Chapter 10

Haley's POV

I ran as fast as I can out of the ballroom. Lucas tried to stop me, but I pushed him away. Chris was calling my name and so was Peyton. Nathan saw me, I even ran past him.

He had no right to make me feel guilty….it was his fault….it was his fault why I was like this. He slept with my sister, god damn it!

I've tried to get on with my life….to fall in love again and be happy but of course he just won't let me be.

I don't know what to do anymore! I don't know who I am! I'm like this little girl waiting for someone to help me. Scared and confused that's what Nathan has reduced me into.

I wished I had the answers to his questions. But can't he see what this is doing to me? Can't he see me falling apart in front of him and everybody else?

I ran like I've never had before. I ran into the unknown. I had no future because in my future I've always wanted Nathan to be in it. But I couldn't allow myself to love him anymore because I'm not the same person he fell in love with.

Haley was trusting and loving, I am neither. I was a shadow of a person who once lived but was destroyed

By his own treachery and my insecurities

I stopped in the middle of the road to breath; I could only hear the pounding of my heart.

Then I saw a flashing light and felt my body fly. I rolled to side of the road and felt dizzy. I touched my forehead and something sticky was on it.

It was my blood.

"Get her on thestretcher! Hurry!" a medic ordered.

"Nate, we have to follow them to the hospital" Peyton said pulling both Lucas and Nathan back to the car park.

Jake was waiting for them, he already started the car and Chris was in it too.

All of them got in and prayed in silence.

Knowing that a miracle was the only thing that will save Haley