closer....it is inevitable....I can feel it.....

(And Im drunk on your tears, baby can't you see it's hurting)

I try to be strong, Ra knows I try. I try to tell you that we should stop, but you say nothing....you don't have to, your tears say it all. I never thought that I'd see you cry. Not you....never you. You were always the strong one, the great Seto Kaiba, but here you are crying. I find it heartbraeking, yet beautiful at the same time. It hurts....so much. As much as Im mesmerised by your tears, I cannot stand to see you cry..... And so I stay. Why must I be so weak?

(Every time we touch we get closer to Heaven)

I want you to touch me.....I long for your touch, your strong hands caressing me gently, again and again....don't ever stop, never. I almost melt as you run your fingers softly, across my bare chest, your hands are so warm....your touch so gentle, yet so firm. It can't really feel this good, can it? Either you're an angel, who was sent to this earth to rescue me....or maybe Im in Heaven.

(And at every sunrise, our sins are forgiven)

Every morning, I awake in your sweet embrace. All memories of our Love- making the night before are distant. Our Love-making....our Love....is it a sin? No, Love can never be a sin. Love is pure. But what about the Love between the same sex? If our Love-making was a sin, then I feel that with every sunrise our sins commited the previous night are forgiven, by the lord at least, if not society, should they have known.

(You on my skin, this must be the end)

Oh, your hands are on me again, I cherish your touch....but I have an awful feeling that you may be touching me for the very last time....they will tear us apart, Seto. They will tear us apart.

(The only way you can love me is to hurt me again and again........)

Your love for me will only bring pain and sorrow....to both of us and to those we love. Im in pain already, knowing this can't last....but strangely enough, Im starting to like this feeling.... I like the fact, that the cause of all this pain, is your Love. I'd do anything to have your Love. I don't care anymore....I don't care. Let them tear me apart. Let me go through all this pain....as long as you have loved me once....it's okay Seto,....it's okay....

(........and again and again)

Your touch, as sweet as it may be....it burns. It hurts. But it doesn't matter. Nothing matters. I have your Love deep within my heart....deep within my soul.... Promise me, that you'll never stop loving me....promise me Seto....

(Your Love is a Razorblade Kiss)

You press your lips against mine, softly at first, then you deepen the kiss. It hurts, it feels like Im being ripped in two peices, they're taking one part and you're trying to hold on to the other..... Give it up, you'll end up losing, Seto....you have to let me go, my Love.

Seto's P.O.V

(The sweetest is the taste from your lips)

I lick your bottom lip, nibbiling gently at it, begging for entrance. You grant it and I slip my tongue inside your mouth. Oh, by Ra, you taste so sweet. I have never tasted anything like you before. You, Joey, my Puppy, are intoxicating. I will have your taste in my mouth for as long as I live.

(Oh, the sweetest is the taste from your lips, my darling, the taste from your lips, oh my love)

I could kiss you forever, my Love. All I want to taste is you....over and over and over....until I die from thirst or starvation. You, my Puppy, are all I need.

(Only inside you I can feel, Im tired of dreaming)

I never thought I could feel this way, but you made me feel for the first time in my life, my Pup. I had been dreaming of you and I together....but I never imagined that I would ever feel so strongly about you....I never knew that my feelings could run so deep, and yet they do.

(Gotta let me in, inside you baby)

I know that you're scared, but it will be alright. I'd die before I'd let them hurt you. Now just calm down and let me inside you, my Love. Everything will be okay....

(Im not afraid to feel)

If I have to, then I'll carry the burden of this stigmata, Im not afraid to feel their hate and anger, to Hell with them, I say, just as long as you're by my side, just as long as I can feel your Love.

(I want you to Love me)

Never have I Loved anyone so much.

(Cause you are the one)

I want to be with you, my Love.

(Cause you are the one)

For now and always.

(Cause you are the one)

Even in death.

(Cause you are the one)

Because you, Joey are the one. You are the one and only for me. I will protect you, my Darling. I love you.

Normal P.O.V

The Sun shone in through the window, it's rays falling onto the bed, where the two boys were lying. The older boy, was awake and was lying on his back, while the younger boy slept peacefully, his blonde head resting on the other's bare chest.

The blonde grunted a little in his sleep, the older boy smiled and started running his slender fingers through the smaller boy's soft golden hair, mumbling comforting words to him.

The blonde awoke and looked into the beautiful sapphire blue eyes of his tall brunette Lover. The brunette smiled, at the blonde. "Good morning, my love" he said, softly.

The blonde smiled back, his chocolate brown eyes, sparkling. But before he could reply, the door of the tiny bedroom burst open and in walked a heavy set man, in his mid forties. "Dad"! The blonde cried, alomost in tears.

"So, here ya are, ya good fer nothin' little slut. The rumours are true!" he roared. He yanked the blonde up by the arm and shook him roughly. "I don't want no faggot for a son, ya here me?"

The brunette was immeadiatly out of bed, when his Lover was pulled away from him, he tried freeing the blonde by hitting the older man's shoulder, but unfortunately for him, the older man was stronger. The brunette was roughly pushed backwards, onto the bed.

He was on his feet in time to see his lover being dragged away, by his father. "Seto!" screamed the blonde.

The blonde's father looked at Seto. "Stay away from him, if ya know what's good fer ya" he growled, dragging the poor blonde out the door.

"Joey!" Seto yelled. Ignoring the threat, Seto raced towards the door, only to be pushed back again. However this time the person who pushed him back wasn't Joey's father, it was Seto's own adoptive father, Gozuburo Kaiba.

Gozuburo roughly pushed his adopted son inside, stepped in through the doorway and locked the door behing him. He stood there, glaring at Seto, before he spoke. "What the Hell do you think you were doing, with that cheap whore? Haven't I taught you better than that?"

Seto was shaking partly from fear, but mostly from anger. How dare he call Joey a whore? Seto simply stood, arms at his sides, fists clenched.

Gozuburo stormed over to Seto, untill they were almost nose to nose. "And to be found in bed with another boy! Have you no shame?"

Seto didn't answer. He didn't think Gozuburo expected an answer from him, but he was wrong. "Well?" Gozuburo barked.

Seto looked at Gozuburo, staring at his adoptive father, straight in the eye. "I Love him. There is no shame in Loving somebody" he replied, quietly.

Gozuburo snarled and hit Seto's face, with the back of his hand, sending Seto down to the floor. "No shame in Loving somebody?" Gozuburo repeated, enraged. "That wasn't somebody, that was another boy! I will not have a faggot in my house!"

Seto tried to get up, but Gozuburo, brought his right foot down, swift and hard, striking Seto in the stomach, repeatedly. Seto winced, but tried not to cry out, as he knew that screaming and crying will only make Gozuburo angrier. After countless kicks to Seto's stomach, Gozuburo turned and walked out of the room, locking the door behind him.

Seto lay on the floor, coughing up blood and thinking of his Lover. Poor Joey, Seto thought. I wonder what's happened to him? I hope he wasn't beaten too. Seto felt tears streaming down his face, before he lost consciousness.

End of Chapter one.

Author's Note: Just click for the next chapter, guys! Hope you enjoyed this one :-)