Varying shades of Gray

By: Kurohane

Endless waltz did not happen after the war will be completely AU

blah poem (takes deep breath THIS BELONGS TO ME I WILL SUE ANY WHO STEAL IT IS COPYWRITED! thank you)

Disclaimer: The plot is mine but Gundam Wing is not


Heero's POV

My mother has always told me that there is only good and evil in this world. At first I accepted that and my one and only truth but, as I grew older I began to realize that this wasn't exactly true. As I grew so did my out look on the world. But, I do believe their is true evil in this world I found that out first hand. Mother and I used to live in a small village near Okaiyama. It was a small name less village that shouldn't of existed but it did and this is where I found my true evil...Hatred.

I believe that there is no race that is truly evil

and that there is no race that is truly good

if all angles are the epitome of goodness

then why does Lucifer exist?

If I am to believe there is a race that is GOOD

and one that is Evil then what of our world?

We should not label those who are different from us as monsters as many labeled me. You see I am a retro cognitive Summoner or a Retro a person Known as a shaman or a priest or an Itako as i can summon sprits from the spirit realm and get them to do as I say. As was my mother, this is why they killed her. My mother was murdered because of her healing talents she used her abilities to save people and did not ask for pay. How could one so kind be evil?

If they were only good and evil

would they not try to destroy each other and in the process our world?

I do believe that God is Good as are the angels that he rules

As Is His Son Jesus.

and I believe that Lucifer is Evil as are the demons in hell

that he rules but what of the beings that reside on earth?

After her death the villagers vanished me from that place. With no money and no food I wandered across the rural continent of Japan until I reached Tokyo. Then I became a thief, not a very good one though I was caught my first try by a man named Odin Lowe. Then I experienced Light, even if he was an assassin he took me in when no one else would and for that I thank him. But, he like mother was killed.

For earth I have only one sure truth

Darkness cannot exist without the Light

And

Light cannot exist without the Darkness

The Stronger the Light

The Deeper the Darkness

The Light Fears the Darkness

And

The Darkness is Jealous of the Light

But...

Not every thing is defined in LIGHT

Or

DARKNESS

But...

In Varying shades of Gray

Why must all the people that I love die? Am I a curse? No, I won't believe that I am for if you believe it, it will come true, mother told me that. When Odin died I was found by a cruel man named Dr. Jamison Gray or Dr. J as he liked to be called. For years i trained with him learning all the concepts of war, for Operation M.

For I believe that Not every being on this earth

Can BE DEFIENED AS GOOD OR EVIL

But as Both...

We are neither Good nor evil

We are neither Evil nor good

We are that we are

And

That is all that we are

We are gray

Some darker

Some lighter

When Oper. M. started I decided to defect from my mission's first target which was to Take marital law over the earth. I would not do such a thing. I will not. so the rest is as you know it well not quite.

But I also believe that their are some

Who...

As Black as the night sky

And...

Their are those

Who...

As white as The Purest of snow

But...

Both are very rare

Most are...

Varying Shades of gray

We are...

gray.


Tbc.